Thirty-one Days Caged...
Thirty-one days caged
Time flies when You're having fun!
::Giggles:: from Princess?
2007-09-17
2007-09-14
2007-09-12
2007-09-11
Twenty-five Days...
Twenty-five days now
Looking out through plastic bars
Held in cruel carress.
Hard cage unyielding
Never absent, I feel it
How long I wonder?
Good days and bad days
Long nights of sweet frustration
I need and I want.
Hating, but loving
Evil parasite in pink
I beg for release.
But if it's Your will
Cold embrace, I trudge onward
Submission is all.
little bitchass
Twenty-five days now
Looking out through plastic bars
Held in cruel carress.
Hard cage unyielding
Never absent, I feel it
How long I wonder?
Good days and bad days
Long nights of sweet frustration
I need and I want.
Hating, but loving
Evil parasite in pink
I beg for release.
But if it's Your will
Cold embrace, I trudge onward
Submission is all.
little bitchass
2007-09-10
My Blog Has Gotten Boring...
I was talking to billybear in an IM this morning, and I commented to him that my blog was becoming stale and boring. I think the major problem is that my posts are way too long, and people just don't have time to sit through all that, so I figure I need a way to shorten my posts and give them some flair so that more people might read them. Maybe it would help if I added lots of shiny pictures.
Billybear said that maybe I just needed a gimmick, and he suggested that I go with Haiku posts!
Genius!
What could be better than boiling a post down to 3 short lines of text? It would save me tons of time too. It would give me my "gimmick" and at the same time I wouldn't have to sit at the computer for hours composing blogposts that way!
Here's billybear's suggestion, using my last post as an example...
cage lock key dangles
open yes open no why
must I question it
See? Isn't that awesome? I think I'll try this out on my next post! Thanks, billybear!
If that doesn't help, I'll try the pictures...
little bitchass
I was talking to billybear in an IM this morning, and I commented to him that my blog was becoming stale and boring. I think the major problem is that my posts are way too long, and people just don't have time to sit through all that, so I figure I need a way to shorten my posts and give them some flair so that more people might read them. Maybe it would help if I added lots of shiny pictures.
Billybear said that maybe I just needed a gimmick, and he suggested that I go with Haiku posts!
Genius!
What could be better than boiling a post down to 3 short lines of text? It would save me tons of time too. It would give me my "gimmick" and at the same time I wouldn't have to sit at the computer for hours composing blogposts that way!
Here's billybear's suggestion, using my last post as an example...
cage lock key dangles
open yes open no why
must I question it
See? Isn't that awesome? I think I'll try this out on my next post! Thanks, billybear!
If that doesn't help, I'll try the pictures...
little bitchass
2007-09-09
OK, I Have Another One For Those Who've Been Locked Down... "In Or Out?"
I was writing a comment to a post in chaste4MsCass's blog earlier today, and while I was thinking how I was gonna word it, it gave me an idea for a new topic in my own blog. But first a little background...
Obviously, chaste is a chastity slave of Ms Cassandra's, and to be honest, I don't recall if he is being shared with Ms Sarah or not. The main topic of his post was that he was gonna be let out of the cage for some amount of time, and he was given some options. Chaste chose NOT to cum, and also chose not to be out of the cage for very long as well. He was a little concerned that people might not understand the reasons for his decision. To read chaste's original post, go here.
I understand his concerns, because I have some of the same concerns myself. I've been in two fairly extended lockdowns with The Stroke Princess, and each time Ms Grace and I are on a call and She's deciding what to do, She asks me flat out if I want to get out of the cage or if I want to stay locked up. This puts me in a quandary, because even though I may have been climbing the walls in desperation for weeks, wanting out of the cage in the worst way, when confronted with Her question, I'm not able to answer without going through a goddamn internal battle with myself.
She also has little variations to Her questions... like asking me if I think I'd rather cum once and then lock right back up, or if I'd like to just stroke a little and then lock back up without cumming. Or maybe have a ruined orgasm and then lock right back up. Again, these sound like easily answered questions, but after you have been locked up for awhile, being allowed to cum even once makes it more frustrating in the first week or two after getting locked back up. I think it's because you remember how good that one orgasm just felt and you want and want and want to feel it again. The jury is still out as far as I'm concerned on whether a ruined orgasm is worse than a full orgasm, because when it's ruined, you don't get the relief that a full orgasm provides.
The same battle goes on when She has had me out of the cage for a while. Even when I'm free of the cage, She does not let me cum at will. She maintains control and only lets me release when She tells me I can. After a week or two, I am badly missing the feeling of being in Her cage, and Princess knows it. The cage, even though it's inconvenient as hell most times, is a kind of security blanket for me, and I feel a definite void when I don't feel it between my legs. When Princess asks me if I want back in or not, I have another battle. I have one part of me telling me not to give in (remembering all the inconveniences and discomforts), while another part wants nothing more than to please Her and have that symbol of Her control locked onto me again.
And so what I think it all boils down to is a struggle between my primal side... the side that needs to feel the pleasure, and my subbie side, that wants to give my chastity to Princess Grace. As you can guess, my subbie side always wins this battle and I find myself begging Princess to please lock me back up. Is it crazy? To others it may seem to be, but I think I'm beginning to understand it a little better now, and I don't think it is.
OK.... now... let's get back to the original reason for my post today. I've just given you a glimpse of what I feel when asked point blank, "In or out?" I have a feeling that chaste feels similar internal battles going on. Maybe his thoughts are slightly different than mine, but it looks to me like he's been thinking hard about them.
So...... what I'm hoping by posting this is that some other chastised folks out there might weigh in on what they are feeling when asked the big question, "In or Out?" I'd like to see if these internal battles are happening with anybody else besides me. I'm not sure how many responses I'll get because I don't have a readership that includes large numbers of chastity boys and gurls, but we'll see....
Oh, did I tell you yet today that I wuvved my Stroke Princess? Well I do...
little bitchass
I was writing a comment to a post in chaste4MsCass's blog earlier today, and while I was thinking how I was gonna word it, it gave me an idea for a new topic in my own blog. But first a little background...
Obviously, chaste is a chastity slave of Ms Cassandra's, and to be honest, I don't recall if he is being shared with Ms Sarah or not. The main topic of his post was that he was gonna be let out of the cage for some amount of time, and he was given some options. Chaste chose NOT to cum, and also chose not to be out of the cage for very long as well. He was a little concerned that people might not understand the reasons for his decision. To read chaste's original post, go here.
I understand his concerns, because I have some of the same concerns myself. I've been in two fairly extended lockdowns with The Stroke Princess, and each time Ms Grace and I are on a call and She's deciding what to do, She asks me flat out if I want to get out of the cage or if I want to stay locked up. This puts me in a quandary, because even though I may have been climbing the walls in desperation for weeks, wanting out of the cage in the worst way, when confronted with Her question, I'm not able to answer without going through a goddamn internal battle with myself.
She also has little variations to Her questions... like asking me if I think I'd rather cum once and then lock right back up, or if I'd like to just stroke a little and then lock back up without cumming. Or maybe have a ruined orgasm and then lock right back up. Again, these sound like easily answered questions, but after you have been locked up for awhile, being allowed to cum even once makes it more frustrating in the first week or two after getting locked back up. I think it's because you remember how good that one orgasm just felt and you want and want and want to feel it again. The jury is still out as far as I'm concerned on whether a ruined orgasm is worse than a full orgasm, because when it's ruined, you don't get the relief that a full orgasm provides.
The same battle goes on when She has had me out of the cage for a while. Even when I'm free of the cage, She does not let me cum at will. She maintains control and only lets me release when She tells me I can. After a week or two, I am badly missing the feeling of being in Her cage, and Princess knows it. The cage, even though it's inconvenient as hell most times, is a kind of security blanket for me, and I feel a definite void when I don't feel it between my legs. When Princess asks me if I want back in or not, I have another battle. I have one part of me telling me not to give in (remembering all the inconveniences and discomforts), while another part wants nothing more than to please Her and have that symbol of Her control locked onto me again.
And so what I think it all boils down to is a struggle between my primal side... the side that needs to feel the pleasure, and my subbie side, that wants to give my chastity to Princess Grace. As you can guess, my subbie side always wins this battle and I find myself begging Princess to please lock me back up. Is it crazy? To others it may seem to be, but I think I'm beginning to understand it a little better now, and I don't think it is.
OK.... now... let's get back to the original reason for my post today. I've just given you a glimpse of what I feel when asked point blank, "In or out?" I have a feeling that chaste feels similar internal battles going on. Maybe his thoughts are slightly different than mine, but it looks to me like he's been thinking hard about them.
So...... what I'm hoping by posting this is that some other chastised folks out there might weigh in on what they are feeling when asked the big question, "In or Out?" I'd like to see if these internal battles are happening with anybody else besides me. I'm not sure how many responses I'll get because I don't have a readership that includes large numbers of chastity boys and gurls, but we'll see....
Oh, did I tell you yet today that I wuvved my Stroke Princess? Well I do...
little bitchass
2007-09-08
This Post Actually Started Out As A Comment To A Post In Pantysue's Blog...
But since I don't seem capable of writing short posts, I moved it here. I was wearing Princess' pink leather collar as I read Pantysue's post, and I just felt compelled to comment, not so much about her actual story, which was wonderful, but instead some thoughts on being collared. To see Pantysue's original post, you can read it in her blog.
I suppose I'll take some heat for this, but being collared still stands out to me as one of the most exciting aspects of a D/s relationship. And yes, I do realize that my relationship with my Stroke Princess is long distance and can never be total, no matter how much I wish for that to happen. So, all we can do is to try and make it as satisfying as possible for both parties.
On the spiritual side, the total surrender of all of yourself to your Domme must feel incredibly freeing and satisfying to the true sub.
On the physical side, the collar is symbolic and is a constant reminder to the sub of that surrender. It is also a sign to all who see it that you have been claimed.
Personally, one of my hot buttons is "the feeling of permanence"... going past the point of no return... the click of the lock when it closes on the chastity device... And so, I can only imagine the feelings that would run through me if I heard the click of a lock on the collar... surrendering the key... knowing that the once-removable symbol has now become "permanent"... That just takes the wearing of the collar to a whole new level, just like the difference that I felt when I went from holding my own keys to the CB2000 to when I gave the keys to Ms Grace.
