2006-09-29

Thursday night... Tease Time!

Wow! What a great time I had in Tease Time With Princess Grace last night. In case any of you reading this have not been able to attend these chats, you really should try to make the next one. I'm not gonna spoil it for the people who haven't had the pleasure of experiencing it, and so I'm not gonna go into a lot of details.

I can say that Princess got everyone warmed up very quickly, and kept us in that condition for almost an hour. And guess what? You'll have to ask her who got to cum and who didn't, and if she won't tell you either, then you'll just have to show up at the next one and see what happens. One hint... if you show up, it would be a really good idea to have some lube with ya... awwwwwww..... don't you wish it was next Thursday already?

And thank you soooooo much Princess, for the extra attention you paid to Mr Smith and I at the end. You know how much I hate spankings, but being bent over the desk alongside Mr Smith and both of us getting teased and spanked by you at the same time was absolutely the yummiest thing! But it also made things a bit difficult for me considering the fact that I'm trying to stay good....

little bitchass

2006-09-27

OK, that's it!

Time for a little vent.

For the past two nights now, I've been getting some amount of abuse directed at me in the chatroom. It's all been focused on the fact that I have chosen to come into the room with Princess Grace's new name for me. Now I am pretty easy to get along with usually, and don't at all mind the normal jabs and insults that are done in a spirit of play. There's a fine line between playful insults and the mean-spirited type that I've gotten lately, and a couple of people have crossed that line. A few have even jumped hard over it with both feet.

Bottom line is this. If you have a gripe with me about something, do it privately, and not in the chatroom in front of everybody. If you do that, I will listen and respect your position, whether I agree with you or not. But if you attack me in the room, either under your own name or hiding behind a false name, you are not building up any friendly points with me and we will call it a day. I'm not gonna engage in any extended battles with you.

By resorting to personal attacks, you are doing a couple of things. You are completely disregarding my feelings, and trying to take something that makes me feel happy and turning it into something that's somehow bad. You are also not giving me much credit for being capable of independent thought. If you think that you are going to change my mind and make me conform to your views by using insults, forget it! You are just making me more determined.

What's even worse is that you are completely disrespecting Princess Grace, and I suspect sometimes trying to get to her through me, and I'm not going to put up with that. Princess is a good friend who I deeply care about, and by disrespecting her, you are really pissing me off! Keep it up and I will totally ignore you in the future.

I intend to continue coming into the chatroom as jem_takenbyPrincessG until Princess tells me to stop, which I hope she never does, or until I get kicked out of the room.

I'd like to thank the Mistresses and all my true friends who have congratulated me and been supportive. Feeling that from you all makes taking the occasional abuse worth it.

And, as always, thank you Princess Grace! Wuvs ya!!!!!

little bitchass

2006-09-25

A truly yummy day!

Yesterday started out like a normal Sunday. I had some things I had to do but got online to do a bit of catching up. I sent a quickie IM to Princess Grace to say hi and was surprised to get a reply, since I knew Princess was not feeling well and also had been up pretty late. We had a nice girltalk type chat, with venting both ways and the usual gossip, and then Princess asked me the biggie... Did I still want to change my chatroom name to include her name? This was something we had talked about before, but for various reasons that I won't go into, I had agreed with Princess' thoughts that the time was just not right for that. So when she surprised me and brought it up out of the blue yesterday, I was thrilled! She wanted me to tell her that I wanted it, and that only then would she decide. I told her yes, I would love to carry her name! So Princess sat back and started thinking of what name she liked. It was really cool to watch her work, trying out assorted names before settling on the one she wanted for me. So now my new chatroom name is jem_takenbyPrincessG. (pssst! besides her name, I luv the "taken" part! hee hee)

I had seen other subbies who had been given their Mistress' names before and had always thought, "how cool is that!" Was really hoping that maybe someday I would be asked, but I didn't know if it would ever happen, so I just waited.

Princess and I have been getting closer in the last couple of months, and I really appreciated the fact that she had helped and supported me during some emotional hard times I had been having. And after lots of chatting in the room, IMs, emails and my first call with her, I am sooooo happy to say that I am hers! To be allowed to carry her name is just the icing on the cake.

I was a little nervous going into the chatroom with my new name for the first time but it all went pretty well. I ended up having a lot of fun. Hard to say what felt so good about it, lots of reasons, but besides being able to see "PrincessG" with every line I typed, it felt like I was wearing a collar or a tattoo that everybody could see. Probably the best feeling was a feeling of pride that Princess thinks enough of me to let everyone to know I'm hers! So yummy she issssss!

