Bloggin' With Bitchass

Thought for today..... Hmmmmm.... bitchass is beginning to sweat!

The reason for this post is to honestly relate to you some feelings I've been having, and it came about as a result of an IM I had with Princess Grace around lunchtime today. She suggested that I might blog about it for the benefit of any others who might be interested. I will also include parts of today's IM so that you will see again how Princess cares about me and sympathizes with my predicament. I'm so lucky to be hers.....

In a previous post, I talked about the cage, and the fact that Princess had warned me that I was gonna love it sometimes and hate it at others. Princess has also told me many times about boys who get so desperate to get out of the cage that they will beg, cry, and worse. Of course, I figured that I would never get to the point of crying to get out. I think I even laughed when she told me that. But, I had also told her on quite a few occasions that I couldn't see myself ever begging to cum either. Boy, was I ever wrong about that one. Now, I've only been locked away for 9 days at this point, and I don't feel like I'm about to cry or anything, but am starting to feel just a little bit nervous.

OK..... so today has turned into a "hate day".

I was noticing in the past few days that I had been having more and more of a need to "feel something", and I think that a lot of that was due to the way Princess has been lightly teasing me about it, and even more, the way the last Tease Time turned out. Last night, those "need to touch" feelings were pretty strong at times, but I got through them and was OK until about lunchtime today.

That was when my IM window went active, and I was ecstatic to see that it was Princess on the other end. After talking about lots of different stuff, the conversation drifted back to the cage, and I mentioned how I was starting to have a little trouble with wanting to touch and rub, but not being able to feel much because of the cage. What follows is the part of our IM relating to the subject of lockdown.....

Jem: I have been wanting to touch soooooooo bad....
Jem: your fault
MsGrace: awwwww
MsGrace: My fault lol
Jem: lol
Jem: yessssssss
Jem: I see exactly what you meant by loving this thing and sometimes hating it
MsGrace: I told youuuuuuu ::giggles::
Jem: and I didn't listennnnnnnnnn
Jem: thought it would be easyyyyyyyyyy
Jem: dumb jemjem.....
Jem: but its good for me to go through this
MsGrace: it will be ok I promise ::smile::

It was here that I misread her last line as "I will be OK", instead of "it will be OK" and I said something that didn't help my chances of getting out in the near future.

Jem: oh yeah... I'm glad my predicament isn't bothering you
Jem: lol
Jem: you cockteasing bitch!
MsGrace: LMAOOOOO
MsGrace: there you can write that in blog
MsGrace: lmao
MsGrace: and nope
MsGrace: not bothering Me a bit darling ::giggles::

Super....

Jem: ooopsies
MsGrace: lmao
Jem: well..... the need to feel is strong, but still.... knowing that its for you is very satisfying
Jem: the tougher it gets, the more I think of you and thats a good thing
Jem: god.... I WANNA TOUCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!
Jem: waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
MsGrace: lmaoooo
Jem: stop itttttttttttttttttttttttttttt
MsGrace: write about it in blog
MsGrace: how you want to touch
MsGrace: how it feels
MsGrace: be honest
MsGrace: share
Jem: ok...... will write something.... if I can keep my hands away long enough
MsGrace: awwww
MsGrace: you can keep your hands away
MsGrace: cause nothing to touch down there anymore honey
MsGrace: ::giggles::

Feeling of impending doom sets in here....

Jem: you know....
MsGrace: yessss
Jem: you talked about boys begging and crying to get out...
MsGrace: I have huh
MsGrace: can you imagine them crying like that
MsGrace: ohh no
MsGrace: not you huh
MsGrace: ::giggles::
Jem: yes... and I thought that would'nt happen with me
Jem: it hasn't yet..... but I can see where this is going
Jem: I truthfully couldn't see me begging to cum but I ended up doing it
Jem: now this
MsGrace: ::giggles::
MsGrace: I know
Jem: I don't really feel like its bad enough to make me cry to get out, but I have no idea what it will feel like as I go longer
Jem: but gets really intense at times... like right now with you giggling and teasing me
MsGrace: mmmm
MsGrace: and you are not getting teased hard core yet
MsGrace: just wait

We were interrupted at this point by somebody who came to her door, probably the milkman, but eventually she came back, and I asked her if it was alright to add some text of our IM into my blog entry. She didn't have a problem with it.

MsGrace: ok honey, I trust you
Jem: and I trust you tooooooooooo

And here's where, in a lame attempt to be funny, I made one final blunder....

Jem: I also trust that you're gonna make me pay for thinking I'm not gonna cry..... lol
MsGrace: your right lol
MsGrace: you are going to pay

How's that for sympathy and gentle understanding? She's great, isn't she?

So that was it, Princess had something to do so we said our goodbyes and POOF she was gone...

So I was left sitting there in my now familiar needywanty condition. I eventully decided I'd go have a smoke and forget about the cage for a few minutes. But guess what? It didn't work. Nope nope nope. All it did was let me think of the cage while I smoked. I'm thinking I may want to stock up on the Kleenex, but let's just wait and see where this goes next.

Princess, I'm only teasing you about your sympathetic and caring nature. Nobody is more caring than you are. Please know that I always wuv you, even if I cry and beg and call you nasty names at some point. But you know, I have noticed that this problem I'm having seems to increase in intensity whenever we chat. Hmmmmm......

little bitchass