Princess and I have talked a little about a locking collar in the future, but for now, I am happy wearing the one I have. If She ever decides to lock mine, I'll be happy too. Whatever works for Her works for me.
So, those are a few thoughts on a Saturday morning. Feel free to chime in if you have any constructive comments! Now, back to our regularly scheduled programming, which is worshipping my Stroke Princess.
little bitchass
But since I don't seem capable of writing short posts, I moved it here. I was wearing Princess' pink leather collar as I read Pantysue's post, and I just felt compelled to comment, not so much about her actual story, which was wonderful, but instead some thoughts on being collared. To see Pantysue's original post, you can read it in her blog.
I suppose I'll take some heat for this, but being collared still stands out to me as one of the most exciting aspects of a D/s relationship. And yes, I do realize that my relationship with my Stroke Princess is long distance and can never be total, no matter how much I wish for that to happen. So, all we can do is to try and make it as satisfying as possible for both parties.
On the spiritual side, the total surrender of all of yourself to your Domme must feel incredibly freeing and satisfying to the true sub.
On the physical side, the collar is symbolic and is a constant reminder to the sub of that surrender. It is also a sign to all who see it that you have been claimed.
Personally, one of my hot buttons is "the feeling of permanence"... going past the point of no return... the click of the lock when it closes on the chastity device... And so, I can only imagine the feelings that would run through me if I heard the click of a lock on the collar... surrendering the key... knowing that the once-removable symbol has now become "permanent"... That just takes the wearing of the collar to a whole new level, just like the difference that I felt when I went from holding my own keys to the CB2000 to when I gave the keys to Ms Grace.
Princess and I have talked a little about a locking collar in the future, but for now, I am happy wearing the one I have. If She ever decides to lock mine, I'll be happy too. Whatever works for Her works for me.
So, those are a few thoughts on a Saturday morning. Feel free to chime in if you have any constructive comments! Now, back to our regularly scheduled programming, which is worshipping my Stroke Princess.
little bitchass
2007-09-06
Well, I Was Gonna Wait For A While Longer Before Posting This...
But I needed something to get me out of my little Labor Day Weekend Funkathon, and what better way to do that than for me to talk about the One and Only Stroke Princess, my Mistress, Ms Grace? Seeeee? I'm feeling much better already!
The reason I wanted to wait to post this was to get just a little closer to a very special calendar date. If you will look at the lovely header on the top of my blog page, you'll see that September 20th, 2006 was the date that Princess Grace officially took me as Hers. Actually, I think She had already taken me a little while before this date, but since I can't seem to pinpoint the exact day, I decided to use the date of my first phonecall with Her as our official anniversary date.
I remember back in the first weeks after this happened, one of the things that I wanted most of all was Her assurance that I would still be Hers a year later. She told me to hush, and said that not only would I still be Hers a year later, but for many years after that as well. I don't think I can put into words just how good that made me feel.
It was about a week after officially becoming Hers, Princess also gave me a new name to use whenever I was in the chatroom. I became "jem_takenbyPrincessG", and I was so proud to be sporting Her name, because it was just like wearing a collar for Her in public.
And so the year passed slowly by. We talked on the phone... We chatted in IM... We emailed... I began this blog for Her... I sent Her prezzies and She sent me prezzies... The bond between us grew stronger and stronger... We became the closest of friends... We shared a lot of great times... We even shared a few unpleasant times, but going through those with Princess behind me made them seem not so bad after all.
In my time with Princess, we've done a lot of different types of play... from bondage, to spankings, to sissy challenges, to teasing and denial by the honor system, and now most recently I have been wearing Her CB2000 for Her whenever She decides it's time. As a matter of fact, as I write this I have been locked up for almost 3 weeks.
I've also been wearing the most lovely pink leather collar that Princess sent me as a symbol of Her ownership and of my submission to Her. Whenever I wear it, I get the most delicious feeling of closeness with Her, and I only wish I could wear it 24/7 for Her. Unfortunately, a pink leather collar, while beautiful to me, would not go over too well at my job, but Princess is very understanding of this and just wants me to wear it whenever I can. I'm wearing it now.
I'd like to think that I've gotten a lot stronger in the past year. Don't get me wrong, I am totally submissive to Ms Grace, but I'm not gonna let others walk all over me like I did when I first stuck my toes in the water here. I don't care what anybody else thinks anymore, because I'm happy with the way Princess does things. It works for me and that's why I keep calling Her. I think I've grown, and one thing is for sure, I have grown closer to Princess than I could ever have forseen just one year ago. I can only hope that Princess feels that same closeness too, but I believe in my heart that She does.
And so, we're only 2 short weeks away from our Anniversary, and I have been busy buying some prezzies for Her and anticipating making a call that weekend. The actual Anniversary falls on a Thursday night, and so I'm thinking that Tease Time on that night will be a hell of a lot of fun for me. I've really been looking forward to this date for months now, and I am totally squirming in my chair now that it's almost here!
To my wonderful Stroke Princess Ms Grace, I can't wait for the next few weeks to hurry by so I can officially tell You again how much this past year has meant to me. You have been the most awesome, most amazing, most exciting, Mean Cockteasing Mindfucktress Bitch Mistress and Spoiled Princess that I've ever met, and I am so happy to be Yours! Thank You so much for finding me and taking me into Your possession! You are SO very special to me!
I wuv You!
Your little bitchass
But I needed something to get me out of my little Labor Day Weekend Funkathon, and what better way to do that than for me to talk about the One and Only Stroke Princess, my Mistress, Ms Grace? Seeeee? I'm feeling much better already!
The reason I wanted to wait to post this was to get just a little closer to a very special calendar date. If you will look at the lovely header on the top of my blog page, you'll see that September 20th, 2006 was the date that Princess Grace officially took me as Hers. Actually, I think She had already taken me a little while before this date, but since I can't seem to pinpoint the exact day, I decided to use the date of my first phonecall with Her as our official anniversary date.
I remember back in the first weeks after this happened, one of the things that I wanted most of all was Her assurance that I would still be Hers a year later. She told me to hush, and said that not only would I still be Hers a year later, but for many years after that as well. I don't think I can put into words just how good that made me feel.
It was about a week after officially becoming Hers, Princess also gave me a new name to use whenever I was in the chatroom. I became "jem_takenbyPrincessG", and I was so proud to be sporting Her name, because it was just like wearing a collar for Her in public.
And so the year passed slowly by. We talked on the phone... We chatted in IM... We emailed... I began this blog for Her... I sent Her prezzies and She sent me prezzies... The bond between us grew stronger and stronger... We became the closest of friends... We shared a lot of great times... We even shared a few unpleasant times, but going through those with Princess behind me made them seem not so bad after all.
In my time with Princess, we've done a lot of different types of play... from bondage, to spankings, to sissy challenges, to teasing and denial by the honor system, and now most recently I have been wearing Her CB2000 for Her whenever She decides it's time. As a matter of fact, as I write this I have been locked up for almost 3 weeks.
I've also been wearing the most lovely pink leather collar that Princess sent me as a symbol of Her ownership and of my submission to Her. Whenever I wear it, I get the most delicious feeling of closeness with Her, and I only wish I could wear it 24/7 for Her. Unfortunately, a pink leather collar, while beautiful to me, would not go over too well at my job, but Princess is very understanding of this and just wants me to wear it whenever I can. I'm wearing it now.
I'd like to think that I've gotten a lot stronger in the past year. Don't get me wrong, I am totally submissive to Ms Grace, but I'm not gonna let others walk all over me like I did when I first stuck my toes in the water here. I don't care what anybody else thinks anymore, because I'm happy with the way Princess does things. It works for me and that's why I keep calling Her. I think I've grown, and one thing is for sure, I have grown closer to Princess than I could ever have forseen just one year ago. I can only hope that Princess feels that same closeness too, but I believe in my heart that She does.
And so, we're only 2 short weeks away from our Anniversary, and I have been busy buying some prezzies for Her and anticipating making a call that weekend. The actual Anniversary falls on a Thursday night, and so I'm thinking that Tease Time on that night will be a hell of a lot of fun for me. I've really been looking forward to this date for months now, and I am totally squirming in my chair now that it's almost here!
To my wonderful Stroke Princess Ms Grace, I can't wait for the next few weeks to hurry by so I can officially tell You again how much this past year has meant to me. You have been the most awesome, most amazing, most exciting, Mean Cockteasing Mindfucktress Bitch Mistress and Spoiled Princess that I've ever met, and I am so happy to be Yours! Thank You so much for finding me and taking me into Your possession! You are SO very special to me!
I wuv You!
Your little bitchass
2007-09-02
Well, Here In The U.S.A., It's Labor Day Weekend...
First, let me wish everyone a Happy Holiday, and I hope the 3 day weekend is doing you all a lot of good!
Three days off, an extra day to relax and have fun, right? So why the fuck am I in such a funk? I had planned on doing some serious writing in the blog this weekend, but I just can't seem to get any inspiration to write, and honestly, right now I don't even have the desire to try to push through it, or even do much of anything in general.
Today is Day 16 in the cage, but I don't think that's a factor. I've gone much longer than this before.
Before anybody gets worried, I'll be OK, I'm just venting in here to try and do something radical to shake myself out of this. Hopefully it'll work and I'll salvage tomorrow. Then, y'all will have to put up with another long and boring blogpost, so enjoy this funk while you can!
little bitchass
First, let me wish everyone a Happy Holiday, and I hope the 3 day weekend is doing you all a lot of good!
Three days off, an extra day to relax and have fun, right? So why the fuck am I in such a funk? I had planned on doing some serious writing in the blog this weekend, but I just can't seem to get any inspiration to write, and honestly, right now I don't even have the desire to try to push through it, or even do much of anything in general.
Today is Day 16 in the cage, but I don't think that's a factor. I've gone much longer than this before.
Before anybody gets worried, I'll be OK, I'm just venting in here to try and do something radical to shake myself out of this. Hopefully it'll work and I'll salvage tomorrow. Then, y'all will have to put up with another long and boring blogpost, so enjoy this funk while you can!
little bitchass
2007-08-29
Homework To Help You Concentrate On Your Job...