So if you are in the chatroom, and see my new name instead of jem, don't be confused cuz it's still me! I just look a little different!

Thank you over and over and over again, Princess.... wuvs ya!

little bitchass

2006-09-24

Saturday... H day

Yesterday I went to my appointment at the hair salon. Besides chatting with Princess Grace, this is one of my favorite activities!

In case you don't know, I have this little part of me... OK.. well... a BIG part of me that likes to give up control. I like it in lots of different areas, and when I see my hairstylist, the same thing goes. When I first started seeing her, I told her that I was TG and that I wanted a woman's cut that I could make look sorta male for work. Same thing goes for my eyebrows when she waxes and shapes them.

After a half dozen or so visits, she finally got to the point of not asking me what I wanted her to do. She even told me recently that she likes working on my hair, because she knows she can do whatever she wants. lol

This has been going on for about the last year, and the only problems I have are that she seems to like my hair very long, and that the whole "make it look sorta male for work" thing has kinda gone out the window. My hair was down to the tops of my shoulder blades in back before I went to see her yesterday.

So yesterday, she did my brows and then shampooed and conditioned me... then it was off to her station. Now this is where I really start feeling all antsy and stuff, because I have no idea what she has planned for me. I don't know if I really understand the technicalities of this whole "sub space" thing, but I have a feeling that she has me sunk pretty deep into it by the time she starts cutting.

So she tells me that she's cutting about an inch off the back, and adding more layers along the sides of my face, and even mentions the dreaded "B" word (bangs). Now I'm REALLY nervous! So she starts cutting and when she's done, its still all wet, but the shape is very cute, and I'm pretty sure I know what comes next. After some blowdrying, she gets out the flatiron. Now she's used this quite a few times before on me, and each time she's finished my hair has gone from having big waves, to being straight, and very femme looking. This time is no different, except that she has added an under curl all around the sides and back. The sides are in lots of different lengths along the sides of my face, so there is a nice fringe look going on. The bangs weren't as short as I was afraid they were gonna be. She showed me the back in a hand mirror and said "It's very pretty!" Eeeeeeek!

Now here is when I enter a different frame of mind... the panic mode... "how is this gonna look on Monday when I have to go to work?" and.. "Am I gonna be able to make it look a little less femme?" Luckily the panic mode doesn't last too long, and I'm out of there and on my way home. I stopped in at a Target and a Walmart, and walked around to see people's reactions. Not too bad..... nobody pointing or laughing...

So why do I enjoy being at the stylist's mercy as much as I do? I'm pretty certain it's the "giving up control" aspect, but maybe there could be another explanation. Whatever it is it's surely related to being submissive and the fact that I kinda like bondage situations a little bit.

One last thing... On the topic of bondage... Aside from the artistic aspect, why in the world do people tie women's thighs together when they tie them up? I mean.. I think that kinda defeats the whole "helpless and vulnerable" idea, but maybe I'm different. I thought that was the whole idea behind things like spreader bars and ring gags....

little bitchass

2006-09-21

Well it's about time!

Well I finally did it on Wednesday! I finally called Princess Grace for the first time! Yayyyyyyyy for meeeeeeeee! I'd been having problems on my end with getting a call scheduled, and I was really excited to find out that she would be available at the same time I was able to call!

It was such a treat to hear Princess' voice in person for the first time! In case you have never talked with Princess, her voice is even sexier than it sounds in her audios! I was really nervous at the start, but after chatting with Princess for only a few minutes, it felt just like talking and laughing with a longtime friend.

After chatting for a short time about different stuff, Princess slid me into a fantasy. I was OK until this happened, but as she switched gears I could hear a change in her voice, and I said to myself, "OMG... here we go..." LOL

Princess set me up in a scene where I was standing in 6" heels with a spreader bar between my ankles. My wrists were fastened together and attached to something in the ceiling, and I was stretched so tight that I was on my tippy-toes. I was wearing stockings and garterbelt and was laced into a tight corset with my boobs sticking out. I am wearing a gag and at this point was pretty much helpless.

That's when Princess comes into the room in her black leather corset and heels. I hear her heels clicking on the floor as she slowly walks over in front of me. She's holding her crop in one hand and in her other hand she's holding a leash. Attached to the other end of the leash is one of her other pets, (who shall remain nameless to avoid embarrassing him), and he is on all fours being led by her.

She brought her pet around in front of me and had him press his face on my nyloned thigh, and I started feeling more squirmy, but because of my predicament, I couldn't squirm very far. At the same time Princess was touching me lightly on my ass and on the back of my legs with her crop, and gave me a few swats here and there to keep me honest. She then took her finger and slipped the front of my panties down and had her pet take my clitty in his mouth while she kept touching and teasing me from behind. I had fantastic sensations happening in front and back at the same time, and I couldn't do anything to help either one.

