Bloggin' With Bitchass

More thoughts.... good days.... think the worst is over....

I thought y'all might think I'm a whiny baby if I only blog about the CB2000 to complain when things aren't going well. I also don't want to scare off any pets who have Princess Grace sizing them up for one. So relax, this will be a quickie post because I'm on my lunch hour at work.

As anybody who read my last blog entry knows, Friday and especially Saturday were very needy days for me. I'm not gonna repeat why, but if you want to see why, look here.

Yesterday was as good as Saturday was bad. I had no uncontrollable urges to touch things. I hardly even knew the cage was on throughout the day, that's how comfortable it was. I had been worried a bit because I had to do a lot of lawnmowing and weed pulling, but even with all that walking around, pushing the mower, and up and down all afternoon pulling weeds, I had not a single pinch or uncomfortable moment. After finishing, I came in and got a shower, and even then, had no uncontrollable urges to touch. The rest of the night was the same, and has continued throughout today.

I thought at first that this turnaround was because I was doing other things that kept my mind off of being stuck in the cage, but if that was true, I would've had the need to feel come back during my shower and the rest of the night as well. Another possibility is that I didn't hear from Princess yesterday, and because of that, I didn't go into my needywanty mode. But here's one more possibilty that might explain the turnaround. Maybe any of you reading this who have been in this situation before can tell me if this explanation makes any sense or not.

I'm wondering if I haven't just turned a corner and that the worst may be over with. Now before you laugh too hard about that, remember that after Saturday's problem, I'm grabbing for any life preserver that's thrown my way. But maybe there's some truth to it. Maybe I've been stuck in this long enough (11 days at this writing) where I've gotten used to it enough to be able to start putting it out of my mind. If that explanation turns out to be bullshit, I'll let y'all know when the needywantys come back.

So there it is... I'm enjoying my day... not consumed by the cage. Where it goes from here is anybody's guess. Actually, that's wrong... there's no guessing at all on Princess' part about where it goes next, because I gave her the keys to the ride, and she's driving.

OK... Ta ta for now.... Catch you next time.

little bitchass