Midnight Madness II... Ace's Conquest...

Tuesday night was the second week for Princess Grace's and Ms Kate's new hosted chat, Midnight Madness. I missed the first 15 minutes or so, due to some Realworld responsibilities, so someone may need to help me out by filling in what happened during that time.

All week long, prospective chatters were studying the two Mistress's blogs and wishlists, and "boning up" on the clues that the Mistresses had been leaving. So, I think everyone was chomping at the bit to do some serious question answering.

By the time I finally made it into the room, the game was already in full swing, I knew that I was gonna have to work extra hard to make up for the missed questions. But it didn't matter in the end, because "Lightning Fingers" ace, was cleaning house last night. I got maybe two questions right the whole night, and the rest of the time, I would start typing in an answer I knew and get about 2 letters typed and then BOOM! ace had the whole answer up. I don't know what kind of cookies he was on, or if he was just excited about his new toy, but it was no contest. Bitchass briefly considered whacking off her nails to type faster, but then I came to my senses. I'm not cutting these down for NOBODY! OK..... well maybe if Princess told me to, but anybody else.... no no nooooooooooo!

So ace won the contest and congrats to him! Afterwards I found out that ace, in one of the sweetest gestures ever, had donated his valuable prize to another friend in the chatroom. That's just the kind of guy ace is, and stuff like that makes me proud to call him my friend!

After the game was finished, it was time for the Mistresses to find out more about the chatters by asking their own questions. Let me tell you, they found out plenty. There were questions like, "What food in your refrigerator would you most like to have sex with?" And, "What area of your front yard is your favorite place to have sex?" And, "Have you ever had sex in the dumpster behind the Seven Eleven?" Now, I'm sure the Mistresses had valid reasons to know these things, and so we all answered to the best of our abilities. I had to confess that I never had sex in the Seven Eleven dumpster, but I did have mind blowing sex once on top of a kennel with 27 barking dogs underneath. Hmmmm.... wonder where Princess bought Maddy from? Maybe she was in the kennel that day and it might explain why she.......umm... never mind....

I kinda lost track of the time and I think the session went overtime and kinda blended into the post Midnight Madness chat. We all got to watch Princess work poor tease over until he could barely type. I was OK until she mentioned that she was wearing pantyhose and was sitting on his face. That's when I felt the cage tighten up and also was the start of feeling the intense need and want that I've had so much trouble with all this week. She and Ms Kate had a few other boys glazed over and buying prezzies for everybody. Having control over boys to that extent is truly awesome to see. I'm glad I'm immune to that stuff.

Before the night was over, Princess fessed up to everybody what a wanton sex kitten she had been while growing up. I'm not gonna repeat all of what she said (except for the part I already mentioned about having sex in the front yard), because I don't want to risk getting my blog shut down. But Princess... thank you for being so honest and willing to share with us! You sure did make you're little bitchass smile and laugh... and yes... it also made me feel like climbing the walls and wonder just how soon I'm gonna get out of your cage.

Thanks to Princess and Ms Kate for another wonderful evening! These two Goddesses are totally amazing! Midnight Madness is a blast, and it will probably get even better each week, if that's possible.

Well, bitchass actually has to get back to work, so eveybody be good and I'll see y'all at Thursday night's Tease Time! Byeeeeeeeeee!

little bitchass

Sorry for the late Tease Time post everybody. Bitchass didn't have time to work on it today.

Princess Grace put on another amazing demonstration at Tease Time last night. I am always in awe watching the way she works the people in the room, having everybody in the palm of her hand... hee hee.. from start to finish. But most times it's from start to not-finish.

Bitchass was in the 5th day of the latest lockdown period, so I pretty much figured I didn't have a snowball's chance in hell to get let out for it. So I got there to sit in my own little torture chamber watching her do her thing.

The crowd was a bit smaller than the usual throng, but that just made it easier for Princess to focus on individuals more, reducing most of them to quivering lumps of jello by the time she got done with them.

I was impressed when shrimpy came in sporting his new titanium reinforced shell that he picked up at some reef sale somewhere. He wasn't taking any chances on getting stepped on this time.

Princess got a chance to focus on one of the newcomers in the room. His name was Woodchuck, and from his long flowing beard and the fact that he was named after a furry little wildlife creature, I figured him for some mountain man or maybe the newest member of ZZ Top. It didn't matter, Princess smelled fresh meat and went after him mercilessly.

Billybear was able to show up too, and as always, he tried to help me out of my cage situation by trying to get me in trouble. What a pal! Wuv ya, billybear! lmao... lmaooooo...

Princess made two new mp3s for the event, and everybody was instructed to go to her blog and listen to one or the other. Princess must've felt sorry for me, so she only made us listen to one of them. The first had a forced fem theme and was called "Glory_Hole_Girl". The second mp3 was about a young cocktease and was called "Naughty_school_gets_her_A". Seeing how I kinda like forced fem, I chose to listen to the first, and it was awesome as usual. Princess can do any type of theme she wants, and with her voice and teasing ability, these mp3s will just carry you away, and if you're not careful, you'll be breaking her "No cummies" rule..... that is, if she doesn't happen to have you locked in a cage.

After Princess goes to bed tonight, I'm gonna sneak over to her blog and listen to the other one too.

When everybody was done listening, Princess got started on the main attraction. Her Tease. After she was nice enough to answer about 5 million questions, she was able to proceed with the tease and believe me... she is GOOD at this! All but about 3 of us were allowed to get out cocks and clitties, lube up, and begin to follow her special stroking instructions. She made them all switch to different stroking techniques from time to time and got everyone to the edge and held them there.

I was having a pretty difficult time watching this and tried a couple of times to sneak into the crowd and join in. But I think Princess has some kind of alarm on my collar, and she seemed to know every time I tried it. Now here's where I want to show you what a kind and generous Mistress she is. She must've been touched by my pitiful attempts to cheat, and she told me,

"Awwww jemmie... I'll tell you what.... you can drizzle some lube in between the slats of your cage... that should help.... ::giggle::"

Wasn't that just the sweetest thing for her to do for me? I thought so......

