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OK Everybody... I Have a Serious Question...

I've been planning on quitting smoking for the last couple of months. I was getting tired of all the coughing, clearing my throat, and worst of all, those little wheezes and whistles that you can only hear when it's quiet and you're lying in bed. Not to mention the expense... I coulda paid for quite a few calls to Princess Grace in the last year with that money I smoked away.

So, late Tuesday night, I decided that the time was right, and after smoking one last ciggie after Midnight Madness chat, I am now a smoke-free zone. Yes, I quit cold-turkey. And after 4 days of this, I have a question or two...

Have any of you readers ever tried to quit smoking at the same time you're locked in a cock cage? Or even to a lesser extent, in a denial program? I'm finding out that besides the nicotine habit, smoking was kind of a crutch that was helping me deal with the frustration of being locked up all the time. Whenever I felt the wanting and needing to cum closing in on me, I could go outside and make use of my hands by smoking a ciggie, since I couldn't use them to masturbate. It wasn't cumming, but it was SOMETHING, dammit!

People are saying that you also develop the habit of sticking something in your mouth. I can see that, because there are times when I just KNOW it's time for a smoke, like during the ride to and from work, and right after eating. This a psychological, I'm sure. What do you do to break this habit? And don't say "take up sucking cock"... I'm serious here!

Now that I've quit, besides the nicotine withdrawal, I also don't have that crutch, and when I want to cum, I find myself sitting here rubbing Princess' cage, even though I don't get much feeling out of it. Like I said before, it's not cumming, but it's something. The other alternatives are to go do something useful, which I do, but there are times when I need to relax after work, and when I'm sitting at the computer is when it is at it's worst. And don't say to stop listening to Princess' MP3s, because I can't. That's an ongoing homework assignment for me.

So what to do? So far, I have been drinking a soda or popping a candy or some other snack when I want a cig, and somebody also told me that my taste buds would come back and that food would start tasting better, so I'd better watch out about weight gain.

I think what I need to do is replace my destructive cigarette habit with a non-destructive one. If I wasn't locked up, I know I could find a really good use for my hands, but since I can pretty much count on being in lockdown for at least a while longer, that isn't an option.

Anyone have any ideas or opinions? Anyone? Beuller? .....

Wuv You Princess!

little bitchass