2014-05-10

8 Weeks In - Ain't This A Bitch!

Well it sure has been an interesting ride, but no, we're not done yet!

I've got a lot to update you on.  Today marked the end of 8 weeks of denial and chastity.  This lock-down for Ms Constance has been about the strangest chastity experience I've been involved in since I first put on a chastity cage.

Since we started on March 15th, the chastity cage has broken twice, making it necessary to take it off and try to repair it, the latest breakage happening about a week ago.  I've tried twice to solvent-weld the loose joints in the polycarbonate, and obviously the first time wasn't the charm. It lasted almost exactly 2 weeks before the same joints came loose and the cage had to come off again.  I repaired it a second time, and this time the repaired joints look a lot better.  We'll just have to wait and see. Ms Constance just wants it to last until her planned date of my release, which as of yet I still don't know.  She isn't happy with this cage, and said I'm gonna have to get a stronger one before we do this again.

So, technically, I have only been locked in the cage for 6 weeks, with two 1 week breaks for cage repairs.  During the time I've been unlocked, it still hasn't been all peaches and cream though. For those weeks, I was placed on "No Touch Denial", and I still haven't decided yet on which method is more frustrating.  They are both pretty close if you ask me.

That brings us to tonight.  I had been wanting to call Ms Constance pretty badly, because we were at least 2 weeks overdue for a call, and I've been feeling pretty needywanty.  When Ms Constance and I discussed a date, she was adamant that I have the cage repaired in time for the call.  That got a fire lit under my little bitchass, and I was able to get the cage repaired, with the bonding fully cured with one day to spare.

The call finally happened tonight, and I went into it fully expecting that I was NOT gonna be allowed to cum, because Ms Constance had essentially told me as much when we first arranged the call.

After exchanging our hellos and some small talk (foreplay),  Ms Constance pounced and asked me if I'd like to go to Heaven tonight.  Of course I said YES!!!!  Since I was sitting at my computer when the call went through, Ms Constance suggested that I move to the bedroom instead.

Once in the bedroom, I sat on the edge of the bed while Ms Constance coached me through the most delicious sensual tease, while instructing me to lightly run my fingertips over my boobs and nipples, which got my nipples as hard as Modern Math.  Then, I was told to lay down on my back with my legs spread apart far enough for me to imagine Ms Constance kneeling in between them.  The tease continued, eventually gravitating to my denim skirt, which I was allowed to pull down.. At that point, I was allowed to do something that has been strictly forbidden over the last 8 weeks. I was allowed to actually place my hand over my clitty on top of my red string bikini, and start fondling and rubbing. OMG did that feel good!  After enjoying that for a little while, I was allowed an even more forbidden pleasure, and that was to actually put my hand under my panties and fondle and rub skin to skin.  If you think this is small potatoes, I suggest you don't touch yourself there for 8 weeks and then try it and see if you don't think it's pretty awesome too!

now, this is where Ms Constance really ramped things up.  I was actually allowed to rub, harder and harder, faster and faster, heading towards an edge, while Ms Constance worked over my mind with her voice. After only a few minutes of this, I was sunk so deep that I was agreeing to everything she said.  As I rubbed myself, getting closer and closer, I was told that the only way I'll ever be allowed to touch or stroke again will be with her permission.  I agreed that she owned me.  I agreed that she had full control of everything and that I would do everything and anything she asked.  I agreed that I was hers forever.  And here's the weirdest part, she even got me to ask her to lock me back up.  She even had me repeat it so the she could be sure we both remembered me saying it.

As her teasing and affirmations of my complete submission to her continued, I sunk deeper and deeper and I got closer and closer to the edge, I realized I was moaning her name over and over.  She was constantly asking me what I wanted more than anything, and I kept answering that I wanted to cum.  I felt like I was riding a wave that was eventually going to break, and I was gonna cum. Then, just as I got almost to the point of no return, I was told to take my hand away.  After a few minutes of cooldown, she told me to start rubbing again.  We repeated the climb towards the edge, and once again, just as I was about to go over, I was told to take my hand away.  And once again, after a short cooldown, I was told to start again.

It was somewhere around here that because of some things that Ms Constance was saying in my ear, that I started to believe that she might actually let me cum! We kept going, harder and faster, and I heard it again!  OMG, she's gonna let me cum!  I was so mindfucked by that point that I became convinced that she was either gonna ruin an orgasm or just flat out let me cum.  Nothing else ever entered my mind!  I was practically delirious as I approached the edge again.  As I got there and was about to go over, I knew that this was finally it!  This was when she would finally let me cum.

"Take your hand away!"

OMG, I KNEW going in that I wasn't gonna cum, but Ms Constance was sooo good that she convinced me that apples were oranges and I fell for it.  What a masterful job she did on me!

Then, after I knew that was as far as I was gonna go, she told me that it was time.

"Go get the cage, it's time for you to lock up, sweetie". 

And so, I took the cage into the bathroom, placed the phone on the vanity next to me, so I could hear Ms Constance and she could hear me.  It was a struggle, but I somehow got a set of swollen, purple balls to go through the cuff ring. I had a little trouble getting the cage portion on because my clitty was still not back down to it's unaroused size, but with a little lube placed where it needed to go, the cage finally slipped over and I was able to get a plastic lock through the pin, where I clicked it closed. I even held the phone next to it so Ms Constance could hear the snap of the lock.. While I was having such a hard time getting the cage on, I kept hearing Ms Constance laughing, and at one point, I actually heard the sound of her "Cannibal Proximity Alarm" going off.  After she came back from checking her doors to make sure they were locked, she had some final instructions for me.

I was to take a picture of her caged up property, showing the serial number of the lock.  In order to be sure this was not a faked picture (Ms Constance is very thorough when it comes to chastity), I had to write down a phrase that she just made up on a piece of paper, and show that in the picture. Then I had to email the photo to her. One of the things I love so much about Ms Constance is her sense of humor, and the phrase she came up with for the picture?   

"Ain't This A Bitch!"

Thank you so much for the fantastic call, Ms Constance.  You totally mindfucked me and didn't let me cum, but I absolutely loved every minute of it!

l.b.a.