I even got desperate at one point, and gave it my best fake cry, but Princess saw through that too and told me,

"it doesn't count unless I can hear it, so suck it up!"

With that, I put my tail between my legs and went back to sit out the rest of the session, although I was not any less needy. And Princess went back to her quivering jello lumps.

Everybody was still balancing precariously on the edge, pleading and moaning, when all of a sudden Princess lovingly told them,

"OK, hands off!"

I think she still heard squishing sounds from some parts of the room....

"I said stop! Take your hands away, NOW!"

The squishing sounds stopped abruptly, leaving the room deathly silent except for some quiet sobbing sounds, and to be honest, a little giggling from me, cuz I was NOT gonna be the only one to go away needy.

As she does most weeks, Princess showed her concern by asking in her best teasy voice,

"So! How's everybody doing? lmao... lmaoooo"

And Tease Time was over for another week.

Princess, you about drove me crazy with want and need, and the cage woke me up before the alarm clock did this morning, but I will always enjoy Tease Time. I wouldn't miss it or the chance to see you in action for the world! Your little bitchass wuvs you Princess!

Until next time,

little bitchass

An interesting question was posed to me today during an IM with my all cute and waddley little carebear pal, billybear. The question was this:

"Why does someone become so important to you that you would cage yourself?"

That stopped me and made me think, and it's a really really good question. Now, I've blogged about being in the cage and what I've been experiencing while in it, but haven't really posted anything about the "why" aspects. As I begin writing this, I have no idea what I plan to say. I'm just gonna do what I try to do for most of my other posts, which is to just start writing something and then at some point, the entry writes itself.

To start with, I should give you some background on how this whole chastity thing came about in the first place. When Princess first started talking with me in emails and IMs, and before I ever made a call to her, we talked a lot about what my different kinks and interests were. Along with all the other fetishes of mine that went into her database, chastity devices were mentioned. The idea of being locked up kinda excited me. We talked about them only briefly though. I was curious about wearing one, but hadn't really given it much serious thought, because my home situation wouldn't allow it. I expressed an interest to Princess about it, but she told me at the time that she wasn't sure she wanted to go that way with me. So it got forgotten about until Princess sent me the latest goody box last month and surprised me with a CB2000.

So now, here I am locked up tight, and I get asked this really great question by billybear. Being locked up by Princess has pretty much forced me to think about caged feelings and the reasons for feeling them, which I wasn't doing before I actually got stuck in this damn thing, and so I may actually be able to attempt an answer to his question.

OK, first off, I'm sure you know that I love playing with bondage, and a cage is actually a form of bondage. "Cock bondage", as Princess called it. But even though the bondage concept excites me, I wouldn't be wearing this devious device full time if that was the only reason for wearing it.

Instead, I'm wearing this cage especially for Princess Grace's enjoyment.

One of the things that I get the most satisfaction from is giving over control to Princess. That control can be in any area, but until the cage came along, orgasm denial was the most intensely satisfying, because I was giving her control of one of my basic human needs. But even in denial, I still kept the ability to touch myself and play, as long as I didn't cum.

In our earliest discussions relating to cages, Princess told me how much she loves cages.... taking away the ability to touch and to stroke..... how she loves the fact that they want to touch it so badly but it's still out of reach... that they have to ask for permission.... how she loves it when the person begs to touch it, to the point where they break down and cry.... So at the time, I thought, "If this makes her happy, I'd love to be able to give it to her." When Princess changed her mind and decided on locking me up, I was excited to finally be able to give her something special that she might really enjoy the hell out of! So even though Princess sent me the cage and told me when to click the lock closed, she was not the one physically putting it on me. She wanted me in it, but I was the one who clicked the lock closed, and I did it because I wanted to. I wanted to give her the ultimate in control. Simply put, I wanted to make Princess Grace happy.

So that brings us back to billybear's question. Why would someone become so important to you that you would cage yourself? I could give you a bazillion reasons why I think Princess has become that important to me, but I'd probably be writing for months.

Silly as it may sound to some of you, Princess has given so much to me. She has snapped her leash onto my collar and made my life exciting again. She's made me feel like I'm a person who's worth something. She's taken the time to try to understand me more than anyone has before. She has given me an awesome opportunity to serve her. She shines so brightly that I love getting up in the mornings to her sunrise and hoping that maybe I'll see her that day. I'll be forever grateful for the help and support she gave me when I was going through tough times. She has always been there for me and I will always be there for her. Unconditionally.

Princess has also become a very dear and close friend of mine. I used to worry in the beginning if being this close might keep her from being an effective Domme Mistress to me. She has since shown me that I had no reason at all to worry about that. Now I worry more about friend type worries... like when she is not feeling well, or maybe when she might be feeling hurt by something. Is she OK? Is she working herself too hard? Is she getting enough sleep?

So there you have some of the reasons why Princess Grace has become so important to me that I would lock myself up for her. I joke a lot about using the "A" word, but damn it, when it comes right down to it, I WOULD do anything for her. It may not always be easy, but the rewards are well worth it.

I wuvs my Mistress!

little bitchass

The debut of Midnight Madness was last night in the main chatroom. I just wanted to do a quickie post to congratulate Princess Grace and Ms Kate on a job well done! You both were fantastic, and I think Midnight Madness is gonna take off and do really well!

I had a really great time, and it looked to me like all of the other chatters were enjoying it as well. The two Chatresses were in fine form, and a lot of the hour was spent playing a little game that involved answering questions about the Hosts, and a choice of two very yummy prizes was offered! I got lucky, and I ended up winning in a squeaker. To win the very first game on the very first night of Midnight Madness is a real honor for me.

The prize was the choice of either a pair of Ms Kates panties, or a free 10 minute call with the two Mistresses. I knew right away what prize I would choose. I decided to take the call. I think a few of the roomies thought I made a bad decision, but my thinking was this:

First of all. Princess is my Mistress, and I will jump at any chance for a call with her, and having Ms Kate on the call with her is sure to be fun! (I think both Mistresses are already rubbing their hands together at the prospect of having a caged up bitchass to torment).