Today was the day that I finally got around to doing the homework that Princess Grace set in motion way back in our last phonecall.
In that call, She told me that I was to buy a pink waist cincher, a pink cami, and a pair of pink French heel stockings and wear them to work under my usual work duds. Of course the stockings were not allowed to be covered up by any socks either. Oh, and I almost forgot... I was told to wear the buttplug for half the day.
So being the wonderful and totally devoted pet that I am, one who Princess doesn't even waste Her time making me say the "anything" word anymore because She knows I'll do whatever She wants anyway, I went forth into the vast Internet and started acquiring my arsenal of feminine finery.
No offense, Princess, but the site You sent me to has the WORST fucking sizing information I've ever seen. The cincher was sized with a single number, supposedly your waist size, but there was no mention if it was the normal waist size or the compressed waist size. I sucked it in and pulled the tape as tight as I could and ordered that size. For the stockings, I went by the chart they provided, which was the same one they put on the back of the stocking packages. I figured I nailed that one.
What bugs me is, for the prices they charge, they should have somebody come to your house and measure you in person. But they DON'T, and so I did the best I could, and figured maybe I would get lucky.
::tosses nickel at Lucky::
When the cincher and stockings arrived, I tried them on and found out 2 things right off the bat.
1. The waist cincher and stockings were very lovely.
and
2. I didn't get that lucky... ::another nickel::
The waist cincher could've been ordered a size smaller, because even though I had to suck my tummy in to hook it up and it was pretty snug, it didn't really pull in my waist very far, and still had a lot of stretch left in it. In case you don't know, I like things TIGHT!
Next, I looked at the stockings and they looked a fucking mile long! For God's sake, I'm not freakin' Yao Ming here! Actually when I put them on, they seemed to get shorter, but still came up to the very top of my thighs, and the garters on the cincher could not be shortened enough to hook onto them and keep them tight so they didn't look like a pair of half full plastic grocery bags. But I'll tell you what... when I had them pulled up, they were gorgeous and felt better than any stockings I've ever worn before. They were super glossy, and felt unbelievably slinky when I crossed my legs. The color was not too pink and the French heel and back seam were a contrasting black, and absolutely beautiful. Still they were too long to use with the cincher. And did I tell you? No returns on stockings that have been put on.
I decided to wear the cincher, but to drop back and punt on the stockings. And so I IMed Princess to tell Her I was gonna put the homework on hold until I could see what She recommended I do.
While I waited for Her expert guidance, I happened to be shopping at a Target store and found a cute pink cami in just the right size and so I bought it to get that requirement out of the way.
The buttplug I already had from a previous homework assignment, and since Princess didn't say "Get a smaller one", I was all set in the plug department.
I didn't hear anything more about the stockings until Tuesday, when Princess IMed me and told me I could order some shorter ones, but I could also just go shopping on the way home from work and buy a pair of black fishnets or some suntan stockings. So off I went to the mall.
Trying to find thigh high stockings designed to be worn with garters at the mall was a fucking nightmare! Nobody carries anything but pantyhose or the thigh highs with the gripper strips on them. And even then, the selection sucks! Not a single pair of fishnets anywhere! I aroused suspicion at 3 department store hosiery departments before I decided that Victoria's Secret would have fishnets, even if they were ridiculously overpriced. Time is money here.
I found the VS store and went in and didn't see a single stocking anywhere... not even on any of the shoppers. I asked the very nice (and cute too) clerk if they had stockings, and she said no, they didn't carry them, but the VS at the mall about 20 miles away did. Nice...
I was about to give up and tell Princess I couldn't find anything when all of a sudden, bitchass had a brainstorm! Hot Topic! All the Goth chicks hang out and shop there, and all Goth chicks wear black fishnets, and so it followed that Hot Topic would carry black fishnets! (I amaze myself sometimes). And so off I went, exuding confidence from every pore, until I found the Hot Topic store. I went in and right away found a rack of fishnets in black, white, and pink, both in pantyhose and thigh highs. If Princess had been shopping with me I'm sure I would've ended up with a pair of the pink ones, but She wasn't there, and so I stuck with black, just like She'd specified. There were black thigh highs in 3 different mesh sizes, but they were all the same overall size, which was, "One size fits most". The biggest mesh size looked like a net you could fish for shark with. Fuck that, and so I ended up buying 2 pair, one in the medium mesh (which looked like the traditional fishnet stocking size), and a pair with even smaller mesh. I took them up to the counter where I swear to God, the young red-headed girl was singing a Johnny Cash song. She rang me up after glancing down at my long nails, then up at my face, and then down at my nails again. Done. Homeward bound!
I was late getting into Midnight Madness last night, but after I got there, Princess quizzed me on whether I found any thigh highs. I was happy to be able to say yes, and not have to disappoint Her.
"Well then honey, tomorrow you will do your homework"
And with that, She laid it all out again in the chatroom, going over each item I was gonna wear, one piece at a time, and it turned out to be a great tease for me, even though I was still locked up in Her cage. I think there were some others in the room wishing like hell that they could do the same homework assignment!
"And sweetie, I notice that you didn't ask Me about the other thing that I want you to wear. You remember, right? The little toy? Did you think I would forget?"
"Nooooo Princessssss... I remember the buttplug....."
"Well, I want you to wear it for 3 hours tomorrow"
"Yes Princess... anything You say"
"Awwwww... there you go again... you know that word doesn't mean anything to Me when you say it..." ::giggles::
It was here that I got a lot of other helpful suggestions from Ms Kate, Ace, Steph, Krissi, and a few others, but then Princess saved me by saying that I wasn't doing this so I could lose my job. Thank You, Princess!
"Oh and sweetie... wear the little bracelet that I got you for your birthday..."
"OK Princess... will do!"
This morning, I started getting dressed and after getting the waist cincher hooked up, I grabbed the pair of fishnets with the larger mesh and put one of them on. What I learned was that the mesh gets larger when it's on your leg. OMG, the leg part was very stretchy, but the thigh band was as tight as if I had tied a tourniquet around my thigh! One size fits most, my ass! These things must be made strictly for teenage girls with legs that look like chopsticks! So I decided to go with the smaller mesh, which turned out to be the traditional fishnet size anyway, and this pair even had pretty black bows on the band. The band was still tight, but better than the other pair, and so I clipped the 6 garter straps to them with great gentleness and understanding. Actually it was more like "with great difficulty". I put on the cami, and then got the rest of the way dressed and Hi Ho, Hi Ho, off to work I went. Yes I know it didn't rhyme....
I didn't realize until I was almost at work that I had forgotten to wear Princess' bracelet! Shit! When I got to work and IMed Her with my progress report, I confessed to forgetting the bracelet. I just hope I don't get penalized for that.
What I also found out was that fishnet stockings feel unbelievably yummy when you rub your hands on your legs and... mmmmm.. I digress.... I just can't believe I never bought a pair of these before! They feel so much different from regular stockings, and I had no problem remembering I had them on all day long. But this was a good thing, because each time I was aware of the stockings or cincher, it made me think of my Princess, and that was pretty yummy if you ask me!
I got to work and the day went pretty well, except that I kept noticing that my pantlegs kept trying to creep up my leg. It seemed like every time I'd look down,which was often, my fishnet covered ankles were showing. I'd pull the pantlegs down, and 5 minutes later they'd be back up again.
And BTW, in case you're wondering, black fishnets do NOT look like boys socks.
Everything went fine other than that, and after lunch I went into the restroom, lubed up, inserted the buttplug, and walked gingerly back out to my desk, trying not to walk too funny. I wore it for the rest of the day, and it wasn't nearly as uncomfortable as the thigh highs had become. The tourniquets on the stockings were digging deep into my thighs, and I had to readjust the garter lengths twice so the bands would sit on a different part of my thighs for awhile.
I finished out the day and about a half hour before I went home, I went to the restroom and took out the buttplug. It may not have been too uncomfortable today, but it always feels so good to take it out.
I came home and changed into my denim skirt, and I'm still frakin' amazed at how nice these fishnets feel and how good it feels to run my hands over my legs.... mmmmmm.... OMG... stop it jem!
Princess... I need to get more of these in a size an actual human being can wear! I think I'm liking them a LOT, and I think I want to be getting together a collection of stockings and a few more garter belts. What do You think???
The homework assignment had me squirmy, Princess, and I thought of You all through the day! You don't give me a lot of homework, but what You do give me is always a blast! I sometimes get a little scared because it pushes my limits, but it always turns out that You knew just what You were doing when You assigned it. Because of that, I'll always trust that whatever You make me do will be perfect for me.
Wuv You, Princess, and thanks for the yummy homework assignment!
little bitchass
Today was the day that I finally got around to doing the homework that Princess Grace set in motion way back in our last phonecall.
In that call, She told me that I was to buy a pink waist cincher, a pink cami, and a pair of pink French heel stockings and wear them to work under my usual work duds. Of course the stockings were not allowed to be covered up by any socks either. Oh, and I almost forgot... I was told to wear the buttplug for half the day.
So being the wonderful and totally devoted pet that I am, one who Princess doesn't even waste Her time making me say the "anything" word anymore because She knows I'll do whatever She wants anyway, I went forth into the vast Internet and started acquiring my arsenal of feminine finery.
No offense, Princess, but the site You sent me to has the WORST fucking sizing information I've ever seen. The cincher was sized with a single number, supposedly your waist size, but there was no mention if it was the normal waist size or the compressed waist size. I sucked it in and pulled the tape as tight as I could and ordered that size. For the stockings, I went by the chart they provided, which was the same one they put on the back of the stocking packages. I figured I nailed that one.
What bugs me is, for the prices they charge, they should have somebody come to your house and measure you in person. But they DON'T, and so I did the best I could, and figured maybe I would get lucky.
::tosses nickel at Lucky::
When the cincher and stockings arrived, I tried them on and found out 2 things right off the bat.
1. The waist cincher and stockings were very lovely.
and
2. I didn't get that lucky... ::another nickel::
The waist cincher could've been ordered a size smaller, because even though I had to suck my tummy in to hook it up and it was pretty snug, it didn't really pull in my waist very far, and still had a lot of stretch left in it. In case you don't know, I like things TIGHT!