Then Princess released my arms from overhead, and made me walk to the bed while still wearing the heels and spreader bar. She giggled and thought it was funny to watch me taking such tiny and unsteady steps. When she got me to the bed Princess made me lie down, and she tied my wrists to the headboard. Then she pulled her pet over to the bed and had him straddle me and rub his amazing looking cock over my gagged lips. After that, Princess removed my gag and had her pet work his cock into my mouth. She told him to fuck my mouth while at the same time she got another pair of panties in her hand and started stroking my clitty with them. Between what both of them were doing to me and me being helpless, I was getting wayyyyyy too excited! Before this call, I couldn't picture myself ever begging to cum, but it wasn't very long before I found myself doing just that! I don't even remember what I was saying, but I wanted to cum sooooooo badly! Desperate is a good word to describe the feeling.

Princess giggled and told me that she would let me cum, but if I did, her pet would be cumming in my mouth at the same time. It took me about 2 seconds to weigh the options... either let her pet cum in my mouth or I don't get to cum... hmmmmm... think this is when I kinda gurgled out a "yes Princess.... yesssssss!" Princess then urged me to cum for her and I did, and at the same time feeling her pet exploding into my mouth! Mmmmmmmmm........ gawd it was goooood!

After she untied me from the bed, I thanked Princess for the session and especially for letting me cum, and she gave that trademark giggle and said, "well... I let you cum THIS time.... ::giggle::"

So it was a totally awesome experience, and afterwards, Princess told me that now that I have called, I am now hers! I'd been hoping desperately that someday she might, so hearing that from Princess was the absolute best thing I could ever want to hear. I am soooo thrilled that she now owns me..... every bit of me!

Thank you again for such a fantastic session, Princess! Wuvs ya lots! And I hope your other pet enjoyed this as much as I did!

little bitchass

2006-09-19

I hate commuting!

Does anybody else have a commute to work that's longer than about 15 minutes? If you do, how in the world do you deal with it without going postal every few minutes? Houston traffic at rush hour is always bad, but in the past two weeks something has either gone tits up with the traffic signals, or there is some kind of disruption to the earth's rotation that causes everybody to drive about 25 mph slower than the speed limit. A drive that was taking me 35-40 minutes is now taking over an hour.

Twice today, while waiting in line at a red light, I noticed a driver in front of me talking on his cell phone. Of course when the light turned green, they must have taken that as notification of free calling minutes, because they sat at the green light and kept right on talking. They finally went through the intersection after the sound of honking horns behind them finally made it too difficult to hear the person they were talking to.

I also drive through about 4 school zones on my commute. I have no problems when the person in front of me slows down to the posted 20mph, but geeeeesh... do they have to keep driving at 20mph for two miles after they are past the school zones? These are the people who make me wish I had a dump truck so I could help them get back up to the normal speed limit in a more timely manner. Or better yet, I could maybe hire Pantyass to drive in front of me like a blocker, clearing out anybody foolish enought to get in his way.

There also seems to be some kind of intelligence draining virus running rampant here. The first sign of this affliction came today as I sat in stop and go traffic for 2 lights.... obvious breakdown or fender-bender... Nope... when I get near the source of the stoppage, I see a city garbage truck stopped in the right lane, and just as I get close enough , I see the driver and his faithful companion walking from a convenience store with sodas in their hands, laughing it up and having a good old time. They get in the truck and take off just as I am about to pass... grrrrrrrr........

The city's transit bus drivers, not to be outdone by the garbage workers, also enjoy the same privilege of being allowed to park in a moving line of traffic and backing up traffic for miles, I mean geeesh.. if it's a pee break they need, I say supply them with an official city catheter and put the other end of the tube in a bucket, but let's not hold everybody up here!

Last but not least is my favorite, the gravel trucks..... about 90% of the highways in Houston have construction going on at any given time. I know this because I recognize the guys standing beside the road in their bright colored vests leaning on their shovels, chatting, drinking sodas and smoking cigarettes. As a result of this construction there are hundreds of huge gravel trucks with uncovered loads merrily driving down the road, bouncing pieces of gravel off the windshields of all the cars behind them. Oh, and don't get behind these guys at a traffic light. I've seen people with walkers on the sidewalk who can accelerate faster than these rolling fertilizer spreaders.

OK, done with my rant..... I need a cigarette.....

Hiya Princess! Great to see you today!

little bitchass

2006-09-15

What a surprise!