Second, Ms Kate's panties would be a nice addition to any sissy's wardrobe, but any panties that make it into my panty draw are gonna get worn. Well, Ms Kate wears all those yummy little string bikinis and thongs, and ever since Princess locked me into the CB2000, I can't wear skimpy little treasures like those anymore until I get let out. So the decision was actually an easy one for me.

I'm gonna close now and go study the Mistress's blogs "as hard as I can" to prepare for the next Midnight Madness.

Princess Grace and Ms Kate, thank you so much for having me at this event. It was a wonderful night. Can't wait for the next one!

little bitchass

Called Princess on Saturday night... did bitchass get let out? Wait and see...

I was kinda surprised when I saw the chat window pop up on Saturday night, considering the fact that MsGrace wasn't feeling real well the night before and I hadn't seen her online all day. But she remembered (she remembers everything.... so be careful what you tell her when you're confessing your fetishes to her...lol..) me saying I was hoping for a call, and sure enough, after no sign of her all day, there she was! I do so wuv my Princess!

She said she was ready for me to call, so I called her number and got that sexy "hellloooo?" , and off we went. We had a really good session of girl talk, getting caught up on all that had been going on with each other's lives since all the way back on Tuesday when I called her last. We also spent a lot of time talking about hair and hairstyling, and she gave me some great tips on things to try and how to do them. BTW, I am SOOOO jealous that somebody bought her a nice hot roller set. I WANT A WISHLIST TOO, GODDAMMIT!

While we were talking about hair, it reminded me that I had wanted to tell Princess about a dream I had. I think it was inspired by one of the last mp3s she posted for Tease Time, the one about the sissy at the beauty salon. What's wierd is that I normally don't remember dreams, and if I do, they are gone withing a few minutes after waking up. But this was different... something woke me up in the middle of the dream, and I think that something was that the cage seemed to have gotten very small.

The dream was kinda fading by the time I got to tell Princess about it, but I remember she was in it (that explains the small cage), and I remember that Princess was a stylist at a salon I went to for a haircut, and I didn't recognize her as somebody who I had done some unknown and unsavory thing to some years back. So the dream was about her getting her revenge on me. I don't remember a lot of detail now, but I know it involved haircoloring (probably blonde), a super femme hairstyle, and permanent makeup. Not sure what else, because I woke up before I ever found out all that happened. Whatever happened, it had my hot buttons pushed all the way to the floor, and I felt like the cage had become a vise. It might've made a good script for one of Princess' mp3s if only I could remember all of it. Oh well.... ::sigh:: Anyway, back to the call.....

After we had caught up on our gossiping, we started talking about the cage and how I was doing in it. Princess thought that since I had blogged about how well I had been doing in it, that maybe I should stay in it for a while longer. Of course my answer was...

"I'll stay in it if that's what you want, Princess"

After I realized what I said, I quickly crumbled and it took next to no time for Princess to have me begging for her to please let me out. She asked me..

"And what will you do for me to get me to let you out, honey?"

::Oh no... she wants to hear the dreaded "A" word! EEEEEEK!"::

I paused.... I know what saying the "A" word can do. But I only paused for a second or two before I couldn't stand it any longer...

"I'll do anything you want, Princess... but pleeeeaasseee let me out?"

"What was that you said?"

"I said I'll do anything you want, Princess, but please oh please just let me out!"

"Awwwwww... you realize that saying you'll do anything for a Mistress can be a very dangerous thing to do?

"Princess! I don't care! Just let me out... PLEASEEEEE??????"

By this time she had turned me into a wreck, and was working me over so hard that I was begging and pleading after each question she asked me.

"What if I let you out, but don't let you cum?"

"Princess! You wouldn't do that!"

::giggles::

"Oh honey.....that's not a good way to ask to get let out of a cage"

I was absolutely in another place by this time, and even though this part gets a little hazy, I remember things coming out of my mouth that didn't even sound like me. I mean not even like my voice, but I'll have to ask Princess if she noticed that. I think she got me to say the "A" word a few more times before she came up with something she wanted me to do for her, but that is our little secret and I don't think I want to tell everybody what it was....

She continued...

"Do you have a pair of scissors handy?"

"YESSSS! Right on the desk, just in case, Princess!"

::giggles::

"OK... pick up the scissors and just look at them... think about what you'd like to cut with them"

The scissors were less than a foot away from the tamperproof lock, but she wasn't gonna let me cut it!

"Pleeeease let me cut the lock, Princess?"

Finally she must've feared for my sanity, and told me to go ahead and cut the lock!

"But don't you dare take the lock out of the pin! I want you to just look at the cut lock sitting there"

I either had a pair of faulty scissors or my hand was shaking too much, and it took me 3 tries to finally cut it, then I had to sit there and just look at it.

::giggles::

After an eternity of staring at the cut lock, Princess told me to take it out and remove the cage.

"Oh thank you, thank you, thank you, Princess!"

"But when the cage is off, don't you dare touch it yet!"

I had to calm down to avoid ripping off the cage, because I knew what that would feel like, so I carefully pulled off the cage and the cuff ring underneath, and it was off!

"How does that feel, baby?"

"OMG... it feels like.... freedom... and it looks like a zebra with stripes all over it!"

"Now, what do you want more than anything?"

"OMG Princess! I want to cum!"

"How much do you want to cum? Enough to beg Me for it?"

Bitchass begged her ass off at this point. Then begged some more....

"OK.. get the lube out.... drizzle it all over it.... then you can stroke it for me... hard strokes..."

Yes folks, "stroke".... none of that sissy rubbing of clitty tonight for bitchass... that takes too much concentration. I wanted to feel my pink nailed fingers wrapped around it and the hell with everything! I was NOT gonna fool around... OMG.. the lube made it feel so good! So squishy!