Next, I looked at the stockings and they looked a fucking mile long! For God's sake, I'm not freakin' Yao Ming here! Actually when I put them on, they seemed to get shorter, but still came up to the very top of my thighs, and the garters on the cincher could not be shortened enough to hook onto them and keep them tight so they didn't look like a pair of half full plastic grocery bags. But I'll tell you what... when I had them pulled up, they were gorgeous and felt better than any stockings I've ever worn before. They were super glossy, and felt unbelievably slinky when I crossed my legs. The color was not too pink and the French heel and back seam were a contrasting black, and absolutely beautiful. Still they were too long to use with the cincher. And did I tell you? No returns on stockings that have been put on.
I decided to wear the cincher, but to drop back and punt on the stockings. And so I IMed Princess to tell Her I was gonna put the homework on hold until I could see what She recommended I do.
While I waited for Her expert guidance, I happened to be shopping at a Target store and found a cute pink cami in just the right size and so I bought it to get that requirement out of the way.
The buttplug I already had from a previous homework assignment, and since Princess didn't say "Get a smaller one", I was all set in the plug department.
I didn't hear anything more about the stockings until Tuesday, when Princess IMed me and told me I could order some shorter ones, but I could also just go shopping on the way home from work and buy a pair of black fishnets or some suntan stockings. So off I went to the mall.
Trying to find thigh high stockings designed to be worn with garters at the mall was a fucking nightmare! Nobody carries anything but pantyhose or the thigh highs with the gripper strips on them. And even then, the selection sucks! Not a single pair of fishnets anywhere! I aroused suspicion at 3 department store hosiery departments before I decided that Victoria's Secret would have fishnets, even if they were ridiculously overpriced. Time is money here.
I found the VS store and went in and didn't see a single stocking anywhere... not even on any of the shoppers. I asked the very nice (and cute too) clerk if they had stockings, and she said no, they didn't carry them, but the VS at the mall about 20 miles away did. Nice...
I was about to give up and tell Princess I couldn't find anything when all of a sudden, bitchass had a brainstorm! Hot Topic! All the Goth chicks hang out and shop there, and all Goth chicks wear black fishnets, and so it followed that Hot Topic would carry black fishnets! (I amaze myself sometimes). And so off I went, exuding confidence from every pore, until I found the Hot Topic store. I went in and right away found a rack of fishnets in black, white, and pink, both in pantyhose and thigh highs. If Princess had been shopping with me I'm sure I would've ended up with a pair of the pink ones, but She wasn't there, and so I stuck with black, just like She'd specified. There were black thigh highs in 3 different mesh sizes, but they were all the same overall size, which was, "One size fits most". The biggest mesh size looked like a net you could fish for shark with. Fuck that, and so I ended up buying 2 pair, one in the medium mesh (which looked like the traditional fishnet stocking size), and a pair with even smaller mesh. I took them up to the counter where I swear to God, the young red-headed girl was singing a Johnny Cash song. She rang me up after glancing down at my long nails, then up at my face, and then down at my nails again. Done. Homeward bound!
I was late getting into Midnight Madness last night, but after I got there, Princess quizzed me on whether I found any thigh highs. I was happy to be able to say yes, and not have to disappoint Her.
"Well then honey, tomorrow you will do your homework"
And with that, She laid it all out again in the chatroom, going over each item I was gonna wear, one piece at a time, and it turned out to be a great tease for me, even though I was still locked up in Her cage. I think there were some others in the room wishing like hell that they could do the same homework assignment!
"And sweetie, I notice that you didn't ask Me about the other thing that I want you to wear. You remember, right? The little toy? Did you think I would forget?"
"Nooooo Princessssss... I remember the buttplug....."
"Well, I want you to wear it for 3 hours tomorrow"
"Yes Princess... anything You say"
"Awwwww... there you go again... you know that word doesn't mean anything to Me when you say it..." ::giggles::
It was here that I got a lot of other helpful suggestions from Ms Kate, Ace, Steph, Krissi, and a few others, but then Princess saved me by saying that I wasn't doing this so I could lose my job. Thank You, Princess!
"Oh and sweetie... wear the little bracelet that I got you for your birthday..."
"OK Princess... will do!"
This morning, I started getting dressed and after getting the waist cincher hooked up, I grabbed the pair of fishnets with the larger mesh and put one of them on. What I learned was that the mesh gets larger when it's on your leg. OMG, the leg part was very stretchy, but the thigh band was as tight as if I had tied a tourniquet around my thigh! One size fits most, my ass! These things must be made strictly for teenage girls with legs that look like chopsticks! So I decided to go with the smaller mesh, which turned out to be the traditional fishnet size anyway, and this pair even had pretty black bows on the band. The band was still tight, but better than the other pair, and so I clipped the 6 garter straps to them with great gentleness and understanding. Actually it was more like "with great difficulty". I put on the cami, and then got the rest of the way dressed and Hi Ho, Hi Ho, off to work I went. Yes I know it didn't rhyme....
I didn't realize until I was almost at work that I had forgotten to wear Princess' bracelet! Shit! When I got to work and IMed Her with my progress report, I confessed to forgetting the bracelet. I just hope I don't get penalized for that.
What I also found out was that fishnet stockings feel unbelievably yummy when you rub your hands on your legs and... mmmmm.. I digress.... I just can't believe I never bought a pair of these before! They feel so much different from regular stockings, and I had no problem remembering I had them on all day long. But this was a good thing, because each time I was aware of the stockings or cincher, it made me think of my Princess, and that was pretty yummy if you ask me!
I got to work and the day went pretty well, except that I kept noticing that my pantlegs kept trying to creep up my leg. It seemed like every time I'd look down,which was often, my fishnet covered ankles were showing. I'd pull the pantlegs down, and 5 minutes later they'd be back up again.
And BTW, in case you're wondering, black fishnets do NOT look like boys socks.
Everything went fine other than that, and after lunch I went into the restroom, lubed up, inserted the buttplug, and walked gingerly back out to my desk, trying not to walk too funny. I wore it for the rest of the day, and it wasn't nearly as uncomfortable as the thigh highs had become. The tourniquets on the stockings were digging deep into my thighs, and I had to readjust the garter lengths twice so the bands would sit on a different part of my thighs for awhile.
I finished out the day and about a half hour before I went home, I went to the restroom and took out the buttplug. It may not have been too uncomfortable today, but it always feels so good to take it out.
I came home and changed into my denim skirt, and I'm still frakin' amazed at how nice these fishnets feel and how good it feels to run my hands over my legs.... mmmmmm.... OMG... stop it jem!
Princess... I need to get more of these in a size an actual human being can wear! I think I'm liking them a LOT, and I think I want to be getting together a collection of stockings and a few more garter belts. What do You think???
The homework assignment had me squirmy, Princess, and I thought of You all through the day! You don't give me a lot of homework, but what You do give me is always a blast! I sometimes get a little scared because it pushes my limits, but it always turns out that You knew just what You were doing when You assigned it. Because of that, I'll always trust that whatever You make me do will be perfect for me.
Wuv You, Princess, and thanks for the yummy homework assignment!
little bitchass
2007-08-28
OK, This Doesn't Really Qualify As A Post But...
I was needing a laugh today, and so while I was eating my lunch, I happened across this blog while doing some random webcruising. Don't forget to follow some of her links on the right sidebar. I really love the way this girl writes, and her blog really brightened up my day!
little bitchass
I was needing a laugh today, and so while I was eating my lunch, I happened across this blog while doing some random webcruising. Don't forget to follow some of her links on the right sidebar. I really love the way this girl writes, and her blog really brightened up my day!
little bitchass
2007-08-26
Tease Time And Other Goings On...
I wasn't really sure what to expect when I logged into the Community Kink Chatroom on Thursday night for Ms Grace's Tease Time chat. She had missed Tuesday night's Midnight Madness chat because She wasn't feeling well, and I hadn't heard anything on whether or not She was feeling up to doing Tease Time. But I did hear a rumor that She was planning on making it to chat on Thursday, and so I kept my fingers crossed and went into the room at about 9:55 so I could be there when She made Her entrance. Well, no need to worry, because She was already there, and so She got to watch my entrance instead!
The chat went great! Princess was Her Always Awesome Self, and it was so cool to see the outpouring of love from the chatters, most of whom had been missing Her pretty severely for the last few weeks. In true Princess fashion, She spent a little time with each of us in the room, even working in some teasing for Tease Me For Cash. Of course, She didn't forget to work in a few September 15th references for my benefit too. There wasn't any room-wide tease that night, but it was enough just to have Princess back and having fun in the chatroom with us!
Hmmmmm.. and I forgot to ask Her if the lockbox made it to Her yet. And I still don't know if the last key I sent to Her has arrived yet either. It's only been 9 days since Princess locked me back up, but this time it hasn't been as easy in the early going as it was the first couple of times She locked me up for indefinite time periods. I think that playing Her Cummie Game and being allowed to edge here and there has got me wanting to do it more often now. Thinking that this lockdown has only just started is really discouraging sometimes, especially since She hasn't sent the lockbox containing the key back to me yet. Knowing that there's no chance at getting out doesn't make it any easier. I'm so wanty and needy already, so what the hell is it gonna be like in another 3 weeks? And I don't know for sure that She is even planning on letting me out on September 15th... We may end up spending our anniversary with me still locked.
Now I need to do a little ventie. I needed to go back to the state DPS office to try again to get my driver's license renewed, after being turned down the first time because I failed the vision test. So I had to take a form over to my eye doctors, get examined, and have the doctor fill the form out so I could give it to the DPS people. I did this, and the eye doc wrote in the form that I didn't need glasses to drive, that the prescription glasses she gave me were optional. I waited a week for the glasses to arrive, then waited another couple of weeks while I got used to them, and then took Friday morning off work to drive over to the DPS office to try again.
When I pulled into the lot, there was a line outside stretching from the front door and along the front of the building. There must have been 60 or 70 people standing outside. I got in the back of the line and even though it was only 8AM, I was sweating my ass off within a half hour, because there was not a bit of shade anywhere along the path to the door. To make it worse, the line only moved every 15 minutes or so. Seems that the line continued inside the building and every time the back of the room got cleared out, they would open the door and let about a dozen people in, and the rest of us continued to bake in the line outside.