Well I certainly did get a nice surprise at work today! I was in an Instant Message with Pantyass, who was heaping out his usual Jem-abuse in my direction, when who should message me but my wonderful Princess! And that's not even the surprise part!

After we chatted for awhile, I heard the front doorbell, so I had to scoot over and see who it was. Turns out it was the mailman delivering our mail. While I was skipping back with the mail, I noticed a package addressed to meeeeee!

Now... here's where it gets good. I look at the return address, and who do y'all think it was from? Yep, you guessed it! It was from my Princess, and even hand addressed by the Goddess herself! Seems that my Princess had sent me a goody box with some nice little Princessy things in it!

So here's the best part! Princess was still online, and since my boss was at lunch, I got to open the package and go through the contents while she watched! I won't bore you with the details of what was in the goody box, that's between Mistress and me, but lets just say that I was a very happy camper!

To my Princess.... thank you sooooo much for thinking enough of me to take the time to put together and send the fantastic gift! It was so much fun to open it while you were there! To show you my appreciation, I owe you unlimited foot worship whenever you need it!

little bitchass

2006-09-14

Yawn.....

Well hi again, everybody! I think it's Thursday and it's somewhere near lunchtime, but it's kinda hard to say for sure because I'm operating on 2 hours sleep. Was up half the night in the chatroom, and if Princess Grace hadn't told me to get my little bitchass to bed, I'd probably still be in there! But Princess always knows what's best for me, and soooooo.... off to bed I went to have lot's of nice dreams about her. (or at least as many dreams as you can have in 2 hours)

The reason I stay up so late sometimes is that I'm just having too damn much fun in the room with the Mistresses and all my friends (wayyyy too many to name individually, but you know who you are), and I don't wanna leave! Last night I was getting ready to be a good girl and sign off early, but all of a sudden, who comes in but my Princess herself! How was I supposed to leave then????? Mind you, I sure didn't want to leave anyway after she arrived!

Soooooo.... stuck around and had another wonderful time, most of it being spent laughing my ass off. Mistress finally shooed me off to bed, and I was able to close my eyes for a few minutes before the alarm went off.

Will I ever learn my lesson? Prolly not, I'll be right back there tonight, so it's a really good thing when Princess is there to keep an eye on me.

Well, if this is in fact Thursday, everybody have a great Thursday, and will see you all tonight in the chatroom!

And hey! Princess! Isn't tonight your hosted chat??? Yumms!

little bitchass

2006-09-12

What a great day!

Well I don't have much time to write today, but wanted to say that yesterday turned out to be a very very good day for me. First, I was messaging with Princess Grace, and she asked me to start this blog. I wasn't sure if I could do it or not, but I seem to have gotten a kinda crude version up for a start, so I'm pretty happy about that! Will tune it up as I am able to figure things out.

Also, about a week or so ago, Princess Grace proposed that if I would write a kind of a bio-essay about myself, she would post it on her blog. I wrote something up and gave it to her, and just hoped it was good enough to post. When I messaged Princess back yesterday to tell her that I had done my blog, she told me to check her blog, because I was in it!

Well I rushed right over there and checked, and sure enough, there was my name, with the sweetest description you could imagine, written by Princess! I was floored! I am also thrilled to death that she put my story in a totally new section called her "petsplace". I'm the first to be put in there, and think that's such an honor!

Then, just for good measure, Princess added a link to my new blog under her "my pet's blog" section! I was really happy to see myself listed right there alongside her other pets! Made me feel soooooo accepted!

So as you might guess, I've been feeling very happy ever since yesterday. Princess has been soooo great to me and has helped me through some very stressful times recently, and that makes me even more appreciative of her. I feel so lucky to be considered her friend!

Thanks to my sis, Krissi! You've been a wonderful friend ever since we met on the hypno group! Hope you will keep posting your great comments on my blog, but I'm not letting any squirrels or squiddies in!

A big big hug and a special thank you to You, Princess Grace for making me so happy!

Little bitchass

2006-09-11

Well, this should be very interesting... I started this blog because my Princess Grace graciously (how else, silly) suggested that I do. And since Princess has in her possesion certain personal information about me, I thought it would a real good idea to follow Her suggestion! Just kidding there Princess! You know I wuvs ya and would do it for ya anyway!

Sooooooo..... I need to set this thing up, which at this point seems like a huge task because I haven't got a clue, and then start rooting around in my silly little head for some stuff that might be interesting for some of you or at least something that won't make you want to puke.

I'll be back when I'm good and ready! Don't wait up!

Byeeeeeeeeee!

Little Bitchass