At this point, Princess started taking me back into the fantasy place that she took me to on Tuesday's call, and I was in such a state that I easily dropped right back into it... the wrists chained to the ceiling, ankles cuffed to floor, stretched tight... corsetted... 6 inch heels with spreader bar... OMG Princess! I WUV YOUUUU! The only difference was that there was no cage, and she had me imagine that the fingers I felt were hers, and that she was the one stroking me. Easy to see, she got me to the edge very quickly and made me stay there, then let me drop off while she talked about things that I truthfully can't remember now, and then back up to the edge again and again. Gawd, she is sooo good at this!... I wanted release so bad! Waiting for the moment she was gonna tell me to stop and put the cage back on.... but no.....

"Cum for Me, My little bitchass...... cum for Me nowwwww!"

OMG... I can't even describe how it felt.... just.... WOW! After 16 days in that damn cage, I had finally gotten to feel something, and then even better, was allowed to cum, and what better way to get release than by hearing Princess' voice leading me on. But I came, and I came hard, and I don't know if I was loud or not this time but I really don't care... I just let go and let Princess carry me. I don't think it has ever felt so good to cum before.

After I had calmed down enough to speak again, Princess instructed me.

"Now honey... you're gonna go and wash the cage out really good, and I trust you to take a shower without stroking again, even though you are gonna want to. Then when you're done, the cage gets locked back on. And this time, you don't know for how long... it might be a week, two weeks, a month, maybe more... and BTW sweetie... I think you know that tomorrow is gonna be bad. You are going to want like never before..."

"Yes Princess... I know it's gonna be bad, but I'm willing to wear your cage for you and deal with the want."

"That's my good girl.."

And with that, we said our goodnights, and the call was over.

Princess.... you are just awesome... you can do it all... as always, I'm so happy that you found me and that I'm all yours.....

So until next time, I'm caged again and still Your

little bitchass

Tease Time and other thoughts....

I went into Thursday night's Tease Time with a pretty good idea that I was going to be leaving in a much wantier condition than when I went in. As regular readers of this blog know, Princess Grace has had me locked in a CB2000, and Thursday was Day 14. So, from earlier conversations with Princess regarding possible length of time spent in the cage, I was pretty sure that little bitchass was not gonna be let out this week. Did I get let out by the end of the chat event? Not telling yet... wait and see...

As she does for most of her Tease Time chats (every Thursday at 10PM EST), Princess recorded some more totally yummy mp3s for us to listen to to tenderize us before she actually put the clamps down and melted us all into little teased puddles. So, she posted the first mp3 on her blog and we were instructed to listen to it, followed by the two others she had recorded. If anyone reading this has never heard Princess Grace's amazing voice before, do yourself a favor, follow the links below and take a listen. She has many more mp3s on her site. Just follow the links to her audio page.

The first mp3 was about a boy who's foot fetish gets discovered , the second mp3 was about an unlucky (ok... maybe lucky) panty thief, and the third mp3 was about a sissy who just happens to get MsGrace as his hairstylist (mmmm..... jealous....) I enjoyed all of them, but the hairstyling one was right up my alley. Yummy! Hearing Princess' voice has always made me squirm, but even more so since I've been locked up.

Princess kept everyone busy in the room by using some recently discovered magical talents and shrunk everone down to about 3 inches tall, so she could play with us like dolls. Billybear tried to get me to jab a syringe containing snake oil into Princess' ankle to try and help everybody escape, but by the time he did, it was too late. The syringe was just too big and heavy for me to lift. After that foolish attempt to take her down, Princess put most of us in a glass box for safekeeping. I say "most", because she decided to use one particular boy as a "special" doll, and started getting carried away to the point where I was expecting to hear nonstop hiccups from her at any second. But then she remembered that Tease Time was still going on, so she shook off her feelings of pure bliss and got back to the business at hand.

The time had flown by, and there was not much time left in the chat, so Princess made everybody get em out and she proceeded to demonstrate what an awesome cockteasing bitch she is. Strokers got out their cocks and stroked, sissies got out their clitties and rubbed, and those locked up got nothing (which I think Princess particularly enjoyed). So poor little bitchass got to sit there and listen to Princess tease the living daylights out of everybody, while not being able to touch and feel anything. I mostly had my needywantys under control for most of the day, but this just brought them back with a vengeance, which is I'm sure exactly what Princess had in mind. Princess asked me,

"jemmie, do you want to stroke for me?"

"YESSSSSSSSSSS!"

"awwwww.... too bad you can't"

No dice..... this wasn't gonna be my night. By the time we got close to the end of Tease Time, I was about to climb the walls. Princess worked everybody over right up until the last minute, and when all were teetering on the edge of cumming, she said,

"OK.. take your hands away!"

::collective moans and groans::

So little bitchass did NOT get to cum, but also did not even get to touch anything, but at least nobody else got to cum either. I couldn't help but say what was on my mind, which was,

"neener neener neener"

Princess shot back,

"Now jemmie, that wasn't very nice"

"You DO want to get let out of that cage sometime, don't you? ::giggle::"

"Yes, Princess..... I'll be good...."

So with that, Princess closed out another episode of Tease Time. Even being locked up, I wouldn't miss one of these chats for the world! It may be frustrating at times, but doing stuff for my Mistress that might not be so easy is another one of the things that I love giving to her.

I also wanted to share a few thoughts on the post Tease Time chatting.

After Tease Time was over, a few people were talking about how Princess had not allowed anybody to cum, and another chatter stated that Mistress can't really stop you from cumming. Well that made me think, and while it's true that she can't physically stop me, she can still stop me in other ways. First, she stops me by keeping me in this cage. Yes, I could cut the lock and get out any time I want to, but Princess would know the first time she looked at the lock on webcam. One of the worst feelings I ever had around Princess was when I thought I disappointed her, and I know that cutting the lock without her permission would do just that. So while she may not be here to physically stop me from cumming, she is most definitely stopping me by using my own desire to please her to do it. Others may not feel the same way as I do, but that's cool too.

Every person who uses this service has his or her own reasons for doing so. All may have different fantasies. Some may use it simply as a way to "get their rocks off", while others get fulfillment by giving some part of themselves back to their Mistresses. There are as many reasons for using the service as there are users, and no way is more "right" than any other. I only know what works for me, and that is doing my best to make Princess Grace smile.