Somebody jumped out of line a few people in front of me and went inside the building to scope out the situation on the premise they needed to use the restroom. They came back and reported that there were only 2 freakin' people working at the counter! No wonder the line was moving slower than molasses going uphill in January!
I'm actually surprised that some people didn't pass out from the heat before they got inside, because it was supposed to hit 96 that afternoon, and I was standing in full sun from 8AM until about 11:00, when I finally got inside the door and into the air conditioning. I didn't make it up to the counter until just about noon. I showed the clerk the note from the doctor saying that I didn't need glasses to drive, and I knew right away by the way her lip curled up that she didn't give a rat's ass what that eye doctor said.
"Put on your glasses and read Line 4"
I did, and she said that was OK. She took my thumbprints and took a new picture and I had my new temporary license. I looked at it, and yes, you guessed it, "restricted... must wear glasses". I was about to say something until I saw her staring coldly at me with her shark's eyes, and so I said thank you and left. Hell, I was gonna wear the glasses anyway, so no use getting eaten over it. The only bad effect from the episode was that standing out in the heat for so long left me with a headache that lasted the rest of the day and all day Saturday.
Oh yeah... Saturday... let me tell you about my trip to the nail salon on Saturday. Why the fuck don't parents keep goddamned control of their kids??? I sat there waiting while a mother waited for her friend to get her nails done. She had her little girl and little boy, maybe about 4 and 5 years old with her. The little urchins were all over the salon, crawling and jumping on the couch, and then suddenly their attention became fixed on the big fishtank full of fish. The game became, "how many times can we slap and bang our hands on the glass of the aquarium before mom whips our asses?" Mom wasn't buying into the game, but would instead just squeak out a weak little "stop it... come over here and sit down", and then go right back to ignoring them again.
This of course was the signal for the boy to slap on the aquarium 3 or 4 more times while he looked right at his mom, and then he would go and sit down next to her. Then, not 5 minutes later, the little fuckers were back at the fishtank again, banging on the glass. Mom would whine to them to stop and come sit down, and the kids would slap the glass a few times and then go sit down. Then a few minutes later, it started all over again. The only break I got from this was when the boy found the light switch on the nail drying table and started turning it on and off, over and over, all the while watching his mom to see if she was paying attention. If my head hadn't been pounding so much from the chemical fumes, I would've slapped the living crap out of the kid myself. Thanks a lot for making my afternoon so enjoyable, Mom! Next time leave the animals in the kennel when you go out in public!
OK, I guess that's enough venting. Now back to Princess!
Princess, it was great to have You come to chat on Thursday, and I want You to know how much I wuv being Yours. I can't wait for our anniversary so I can start telling people that I've been Your pet for a whole year!
As always, I am Your...
little bitchass
I wasn't really sure what to expect when I logged into the Community Kink Chatroom on Thursday night for Ms Grace's Tease Time chat. She had missed Tuesday night's Midnight Madness chat because She wasn't feeling well, and I hadn't heard anything on whether or not She was feeling up to doing Tease Time. But I did hear a rumor that She was planning on making it to chat on Thursday, and so I kept my fingers crossed and went into the room at about 9:55 so I could be there when She made Her entrance. Well, no need to worry, because She was already there, and so She got to watch my entrance instead!
The chat went great! Princess was Her Always Awesome Self, and it was so cool to see the outpouring of love from the chatters, most of whom had been missing Her pretty severely for the last few weeks. In true Princess fashion, She spent a little time with each of us in the room, even working in some teasing for Tease Me For Cash. Of course, She didn't forget to work in a few September 15th references for my benefit too. There wasn't any room-wide tease that night, but it was enough just to have Princess back and having fun in the chatroom with us!
Hmmmmm.. and I forgot to ask Her if the lockbox made it to Her yet. And I still don't know if the last key I sent to Her has arrived yet either. It's only been 9 days since Princess locked me back up, but this time it hasn't been as easy in the early going as it was the first couple of times She locked me up for indefinite time periods. I think that playing Her Cummie Game and being allowed to edge here and there has got me wanting to do it more often now. Thinking that this lockdown has only just started is really discouraging sometimes, especially since She hasn't sent the lockbox containing the key back to me yet. Knowing that there's no chance at getting out doesn't make it any easier. I'm so wanty and needy already, so what the hell is it gonna be like in another 3 weeks? And I don't know for sure that She is even planning on letting me out on September 15th... We may end up spending our anniversary with me still locked.
Now I need to do a little ventie. I needed to go back to the state DPS office to try again to get my driver's license renewed, after being turned down the first time because I failed the vision test. So I had to take a form over to my eye doctors, get examined, and have the doctor fill the form out so I could give it to the DPS people. I did this, and the eye doc wrote in the form that I didn't need glasses to drive, that the prescription glasses she gave me were optional. I waited a week for the glasses to arrive, then waited another couple of weeks while I got used to them, and then took Friday morning off work to drive over to the DPS office to try again.
When I pulled into the lot, there was a line outside stretching from the front door and along the front of the building. There must have been 60 or 70 people standing outside. I got in the back of the line and even though it was only 8AM, I was sweating my ass off within a half hour, because there was not a bit of shade anywhere along the path to the door. To make it worse, the line only moved every 15 minutes or so. Seems that the line continued inside the building and every time the back of the room got cleared out, they would open the door and let about a dozen people in, and the rest of us continued to bake in the line outside.
Somebody jumped out of line a few people in front of me and went inside the building to scope out the situation on the premise they needed to use the restroom. They came back and reported that there were only 2 freakin' people working at the counter! No wonder the line was moving slower than molasses going uphill in January!
I'm actually surprised that some people didn't pass out from the heat before they got inside, because it was supposed to hit 96 that afternoon, and I was standing in full sun from 8AM until about 11:00, when I finally got inside the door and into the air conditioning. I didn't make it up to the counter until just about noon. I showed the clerk the note from the doctor saying that I didn't need glasses to drive, and I knew right away by the way her lip curled up that she didn't give a rat's ass what that eye doctor said.
"Put on your glasses and read Line 4"
I did, and she said that was OK. She took my thumbprints and took a new picture and I had my new temporary license. I looked at it, and yes, you guessed it, "restricted... must wear glasses". I was about to say something until I saw her staring coldly at me with her shark's eyes, and so I said thank you and left. Hell, I was gonna wear the glasses anyway, so no use getting eaten over it. The only bad effect from the episode was that standing out in the heat for so long left me with a headache that lasted the rest of the day and all day Saturday.
Oh yeah... Saturday... let me tell you about my trip to the nail salon on Saturday. Why the fuck don't parents keep goddamned control of their kids??? I sat there waiting while a mother waited for her friend to get her nails done. She had her little girl and little boy, maybe about 4 and 5 years old with her. The little urchins were all over the salon, crawling and jumping on the couch, and then suddenly their attention became fixed on the big fishtank full of fish. The game became, "how many times can we slap and bang our hands on the glass of the aquarium before mom whips our asses?" Mom wasn't buying into the game, but would instead just squeak out a weak little "stop it... come over here and sit down", and then go right back to ignoring them again.
This of course was the signal for the boy to slap on the aquarium 3 or 4 more times while he looked right at his mom, and then he would go and sit down next to her. Then, not 5 minutes later, the little fuckers were back at the fishtank again, banging on the glass. Mom would whine to them to stop and come sit down, and the kids would slap the glass a few times and then go sit down. Then a few minutes later, it started all over again. The only break I got from this was when the boy found the light switch on the nail drying table and started turning it on and off, over and over, all the while watching his mom to see if she was paying attention. If my head hadn't been pounding so much from the chemical fumes, I would've slapped the living crap out of the kid myself. Thanks a lot for making my afternoon so enjoyable, Mom! Next time leave the animals in the kennel when you go out in public!
OK, I guess that's enough venting. Now back to Princess!
Princess, it was great to have You come to chat on Thursday, and I want You to know how much I wuv being Yours. I can't wait for our anniversary so I can start telling people that I've been Your pet for a whole year!
As always, I am Your...
little bitchass
2007-08-21
2007-08-20
I've Got A Question For Anyone Who Has A Long Distance Keyholder...
I'm just curious about something. I just sent Ms Grace the second key to the CB2000 She has me locked in. She already has the first key safely tucked away somewhere. Now I have no way out of the cage until She sends a key to me, unless I want to break Her cage, which will not happen unless I'm in a desperate situation.
Just like every other time that I've done this, I get the most yummy mix of feelings as I watch the envelope disappear into the slot at the Post Office. There's apprehension, excitement, a little fear, but more than that, I think I become very aware of my submissiveness and how much I adore Princess Grace and crave Her control.
What about anybody else who has mailed their keys away? Anybody else care to share what feelings run through your heads as you watch your freedom leave your hand?
little bitchass
I'm just curious about something. I just sent Ms Grace the second key to the CB2000 She has me locked in. She already has the first key safely tucked away somewhere. Now I have no way out of the cage until She sends a key to me, unless I want to break Her cage, which will not happen unless I'm in a desperate situation.
Just like every other time that I've done this, I get the most yummy mix of feelings as I watch the envelope disappear into the slot at the Post Office. There's apprehension, excitement, a little fear, but more than that, I think I become very aware of my submissiveness and how much I adore Princess Grace and crave Her control.
What about anybody else who has mailed their keys away? Anybody else care to share what feelings run through your heads as you watch your freedom leave your hand?
little bitchass
2007-08-19
Can't Let Today Pass Without Saying...
Today is Miss Tara's birthday, so how about if everybody joins me in wishing Her the Happiest of Birthdays, with a side order of a wonderful year to come!
Why don't you head on over to Her Blog and say hi, and while you're at it you can visit Her Wishlist and maybe She won't spank you! Or maybe She'll spank you anyway!
Happy Birthday Miss Tara!
little bitchass
Today is Miss Tara's birthday, so how about if everybody joins me in wishing Her the Happiest of Birthdays, with a side order of a wonderful year to come!
Why don't you head on over to Her Blog and say hi, and while you're at it you can visit Her Wishlist and maybe She won't spank you! Or maybe She'll spank you anyway!
Happy Birthday Miss Tara!
little bitchass
2007-08-18
Well, I'm Back In The Saddle Again...
I know I owe you a report on Thursday night's exciting Tease Time chat, but I've got limited time this weekend, and so I'd like to tell you instead about the call with my Mistress, the One and Only Princess Grace, that I was lucky enough to have last night. The reason I have limited time is that Princess gave me some homework assignments that I have to take care of today, but I'll tell you more about some of those assignments later in the post... but some of them are gonna stay a secret... so neener neener neener!
I got myself ready early, and waited for the message window from Princess to light up. The appointed time came and went with no message, and I started wondering the usual things... Is Princess alright? Did She fall asleep? Was She on a call ahead of me that was running long? Did She have car trouble? Some other RealWorld problem? What if Her Messenger is down? Should I call and leave a voicemail just in case?
I started talking to myself... Geesh jem, don't fucking worry so much! I know you're needy, but Christ... It's only been 10 minutes! Has Princess ever failed to show up for an appointment with you? Hell no! She's been a little late a few times, but She has NEVER forgotten one of our dates in all the time I've been calling Her. Don't ever forget one of Her most important rules, which is to TRUST HER! And so I just sat back and relaxed, and not a minute later, a message window lit up. Guess who???
"Hi Hi!... I'm ready for you, honey... You can call Me now..."
She didn't have to tell me twice! I dialed the fucking number faster than speedial ever could, and didn't even make a mistake, which is surprising to me since my nails are longer than they've ever been right now. It only rang once, and then I heard Her familiar sing-song "Helloooo.." and all was right with the world again.
As is our usual procedure, we did our "foreplay" which is catching each other up on what's been going on since the last call. We talk about so many things, and they don't always have to do with sex, it's just two friends talking and gossiping about things that would probably bore the rest of you to death if I were to detail them out for you, and so I won't. But we did have a short discussion on the merits of using mayonnaise as a stroking lubricant. We even talked about how much we both loved icecream, and how sometimes it was so good that it was almost like having an orgasm. I told her that my favorite was a homemade chocolate milkshake that I make. This is the kind of stuff we talk about.. LOL But OMG, do we usually laugh our asses off during it! Once we have pretty much covered all of the new stuff that's been going on, Princess just pounces out of nowhere!
"Soooo honey.... how did you do on the ride to lunch with your boss today?" ::giggles::
She was referring to an IM I had sent Her after lunch. During Tease Time on Thursday, She had given me some homework assignments for Friday. One was that I was to wear suntan pantyhose to work under my jeans, with no boy socks to cover them up, which meant that I had to be aware all day of making sure my ankles stayed covered by the legs of my jeans. The other assignment was that I had to do 4 edging sessions during the day, but "NO CUMMIES!"
So I wore the pantyhose to work, and of all days, my boss told me his truck was in the shop and would I mind taking him with me to the Subway to pick up a sandwich when I went to lunch. In over a year and a half of working there for him, he picked yesterday to ask me to take him somewhere for the first time! Obviously I couldn't say no, so I did the best ankle hiding job that I could and he never acted like he noticed, so I guess the cover-up was a success! When I got back, I sent the IM to Princess asking Her how She knew that my boss was gonna need a ride when She gave me that assignment.
"And how are you feeling about all the edging with no cumming that I've been having you do"
"Princess... edging with no cumming kinda sucks big-time"
"Awwww poor baby! ::giggle:: How bad do you want to cum?"
BAM! Down into subspace I went! As I sit here writing this, I have STILL not come back from last night's call all the way, and so I'm gonna have to summarize some stuff where I don't remember the actual conversation or sequence of what She did to me.
First thing She did was to focus on an offhanded comment I made in the chatroom during Tease Time when I was trying to be funny and clever. I had scoffed at someone's statement that they were locked up until September 15th, calling it childsplay. Note to self... Princess notices foolish statements and does NOT forget them.
"And so you think being locked up until September 15th is childsplay? I was thinking of letting you cum tonight, but maybe you'd rather I just let you edge again and then lock you up until September 15th too!"
"Noooooooooooooooo" (I was backing up fast here...)
"So maybe you don't need to cum. I can just lock you up right now, and you can drink one of your chocolate milkshakes every night instead of cumming!"
"Awwww Princessssssssssssss....."
Princess just kept pouring it on... I was trying to rub myself through a layer of pantyhose and panties, and just getting more and more frustrated. She knows so many of my hotbuttons by now, and She began pushing all of them. I'm not gonna tell you what some of them were, because they are areas that we play in that I'd rather keep under wraps right now. She had me in such a frenzy, and I was convinced that I was never gonna cum again. I even tried to see if it would help if I said the all time no-no word "anything" if She would just let me cum.
"Awww. sweetie... I don't think saying that makes very much difference for you.... You can say it all you want, but it doesn't really matter... I already know that you'll do anything I tell you to do anyway."
"B..b..but Princess.... I just want to cum... even if it's just once! Are You sure saying it won't help even a little?"
"Hmmmm... well... maybe... you can try..." ::giggles::
"Princess, please let me cum! I'll do anything for You!"
"Maybe it would help if you said it a few more times, hunnybunny..." ::giggles::
I don't know how many times I repeated it, but it was pathetic to hear me begging, I'm sure.
"Try screaming it out as loud as you can.."
OMG! I screamed it out for her...
"Princess! I'll do anything that You want! I'll do ANYTHING!"
I half expected to start hearing sirens outside at any minute, but everybody on my block must've had their TVs turned up really loud.
"How about if You go to My wishlist... there's something I want you to buy." ::giggles::
So I went to Her wishlist, and She made me buy one of those lockboxes like the one Pantysue has and have it sent to Her. OMG! I know what this means... but I bought it anyway..
"That's a very good girl, My pet! Now, you can take off the pantyhose and panties, and I want you to drizzle a little lube on it, and then you can touch it. No stroking it, just touching enough to rub the lube around"
I thought Princess was pouring it on before, but now She went into some super warp-speed that I've never experienced before with Her. She pushed button after button... teasing... telling me to stroke now.... more button pushing... harder stroking... more teasing... using everything She knows about me and what I like... some that I can never talk about except with Princess... then pushing more buttons... teasing me... all I wanted was to cum... nothing else mattered...
"Stroke harder and faster! Get it to the edge for Me!"
I don't think She has ever sent me this deep or made me this crazy before.... but still She kept up the pace... it was unbelievable how "ON" She was with me... a highschool marching band could've walked through my front door and did a circle around me while playing "Yellow Rose of Texas" and I would never have noticed. Princess kept going and dropped me even deeper. One button after another. Until...
"CUM for Me My pet! Cum for Me! Do it now!"
Words can't describe.... that's all I can say. I don't know if I was quiet or loud. I don't know how long the orgasm lasted. I'm sure of one thing... It was awesome. Princess is amazing.... Amazing Grace.
After I was done dying of pleasure, She talked to me while I tried to float back up out of the depths of subspace.
"OK honey, you're gonna go take a shower and put My cage on and lock yourself down for Me. Tomorrow you're gonna drop the key to the lock into an envelope and mail it to Me. When the new lockbox gets to Me, I'll put the key I already have into it, set the combination, and send the lockbox to you."
Princess also took me to a website and showed me a few things that She wanted me to buy so that I could wear them to work as more of Her homework. She also told me to stop at a local store and pick up a nice sexy little cami to wear under my shirt at work. I'll talk more about these items when I get them and the actual homework has been assigned, because it could always change if Princess has another idea.
I also have to stop at the grocery store and buy icecream for some chocolate milkshakes, since I'll be drinking one of them every night in place of having an orgasm.
And so, here I am, back in Princess' cage again. For how long, I don't know. I'm pretty sure that it will be until at least September 15th, and might run a lot longer than that from the way She was hinting.
My hope is that She will let me out for a cumming call to celebrate the one-year anniversary of Her officially taking me as Her pet, which is on September 20. But if She doesn't, we can either celebrate with me still in lockdown, or delay the actual celebration until after She lets me out. Whatever works for Her, works for me. I know how much She likes games to last for a number of days that have a zero on the end.
One last thing that I wanted to touch on was how it felt to put the cage back on again after being out for almost a month. I know this is hard for some to understand, but even though a part of me hated the thought of going back in the cage, a bigger part of me, the subbie part, loves the secure feeling I get from being in it. It's very difficult to describe, but I really did miss it while it wasn't there. Not the physical feelings so much, because they can be a big pain in the balls, but more like a feeling that something was missing in the weeks I wasn't wearing it. What was missing was the constant reminders of Princess' control. I can't possibly be thinking of Princess every minute of the day while I'm doing my RealWorld activities at home or at work. But it is such a cool feeling to have Her pop into my head every time I happen to see or feel the cage. I don't need the reminders to know that I am Hers, but they are such a wonderful little perk when they happen! I guess you just have to be Hers to understand fully just how wonderful that is.
Princess. as always, You were awesome on the call... hell, You are just awesome... PERIOD! Thank You so much!
I do so wuvs my Princess!
Your little bitchass
I know I owe you a report on Thursday night's exciting Tease Time chat, but I've got limited time this weekend, and so I'd like to tell you instead about the call with my Mistress, the One and Only Princess Grace, that I was lucky enough to have last night. The reason I have limited time is that Princess gave me some homework assignments that I have to take care of today, but I'll tell you more about some of those assignments later in the post... but some of them are gonna stay a secret... so neener neener neener!
I got myself ready early, and waited for the message window from Princess to light up. The appointed time came and went with no message, and I started wondering the usual things... Is Princess alright? Did She fall asleep? Was She on a call ahead of me that was running long? Did She have car trouble? Some other RealWorld problem? What if Her Messenger is down? Should I call and leave a voicemail just in case?
I started talking to myself... Geesh jem, don't fucking worry so much! I know you're needy, but Christ... It's only been 10 minutes! Has Princess ever failed to show up for an appointment with you? Hell no! She's been a little late a few times, but She has NEVER forgotten one of our dates in all the time I've been calling Her. Don't ever forget one of Her most important rules, which is to TRUST HER! And so I just sat back and relaxed, and not a minute later, a message window lit up. Guess who???
"Hi Hi!... I'm ready for you, honey... You can call Me now..."
She didn't have to tell me twice! I dialed the fucking number faster than speedial ever could, and didn't even make a mistake, which is surprising to me since my nails are longer than they've ever been right now. It only rang once, and then I heard Her familiar sing-song "Helloooo.." and all was right with the world again.