See you all next time, and Princess, thanks for another wonderful evening!

little bitchass

Decision, decisions, decisions.....

Last night. I was finally able to get Princess Grace on a badly needed call. Yesterday was my 12th day in the CB2000, but this was not the only reason why I say the call was badly needed. I'm not sure that anyone other than one of MsGrace's callers will understand this, but it had been over 3 weeks since I had last called her, and I just needed to feel that connection that you get only in a call with her. I would've been happy just to talk and get caught up, but when I got Princess on the phone and mentioned this to her, she giggled and said, "Are you kidding? Nope nope... you're sitting there in a cage.... we're gonna play!" I really don't even need or want her to ask me what I want to do on calls anymore. Giving up total control to her and having her decide what she's going to do, without me questioning it, is a big deal for me.

So I called, and got to hear her amazing voice again, and we gossiped and chatted for awhile just getting caught up. I love this part of our calls, because I always feel like I'm talking to my closest friend, and feel our "girlfriend connection" very strongly.

Then it was time to play. Princess switched gears into Mistress Mode, strapped me into the front seat, tromped on the gas and away we went...

My memory starts to get a little iffy towards the later portion of the call because of how deep she always sinks me, but I'll tell you as well as I can remember what went on.

First, Princess told me to get "the white toy", which in case you don't know, is my friend Anita, who is an Aneros. She had me lube it up good and giggled while I inserted it, and then told me to sit down. Slowly. As I have said in the past, and no doubt will say again, "EEEEEEP!" Anita stayed nestled in my lower regions all through the rest of the call, and added her input to the sensations that MsGrace's beautiful voice was already creating.

Princess started to weave one of her awesome fantasies. I can only speak for myself here, but with me, her fantasies are not just generic stories, but instead are carefully woven just for me, using every bit of information about me that she has stored away in that lovely head of hers.

I was standing in a bedroom, waiting silently for her, dressed in only the CB2000. Princess entered the room carrying a large bag. She placed it on the bed and began taking things out and laying them on the bed, asking me if I like what I'm seeing and what I think she's going to do with them. Oh yeah.... I liked alright!

Princess brings a pair of tight black panties and slips them on me, their tightness holding the cage in a firm grip. Then she brings a pair of black pantyhose and rolls them up my legs and over the panty covered cage. Over top of that, she puts on a pair of sexy, black, thong panties. Then she says it's time for some shoes... black patent leather with six inch heels, which she proceeds to slip onto my feet.

"I'll bet you're wondering what these leather tabs on the back of the shoes are for, huh?"

Bringing over a pair of small straps, she threads them through the tabs on the back of each shoe, and locks each strap around an ankle, making that familiar "snick" sound. She happily informs me that the panties are not coming off without the pantyhose coming off first, and the pantyhose are not coming off over those locked heels.

She goes back to the bed and picks up a pair of pretty, pink leather cuffs, locks them on my wrists and clips them together. She bring my hands up over my head, and clips the cuffs to a chain hanging from the ceiling, stretching me tight. Then she goes to the bed and comes back with a heavy, black corset, the kind with strict boning, places it around my waist, and starts to lace it up in back.

Princess laces it tighter and tighter and even puts her knee in my back to help her pull harder. But I'm not cooperating well enough and when she pulls hard on the laces, I'm not able to stay in one place, so back to the bed she goes and locks a pair of pink leather cuffs on my ankles, and attaches an 18 inch spreader bar between them. Then she attaches the cuffs to hooks in the floor, which mean that now I am totally trapped, and not able to go anywhere or even move very much. This holds me steady enough for her to finish tightening the corset, getting it to the point where I can only breathe in short, shallow breaths. Princess ties off the laces and surveys her work. She runs her hands over the corset and tells me how nicely femme it's made my waist and hips look.

She has one last item for me to wear. A beautiful pink collar, with a gold heart engraved with the name "jemmie". She places it around my neck.... ::SNICK!::

"You love wearing My collar, don't you sweetie?"

"Oh yes, Princess!"

"You love being owned by Me, don't you?"

"You know it, Princess!"

"Owned totally?

"Yesssssss!"

"You want to be Mine 100%?"

"Yes, Princess... I want that more than anything!"

"That's My good girl"

She stands back to look, as an artist would stand and look at a work in progress, deciding where to go next. But no, Princess already knows where she's going next. She goes to the bed and comes back with her new crop, which she taps me lightly with before giving me a few whacks on my ass.... then a few more whacks right on my breasts.... then..... a sharp crack right on the cage. Then another.

"I'll bet you're glad you're in that cage right now, arent you?"

Yes Princess, I am."

"I want you to tell Me."

"Princess, I'm so happy to be locked in your cage for you."

"That's my very good girl...."

::CRACK!::

Then Princess takes the crop back to the bed and returns with her flogger. She flicks it lightly over my hips and thighs, then lightly on my back. All of a sudden, she snaps it hard over my ass. Then again... and again... I try to arch my back and move to escape the worst of it, but the chain has me stretched, and with my feet locked in place, there's just nowhere to go. She snaps me again... and again...

"Tell me how much you want this!"

"Princess, I want it so much... please!"

"Do you want more?"

"Yes Princess! Please.... I want more! Pleaseeee... more!"

"mmmmmm.... good girl..."

::SNAP!:: ::SNAP!::

When Princess was satisfied that I had had enough, she put down the flogger and walked up to me and started running her hands over my corset, and over my breasts. She walked behind me and brought her hands from around my back and slid them down inside the front of the corset, cupping my breasts and pulling on my nipple rings. All the while, she was asking me how I was doing in her cage.

She slid her hand down inside the front of my panties and cupped the cage in it.... then started rubbing the cage, knowing full well that I couldn't feel the touch of her hand, only the movements of the cage.

"Awwww honey, think of how good this would feel if you weren't locked away in this cage.."

"Oh yes Princess... I'm thinking the very same thing."

"Mmmmm.... Me rubbing you like this.... feeling My hand... feeling My touch..."