As is our usual procedure, we did our "foreplay" which is catching each other up on what's been going on since the last call. We talk about so many things, and they don't always have to do with sex, it's just two friends talking and gossiping about things that would probably bore the rest of you to death if I were to detail them out for you, and so I won't. But we did have a short discussion on the merits of using mayonnaise as a stroking lubricant. We even talked about how much we both loved icecream, and how sometimes it was so good that it was almost like having an orgasm. I told her that my favorite was a homemade chocolate milkshake that I make. This is the kind of stuff we talk about.. LOL But OMG, do we usually laugh our asses off during it! Once we have pretty much covered all of the new stuff that's been going on, Princess just pounces out of nowhere!
"Soooo honey.... how did you do on the ride to lunch with your boss today?" ::giggles::
She was referring to an IM I had sent Her after lunch. During Tease Time on Thursday, She had given me some homework assignments for Friday. One was that I was to wear suntan pantyhose to work under my jeans, with no boy socks to cover them up, which meant that I had to be aware all day of making sure my ankles stayed covered by the legs of my jeans. The other assignment was that I had to do 4 edging sessions during the day, but "NO CUMMIES!"
So I wore the pantyhose to work, and of all days, my boss told me his truck was in the shop and would I mind taking him with me to the Subway to pick up a sandwich when I went to lunch. In over a year and a half of working there for him, he picked yesterday to ask me to take him somewhere for the first time! Obviously I couldn't say no, so I did the best ankle hiding job that I could and he never acted like he noticed, so I guess the cover-up was a success! When I got back, I sent the IM to Princess asking Her how She knew that my boss was gonna need a ride when She gave me that assignment.
"And how are you feeling about all the edging with no cumming that I've been having you do"
"Princess... edging with no cumming kinda sucks big-time"
"Awwww poor baby! ::giggle:: How bad do you want to cum?"
BAM! Down into subspace I went! As I sit here writing this, I have STILL not come back from last night's call all the way, and so I'm gonna have to summarize some stuff where I don't remember the actual conversation or sequence of what She did to me.
First thing She did was to focus on an offhanded comment I made in the chatroom during Tease Time when I was trying to be funny and clever. I had scoffed at someone's statement that they were locked up until September 15th, calling it childsplay. Note to self... Princess notices foolish statements and does NOT forget them.
"And so you think being locked up until September 15th is childsplay? I was thinking of letting you cum tonight, but maybe you'd rather I just let you edge again and then lock you up until September 15th too!"
"Noooooooooooooooo" (I was backing up fast here...)
"So maybe you don't need to cum. I can just lock you up right now, and you can drink one of your chocolate milkshakes every night instead of cumming!"
"Awwww Princessssssssssssss....."
Princess just kept pouring it on... I was trying to rub myself through a layer of pantyhose and panties, and just getting more and more frustrated. She knows so many of my hotbuttons by now, and She began pushing all of them. I'm not gonna tell you what some of them were, because they are areas that we play in that I'd rather keep under wraps right now. She had me in such a frenzy, and I was convinced that I was never gonna cum again. I even tried to see if it would help if I said the all time no-no word "anything" if She would just let me cum.
"Awww. sweetie... I don't think saying that makes very much difference for you.... You can say it all you want, but it doesn't really matter... I already know that you'll do anything I tell you to do anyway."
"B..b..but Princess.... I just want to cum... even if it's just once! Are You sure saying it won't help even a little?"
"Hmmmm... well... maybe... you can try..." ::giggles::
"Princess, please let me cum! I'll do anything for You!"
"Maybe it would help if you said it a few more times, hunnybunny..." ::giggles::
I don't know how many times I repeated it, but it was pathetic to hear me begging, I'm sure.
"Try screaming it out as loud as you can.."
OMG! I screamed it out for her...
"Princess! I'll do anything that You want! I'll do ANYTHING!"
I half expected to start hearing sirens outside at any minute, but everybody on my block must've had their TVs turned up really loud.
"How about if You go to My wishlist... there's something I want you to buy." ::giggles::
So I went to Her wishlist, and She made me buy one of those lockboxes like the one Pantysue has and have it sent to Her. OMG! I know what this means... but I bought it anyway..
"That's a very good girl, My pet! Now, you can take off the pantyhose and panties, and I want you to drizzle a little lube on it, and then you can touch it. No stroking it, just touching enough to rub the lube around"
I thought Princess was pouring it on before, but now She went into some super warp-speed that I've never experienced before with Her. She pushed button after button... teasing... telling me to stroke now.... more button pushing... harder stroking... more teasing... using everything She knows about me and what I like... some that I can never talk about except with Princess... then pushing more buttons... teasing me... all I wanted was to cum... nothing else mattered...
"Stroke harder and faster! Get it to the edge for Me!"
I don't think She has ever sent me this deep or made me this crazy before.... but still She kept up the pace... it was unbelievable how "ON" She was with me... a highschool marching band could've walked through my front door and did a circle around me while playing "Yellow Rose of Texas" and I would never have noticed. Princess kept going and dropped me even deeper. One button after another. Until...
"CUM for Me My pet! Cum for Me! Do it now!"
Words can't describe.... that's all I can say. I don't know if I was quiet or loud. I don't know how long the orgasm lasted. I'm sure of one thing... It was awesome. Princess is amazing.... Amazing Grace.
After I was done dying of pleasure, She talked to me while I tried to float back up out of the depths of subspace.
"OK honey, you're gonna go take a shower and put My cage on and lock yourself down for Me. Tomorrow you're gonna drop the key to the lock into an envelope and mail it to Me. When the new lockbox gets to Me, I'll put the key I already have into it, set the combination, and send the lockbox to you."
Princess also took me to a website and showed me a few things that She wanted me to buy so that I could wear them to work as more of Her homework. She also told me to stop at a local store and pick up a nice sexy little cami to wear under my shirt at work. I'll talk more about these items when I get them and the actual homework has been assigned, because it could always change if Princess has another idea.
I also have to stop at the grocery store and buy icecream for some chocolate milkshakes, since I'll be drinking one of them every night in place of having an orgasm.
And so, here I am, back in Princess' cage again. For how long, I don't know. I'm pretty sure that it will be until at least September 15th, and might run a lot longer than that from the way She was hinting.
My hope is that She will let me out for a cumming call to celebrate the one-year anniversary of Her officially taking me as Her pet, which is on September 20. But if She doesn't, we can either celebrate with me still in lockdown, or delay the actual celebration until after She lets me out. Whatever works for Her, works for me. I know how much She likes games to last for a number of days that have a zero on the end.
One last thing that I wanted to touch on was how it felt to put the cage back on again after being out for almost a month. I know this is hard for some to understand, but even though a part of me hated the thought of going back in the cage, a bigger part of me, the subbie part, loves the secure feeling I get from being in it. It's very difficult to describe, but I really did miss it while it wasn't there. Not the physical feelings so much, because they can be a big pain in the balls, but more like a feeling that something was missing in the weeks I wasn't wearing it. What was missing was the constant reminders of Princess' control. I can't possibly be thinking of Princess every minute of the day while I'm doing my RealWorld activities at home or at work. But it is such a cool feeling to have Her pop into my head every time I happen to see or feel the cage. I don't need the reminders to know that I am Hers, but they are such a wonderful little perk when they happen! I guess you just have to be Hers to understand fully just how wonderful that is.
Princess. as always, You were awesome on the call... hell, You are just awesome... PERIOD! Thank You so much!
I do so wuvs my Princess!
Your little bitchass
2007-08-12
It's Sunday Morning, And I'm Procrastinating...
I have a few things I need to do outside but it's so damn hot that I'm putting them off for as long as I can, and so I thought I might jot down some of my thoughts from this past week.
The week was a busy one at work for me, and this was a good thing, because it took my mind off of the fact that Princess Grace was not around very much. But Her absense was because She was preparing for Her widdle vacation, and so who can blame Her? She's been a Phone Sex Goddess for the last month, and deserves to relax and have fun as much as anybody else, so I just made the best of it.
Tuesday night at Midnight Madness was a great time because both Princess and Ms Kate were holding court, and it was a blast as always. It was also a good chance to get one last fix of Princess before She left.
During the week I also had a chance to catch the tail end of a few of Miss Tara's CockRadio broadcasts, and let me tell you all, it is a hoot! Miss Tara is doing a fantastic job as a Cock Jock! She's always been a treat to chat with in the chatrooms, but to be able to hear Her at the same time is even better. If any of you readers haven't heard Her show yet, I highly recommend that you do! Be prepared to have fun and laugh yourself silly though. A diaper may be advisable, if nothing else, just to provide some padding for your ass in case She gets one of Her urges to spank!
Princess left for Her vacation, and on Thursday night was going to try to connect with us all at Her regular Tease Time chat, but technical difficulties with Her computer kept that from happening. She was able to keep in limited touch with us during the evening through SMS messages on pantysue's phone. So I really don't have anything to add about Tease Time except for what billybear has already reported in his blog entry. I am kinda bitter about him setting me on fire during the chat though.
After Tease Time there was one unpleasant little incident that happened in the chatroom, but it is not worth even writing or worrying about, except to say that it is another example of what happens with this writer every single time Princess goes out of town for a few days. That's all I'm going to say on the subject.
The rest of the week went well, aside from constantly missing Princess. I caught some of Ms Dallas' radio show early in the day yesterday and found out that we have very similar musical tastes. I had a good time talking with Her about some of the bands that I'll bet a lot of Her listeners have never even heard about. Then I caught some of Ms Ashley's show last night. If you want to absolutely laugh your ass off, check out Her show! I know I had a great time, even if Her Trivia Game IS rigged... I mean, I don't have a chance of winning if everybody else's answers are popping up on my screen before I even hear the questions! LOL.. Just kidding, Ms Ashley! ::grin::
I ended up the night by hanging out in the chatroom, and got to know Ms Cassandra and Her chastity pet, chaste4MsCass a little better. I've started reading chaste4MsCass' blog. It's very well done, and I'm seeing a lot of similarities to my own experiences with Princess Grace there. It's very entertaining reading for anyone else interested in wearing a chastity device for their Mistress.
I'm hoping that Princess will be back in town later today, and that I'll have a chance to say hi and chat with Her for a few minutes, and maybe get Her caught up on what's been happening around here while She's been away. It's only been a few days, but I've missed Her a lot. I hope we will get to do a call soon, but Princess may need some time to unwind from Her trip, and also to think up some wonderful new things to do to me! I'll be waiting on pins and needles, Princess!
I do so wuv my Princess Grace!
little bitchass
I have a few things I need to do outside but it's so damn hot that I'm putting them off for as long as I can, and so I thought I might jot down some of my thoughts from this past week.
The week was a busy one at work for me, and this was a good thing, because it took my mind off of the fact that Princess Grace was not around very much. But Her absense was because She was preparing for Her widdle vacation, and so who can blame Her? She's been a Phone Sex Goddess for the last month, and deserves to relax and have fun as much as anybody else, so I just made the best of it.
Tuesday night at Midnight Madness was a great time because both Princess and Ms Kate were holding court, and it was a blast as always. It was also a good chance to get one last fix of Princess before She left.
During the week I also had a chance to catch the tail end of a few of Miss Tara's CockRadio broadcasts, and let me tell you all, it is a hoot! Miss Tara is doing a fantastic job as a Cock Jock! She's always been a treat to chat with in the chatrooms, but to be able to hear Her at the same time is even better. If any of you readers haven't heard Her show yet, I highly recommend that you do! Be prepared to have fun and laugh yourself silly though. A diaper may be advisable, if nothing else, just to provide some padding for your ass in case She gets one of Her urges to spank!
Princess left for Her vacation, and on Thursday night was going to try to connect with us all at Her regular Tease Time chat, but technical difficulties with Her computer kept that from happening. She was able to keep in limited touch with us during the evening through SMS messages on pantysue's phone. So I really don't have anything to add about Tease Time except for what billybear has already reported in his blog entry. I am kinda bitter about him setting me on fire during the chat though.
After Tease Time there was one unpleasant little incident that happened in the chatroom, but it is not worth even writing or worrying about, except to say that it is another example of what happens with this writer every single time Princess goes out of town for a few days. That's all I'm going to say on the subject.
The rest of the week went well, aside from constantly missing Princess. I caught some of Ms Dallas' radio show early in the day yesterday and found out that we have very similar musical tastes. I had a good time talking with Her about some of the bands that I'll bet a lot of Her listeners have never even heard about. Then I caught some of Ms Ashley's show last night. If you want to absolutely laugh your ass off, check out Her show! I know I had a great time, even if Her Trivia Game IS rigged... I mean, I don't have a chance of winning if everybody else's answers are popping up on my screen before I even hear the questions! LOL.. Just kidding, Ms Ashley! ::grin::
I ended up the night by hanging out in the chatroom, and got to know Ms Cassandra and Her chastity pet, chaste4MsCass a little better. I've started reading chaste4MsCass' blog. It's very well done, and I'm seeing a lot of similarities to my own experiences with Princess Grace there. It's very entertaining reading for anyone else interested in wearing a chastity device for their Mistress.
I'm hoping that Princess will be back in town later today, and that I'll have a chance to say hi and chat with Her for a few minutes, and maybe get Her caught up on what's been happening around here while She's been away. It's only been a few days, but I've missed Her a lot. I hope we will get to do a call soon, but Princess may need some time to unwind from Her trip, and also to think up some wonderful new things to do to me! I'll be waiting on pins and needles, Princess!
I do so wuv my Princess Grace!
little bitchass
2007-08-03
Is Tease Time Fun Or What???...
As is usually the case, last night's Tease Time was a total blast! In case any of you aren't familiar with what I mean by Tease Time, it is the name of the special chat session hosted by my Most Excellent Mistress Ms Grace, in the Community Kink Chatroom every Thursday night at 10PM Eastern Time. Princess has been hosting this special chat since way back in September of last year, and it's as fun as it's ever been!
We had a relatively small group last night, at least by Princess Grace's standards, but we also had a couple of VIPs come by and visit the Chat! Ms Tori and Miss Ginelle were in attendance for most of the session, and both seemed to have a great time participating. Miss Ginelle also happened to be doing Her live radio show at the same time, and gave Princess and Her Blog quite a few plugs on the air! I told Princess that since She likes plugs, I could always get Her a nice big new one for Christmas.
And speaking of Christmas, it's gonna be Christmas in August for one lucky boy when Princess gets ahold of him next week on Her vacation. I think She's making some really good plans for him, and was even angling for more devious ideas from the chatters last night! Of course, I kept my big mouth shut because I wouldn't want him to think I made any suggestions that might make it any "harder" on him. But that didn't stop some of the other more evil ::cough::billybear::cough:: chatters from chiming in with some absolutely devious stuff. Besides that, this boy may just have a little influence with Princess, and I could be in trouble when She gets back if he decided to get revenge. I can tell you one thing, by the time we moved on to another topic, I was left with a very disturbing image of Princess waving a cowboy hat over Her head and riding this boy's butt with Her strap-on, while he's trying to type in Her chatroom responses during next week's Tease Time.
And on the topic of billybear, I thought it was really nice of him to suggest that we all help Princess live out the bukake fantasy She blogged about a few days ago. He had some trouble getting all the chatters to form a circle around Her, but pretty soon we had a pretty good circle assembled. We were just about ready to start the game, when inexplicably, we ran into some resistance from Princess. Seems She wasn't really in the mood last night to be "Pivot Princess", even though I offered to let Her wear my nice pink raincoat. Of course, this made us a little suspicious, and we wondered if this Princess might be a fembot Princess, because what real Princess wouldn't love to be showered with all that "warmth" from Her adoring fans?
And on the topic of fembots, caitlyn was in the room last night and was negotiating with billybear for a spot in his next blog entry. I think he agreed to write her up, as long as she would become a fembot and also become my bitch. She was pretty agreeable to the fembot part, which is surprising because the rest of us knew that it would require a trip in billybear's Transmorgifier. The results of a trip through the Transmorgifier are unpredictable at best, but the question became moot when caitlyn decided that she didn't want to become my bitch. But for sheer bravery, I thought it would be nice to give caitlyn a thumbs up in my blog. It may not be billybear's blog, but it's something!
Caitlyn was also involved in a very serious discussion about Princess Grace's favorite toy, the Aneros. Lots of information and personal experiences were passed among Princess and the people in the chatroom who are familiar with this little gem. If you happen to be one of Princess Grace's pets, there's a real good chance that you have experienced the Aneros very upclose and personal.
In the end (no pun intended), caitlyn told Princess that she would buy one, and Princess told her to make sure that she doesn't try it out until she can have Princess on the phone with her. That's how most of Princess pets have had their Aneros cherry popped, and I can tell you it's worth it to let Her guide you your first time. You're gonna love it, caitlyn!
As is usually the case, last night's Tease Time was a total blast! In case any of you aren't familiar with what I mean by Tease Time, it is the name of the special chat session hosted by my Most Excellent Mistress Ms Grace, in the Community Kink Chatroom every Thursday night at 10PM Eastern Time. Princess has been hosting this special chat since way back in September of last year, and it's as fun as it's ever been!
We had a relatively small group last night, at least by Princess Grace's standards, but we also had a couple of VIPs come by and visit the Chat! Ms Tori and Miss Ginelle were in attendance for most of the session, and both seemed to have a great time participating. Miss Ginelle also happened to be doing Her live radio show at the same time, and gave Princess and Her Blog quite a few plugs on the air! I told Princess that since She likes plugs, I could always get Her a nice big new one for Christmas.
And speaking of Christmas, it's gonna be Christmas in August for one lucky boy when Princess gets ahold of him next week on Her vacation. I think She's making some really good plans for him, and was even angling for more devious ideas from the chatters last night! Of course, I kept my big mouth shut because I wouldn't want him to think I made any suggestions that might make it any "harder" on him. But that didn't stop some of the other more evil ::cough::billybear::cough:: chatters from chiming in with some absolutely devious stuff. Besides that, this boy may just have a little influence with Princess, and I could be in trouble when She gets back if he decided to get revenge. I can tell you one thing, by the time we moved on to another topic, I was left with a very disturbing image of Princess waving a cowboy hat over Her head and riding this boy's butt with Her strap-on, while he's trying to type in Her chatroom responses during next week's Tease Time.
And on the topic of billybear, I thought it was really nice of him to suggest that we all help Princess live out the bukake fantasy She blogged about a few days ago. He had some trouble getting all the chatters to form a circle around Her, but pretty soon we had a pretty good circle assembled. We were just about ready to start the game, when inexplicably, we ran into some resistance from Princess. Seems She wasn't really in the mood last night to be "Pivot Princess", even though I offered to let Her wear my nice pink raincoat. Of course, this made us a little suspicious, and we wondered if this Princess might be a fembot Princess, because what real Princess wouldn't love to be showered with all that "warmth" from Her adoring fans?
And on the topic of fembots, caitlyn was in the room last night and was negotiating with billybear for a spot in his next blog entry. I think he agreed to write her up, as long as she would become a fembot and also become my bitch. She was pretty agreeable to the fembot part, which is surprising because the rest of us knew that it would require a trip in billybear's Transmorgifier. The results of a trip through the Transmorgifier are unpredictable at best, but the question became moot when caitlyn decided that she didn't want to become my bitch. But for sheer bravery, I thought it would be nice to give caitlyn a thumbs up in my blog. It may not be billybear's blog, but it's something!
Caitlyn was also involved in a very serious discussion about Princess Grace's favorite toy, the Aneros. Lots of information and personal experiences were passed among Princess and the people in the chatroom who are familiar with this little gem. If you happen to be one of Princess Grace's pets, there's a real good chance that you have experienced the Aneros very upclose and personal.
In the end (no pun intended), caitlyn told Princess that she would buy one, and Princess told her to make sure that she doesn't try it out until she can have Princess on the phone with her. That's how most of Princess pets have had their Aneros cherry popped, and I can tell you it's worth it to let Her guide you your first time. You're gonna love it, caitlyn!
Well, that's about it for this week's Tease Time report, and I'm not sure yet if there'll be one next week or not. It all depends on how playful Princess decides to get on Her vacation. Either way, I hope You have a wonderful time on Your vacation, Princess, and we'll all be waiting here for You when You get back!
Your bitchass wuvs You!
And so until next time..... I remain.... Your's truly...
little bitchass
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