"Princess.... Pleaseee.... I want this thing off of meeee!" Please let me take it off.."

"Well honey, I was thinking of letting you take it off and maybe even cum, but then you said in your blog how well you were doing, so I don't think so."

"Oh you bitch!"

"::giggles:: Why jemmie, you really sounded like you meant it that time!" ::more big giggles::

"I DID mean it, Princess... You ARE a bitch tonight!"

"awwwwww..... " ::giggles::

"I'll tell you what, honey... how about if I give you a choice? How about this... you can cut the lock, and take the cage off. Then you can stroke for a few minutes, but you can't cum, and then the cage will go back on.... ORRRR.... you can just leave the cage on."

Time seemed to compress while I weighed all the options and made my decision, which seemed to surprise Princess, and to be honest, kinda surprised me too. I blurted out,

"I want to stay in your cage for you Princess. Please may I stay in your cage?"

Now I don't know if I made the right decision or not, we'll just have to see. Maybe if there's a next time I'll go the other way. But my thinking at the time was this... If I take off the cage, all I get is a few minutes of good feelings, but still won't be able to cum, then right back in the cage again. I thought that would be harder in the long run than just staying in the cage, and so here I am, still locked up.

Princess said that most boys would be so desperate to get out for even a little stroke that they'd do anything to just get the cage off, and not worry about how bad it might be for them later. But she said I thought "like a girl" and realized how tough it would be to go back into the cage after not being allowed to cum. She said she was surprised, but told me that I might just have more willpower than most and she might have to make me go for longer periods.

"And you DO know that you're gonna have to do that sooner or later, right?"

"Yes Princess... whatever you think you want to do is OK with me"

Since time was getting short, Princess had me sit forward and work out with Anita a little bit more. We tried front to back, and side to side motions, and I found that a circular motion was pretty darn good too! I looked down at one point, saw a small puddle on the chair directly under the end of the cage, and had to remark to Princess,

"Hmmm... there's a lot of pre-cum here!"

I guess Anita coaxed that out of me, but I don't remember it happening.

And then I was out of time and had to leave, so we said our goodbyes and the call was over. I am still going over questions in my head that I want to ask Princess about, but the call itself was fantastic! All of my calls with MsGrace have been wonderful, and it seems each one is better than the last. But even with that, this call seemed slightly different in some other unexplainable way, and I'm wondering if it was because of the different issues brought up by focusing on the cage, such as turning over control, obedience, or maybe something else. I'm hoping that Princess can help me out by giving me input on what she might think the difference is. I just know that ever since the call, I have been feeling a much stronger link to her, even if I'm not sure exactly what it is.

Thank you for the wonderful experience, Princess! I loved every minute of it and love being your pet. I hope you had a great time and now I'm looking forward to the next call!

Until next time,

little bitchass

OK.... so maybe the worst ISN'T over.....

Yesterday, I posted an entry in this blog reporting on how I was feeling on my 11th day in the CB2000 that MsGrace lovingly let me wear for her. After publishing the post, I went about my workday, doing my job until I had a chance to go back and check for typos and other little cleanup chores. When I read it again, I started thinking that it might have been a mistake to publish it in the first place, and thought about deleting it, but decided that since I spent half my lunch hour writing it, I'd just let it stay.

The reason for having second thoughts about it was that on the second look, I started thinking that this might look as good as a challenge to Princess Grace, and if it did, I could be in big trouble, because Princess is not one to let a challenge to her go unanswered. The post wasn't intended to be a challenge, just a report on how I was feeling, but I know a little about my Mistress, and this post was likely to put that evil gleam in her eye that she gets when she sees an opportunity to tease a caged pet.

So I let it stay, and went about my business. Yesterday just felt like a "normal day", whatever that is. No strong urges to feel, and didn't find myself with my hand on the cage every few minutes like I did on Saturday. I am still not having any fit issues, and I really wasn't aware that I had it on for most of the day. That lasted all the way up until last night, when I saw Princess in the chatroom and went in to join in the fun.

Princess was in a great mood, which always makes being in the chatroom with her a blast! She was having no trouble handling all the chatters at once, which never ceases to amaze me, even though I've seen her do it countless times. People were coming in who I didn't even recognize, and they'd ask Princess if she remembered them. Princess remembers everybody, as well as their interests and even what they did on some long ago call. Awesome! The conversation in the room was going so fast that I was starting to have a hard time following it all, but Princess was handling it all like it was a walk in the park. My pal billybear made an appearance but didn't stay too long. (He must've spoken with Princess and was squeamish about what was about to happen to me.) Everyone was getting MsGrace's attention, and that brings me back to the topic for this post.

Once Princess warmed up, she started working me over with comments here and there about how I was doing in the cage, and if I felt the need to stroke things for her. It wasn't too very long before she made it clear to me that she had read yesterday's post, and that maybe I had been a little premature in my statement about the worst being over. And my use of the term "worst" does not mean that the feelings I have when I'm needywanty are "bad" in any way, on the contrary, it's just that they can be very intense and hard to deal with when you have other things to do in the Realworld. Princess was teasing everyone in a way that was most effective for them, drawing stuff from that awesome database in her head. At one point, she was telling one of her pets about what she was going to be doing to him in their upcoming call, and at the same time poked me really good too.

Msgrace: I want you to have plenty of lube
MsGrace: I like to hear it really squishy
MsGrace: jemmie, you remember how that used to sound, don't you?
MsGrace: before you were all locked up...
MsGrace: LMAO

Oh yeah.... got me good, Princess...

Her pet expressed a little sympathy for me, but was quickly reassured by Princess...

MsGrace: awwww... don't worry about jemmie
MsGrace: she is doing fine
MsGrace: her own words
MsGrace: LMAOOOO

OUCH! Yep... she read todays post alright....

jem: hmmm... I think I'm gonna go edit my blog...
MsGrace: awwww... way too late for that now....

On and on it went. Princess letting me know that the worst is over only when SHE wants it to be over. Miss Tara made her way into the room and played for awhile, but she took it very easy on me and didn't spank me even once! OK, there may have been a few threats of it, but she must've been feeling sorry for me or something. By the time I had to leave the room to go to bed, I was back to rubbing over the cage every few minutes. The want was just as bad and maybe even worse than it was on Saturday. My advice, don't EVER write anything, say anything, or do anything that might look even remotely like a challenge to Princess Grace's teasing skills. There's only one outcome from that. You will LOSE!

So here I am at work, and as I write this I keep finding that my hand is on my crotch, unconsciously rubbing the the cage. I realize it take my hand away, but it just keeps finding it's way back. So, Princess has shown me again, that the worst is not over, it may have only just begun.

But the feeling of giving this part of me over to her is oh so satisfying for me, and I'm willing to have her take this wherever she eventually wants to go with it, as long as she is getting something out of it too. I hope that this doesn't become just another chore for her. I wuvs her and want her to have all the fun she can with this.

Well, that's it for today. Stay tuned for any updates! I may do a phone call tonight, and we'll see where that goes.

Princess..... as always, I'm still thrilled to be yours and love having you for my keyholder!

litle bitchass

More thoughts.... good days.... think the worst is over....

I thought y'all might think I'm a whiny baby if I only blog about the CB2000 to complain when things aren't going well. I also don't want to scare off any pets who have Princess Grace sizing them up for one. So relax, this will be a quickie post because I'm on my lunch hour at work.

As anybody who read my last blog entry knows, Friday and especially Saturday were very needy days for me. I'm not gonna repeat why, but if you want to see why, look here.

Yesterday was as good as Saturday was bad. I had no uncontrollable urges to touch things. I hardly even knew the cage was on throughout the day, that's how comfortable it was. I had been worried a bit because I had to do a lot of lawnmowing and weed pulling, but even with all that walking around, pushing the mower, and up and down all afternoon pulling weeds, I had not a single pinch or uncomfortable moment. After finishing, I came in and got a shower, and even then, had no uncontrollable urges to touch. The rest of the night was the same, and has continued throughout today.

I thought at first that this turnaround was because I was doing other things that kept my mind off of being stuck in the cage, but if that was true, I would've had the need to feel come back during my shower and the rest of the night as well. Another possibility is that I didn't hear from Princess yesterday, and because of that, I didn't go into my needywanty mode. But here's one more possibilty that might explain the turnaround. Maybe any of you reading this who have been in this situation before can tell me if this explanation makes any sense or not.

I'm wondering if I haven't just turned a corner and that the worst may be over with. Now before you laugh too hard about that, remember that after Saturday's problem, I'm grabbing for any life preserver that's thrown my way. But maybe there's some truth to it. Maybe I've been stuck in this long enough (11 days at this writing) where I've gotten used to it enough to be able to start putting it out of my mind. If that explanation turns out to be bullshit, I'll let y'all know when the needywantys come back.

So there it is... I'm enjoying my day... not consumed by the cage. Where it goes from here is anybody's guess. Actually, that's wrong... there's no guessing at all on Princess' part about where it goes next, because I gave her the keys to the ride, and she's driving.

OK... Ta ta for now.... Catch you next time.

little bitchass

Thought for today..... Hmmmmm.... bitchass is beginning to sweat!

The reason for this post is to honestly relate to you some feelings I've been having, and it came about as a result of an IM I had with Princess Grace around lunchtime today. She suggested that I might blog about it for the benefit of any others who might be interested. I will also include parts of today's IM so that you will see again how Princess cares about me and sympathizes with my predicament. I'm so lucky to be hers.....

In a previous post, I talked about the cage, and the fact that Princess had warned me that I was gonna love it sometimes and hate it at others. Princess has also told me many times about boys who get so desperate to get out of the cage that they will beg, cry, and worse. Of course, I figured that I would never get to the point of crying to get out. I think I even laughed when she told me that. But, I had also told her on quite a few occasions that I couldn't see myself ever begging to cum either. Boy, was I ever wrong about that one. Now, I've only been locked away for 9 days at this point, and I don't feel like I'm about to cry or anything, but am starting to feel just a little bit nervous.

OK..... so today has turned into a "hate day".

I was noticing in the past few days that I had been having more and more of a need to "feel something", and I think that a lot of that was due to the way Princess has been lightly teasing me about it, and even more, the way the last Tease Time turned out. Last night, those "need to touch" feelings were pretty strong at times, but I got through them and was OK until about lunchtime today.

That was when my IM window went active, and I was ecstatic to see that it was Princess on the other end. After talking about lots of different stuff, the conversation drifted back to the cage, and I mentioned how I was starting to have a little trouble with wanting to touch and rub, but not being able to feel much because of the cage. What follows is the part of our IM relating to the subject of lockdown.....

Jem: I have been wanting to touch soooooooo bad....
Jem: your fault
MsGrace: awwwww
MsGrace: My fault lol
Jem: lol
Jem: yessssssss
Jem: I see exactly what you meant by loving this thing and sometimes hating it
MsGrace: I told youuuuuuu ::giggles::
Jem: and I didn't listennnnnnnnnn
Jem: thought it would be easyyyyyyyyyy
Jem: dumb jemjem.....
Jem: but its good for me to go through this
MsGrace: it will be ok I promise ::smile::

It was here that I misread her last line as "I will be OK", instead of "it will be OK" and I said something that didn't help my chances of getting out in the near future.

Jem: oh yeah... I'm glad my predicament isn't bothering you
Jem: lol
Jem: you cockteasing bitch!
MsGrace: LMAOOOOO
MsGrace: there you can write that in blog
MsGrace: lmao
MsGrace: and nope
MsGrace: not bothering Me a bit darling ::giggles::

Super....

Jem: ooopsies
MsGrace: lmao
Jem: well..... the need to feel is strong, but still.... knowing that its for you is very satisfying
Jem: the tougher it gets, the more I think of you and thats a good thing
Jem: god.... I WANNA TOUCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!
Jem: waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
MsGrace: lmaoooo
Jem: stop itttttttttttttttttttttttttttt
MsGrace: write about it in blog
MsGrace: how you want to touch
MsGrace: how it feels
MsGrace: be honest
MsGrace: share
Jem: ok...... will write something.... if I can keep my hands away long enough
MsGrace: awwww
MsGrace: you can keep your hands away
MsGrace: cause nothing to touch down there anymore honey
MsGrace: ::giggles::

Feeling of impending doom sets in here....

Jem: you know....
MsGrace: yessss
Jem: you talked about boys begging and crying to get out...
MsGrace: I have huh
MsGrace: can you imagine them crying like that
MsGrace: ohh no
MsGrace: not you huh
MsGrace: ::giggles::
Jem: yes... and I thought that would'nt happen with me
Jem: it hasn't yet..... but I can see where this is going
Jem: I truthfully couldn't see me begging to cum but I ended up doing it
Jem: now this
MsGrace: ::giggles::
MsGrace: I know
Jem: I don't really feel like its bad enough to make me cry to get out, but I have no idea what it will feel like as I go longer
Jem: but gets really intense at times... like right now with you giggling and teasing me
MsGrace: mmmm
MsGrace: and you are not getting teased hard core yet
MsGrace: just wait

We were interrupted at this point by somebody who came to her door, probably the milkman, but eventually she came back, and I asked her if it was alright to add some text of our IM into my blog entry. She didn't have a problem with it.

MsGrace: ok honey, I trust you
Jem: and I trust you tooooooooooo

And here's where, in a lame attempt to be funny, I made one final blunder....

Jem: I also trust that you're gonna make me pay for thinking I'm not gonna cry..... lol
MsGrace: your right lol
MsGrace: you are going to pay

How's that for sympathy and gentle understanding? She's great, isn't she?

So that was it, Princess had something to do so we said our goodbyes and POOF she was gone...

So I was left sitting there in my now familiar needywanty condition. I eventully decided I'd go have a smoke and forget about the cage for a few minutes. But guess what? It didn't work. Nope nope nope. All it did was let me think of the cage while I smoked. I'm thinking I may want to stock up on the Kleenex, but let's just wait and see where this goes next.

Princess, I'm only teasing you about your sympathetic and caring nature. Nobody is more caring than you are. Please know that I always wuv you, even if I cry and beg and call you nasty names at some point. But you know, I have noticed that this problem I'm having seems to increase in intensity whenever we chat. Hmmmmm......

little bitchass

Tease Time Torture Thursday....

I had planned to do a nice detailed post about last night's Tease Time, but now that I'm sitting here at the keyboard, I realize that I don't remember a lot of what happened. Later in this post, I'll tell you what I think is a possible explanation for that.

What I do remember is this....

Princess Grace made it into the room after having some problems with the retina scanner at the door. Once inside, she had no problem in cleanly getting through Miss Tara's metal detector, and got right down to business. There was a smaller crowd than last week's Tease Time, but that was good in that the dialog was slow enough for everyone to easily follow.

Princess had made 2 new mp3's for the occasion. The first was named "We_will_call_it_art", and was about what could happen if you ever tell Princess that "you will do anything" for her. The second mp3 was named "In_your_head", and was about a boy who just realized that Princess Grace has gotten deeply into his head. This is where I started having some problems, and where I also suspect my memory problem began. Before I even came in, I had a feeling that tonight was not gonna end well for bitchass, as it had on the previous Thursday. Well, it turns out I was pretty much right in my assessment.

After we all finished listening to the mp3's, Princess started to work out on us, by telling everyone to get out their cocks and clitties. "All except for you, jemmie, you can't touch". Princess...... why do you torture me so???

All through the rest of the session, as she teased all the other participants, she kept poking me from time to time with little comments about being in the cage, and not being able to touch or feel anything. I was getting needier and wantier as the session went on, and the fact that I couldn't do anything to get relief was making me crazy. I think this was a carryover from what was talked about in the IM that I posted yesterday. I know Princess can be the Mean Cockteasing Bitch and Mindfucktress Mistress from Hell, but throw into the mix a cock cage, and she gets this otherworldly gleam in her eyes and becomes more wicked than you could ever imagine. And then, God help you. She got me so worked up and wanting to just feel a touch.... even a little touch... that I'm sure I just dropped through the floor into that space she puts me in during our calls. To be honest, I have no recollection of any details of what went on after that except for the fact that in the end, nobody was allowed to cum.

So, I'm sorry I can't tell you more, but as long as Princess has me locked down, and as long as she is enjoying this, what you see in this post may be the norm for future posts. But I'm not complaining. I wouldn't trade places with any other subbie. Well, maybe there's one who I'd trade with, but shhhhhhhhhhh.........

Thanks to all of you for supporting this blog, and thanks to all who voted for Princess, and are keeping her in the Top Ten of Phone Sex Central. Don't stop now! Keep voting! You can vote over at Princess' blog, or you can click the "Vote for Princess" button on the right sidebar of this blog.

See you here next week, if I'm still sane!

little bitchass

Homework assignment... My date with Anita...

Yesterday I had the privilege of chatting with Princess in IM. We talked about a few new things that have been going on, and before we finished, I offhandedly told her about how needywanty I had felt on Tuesday. Wearing the cage for her has not been too terribly difficult so far, aside from the minor problem of not being able to cum and also being a little inconvenient sometimes. But Tuesday was different. For some reason I needed to feel a touch SO FREAKING BAD! It got so bad at one point that I was trying to rub myself between the bars of the cage with my fingers. That was a little iffy, because I could get my nails inside pretty easily, but it was not any kind of a good feeling. More like "OWWWWWWWW!"

So the best I could do was use my fingertips (trying to keep my nails out of the cage), and was able to just barely touch skin in a few small spots. It felt kinda good, but I couldn't get enough contact to get any good feelings built up. Talk about frustrating! I might as well be in a cage with a solid tube.

So I mentioned this to Princess. One of the things I like so much about Princess is how sympathetic she is to my frustrations. When I told her how desperate I had been feeling, she comforted me at my every complaint...

"LMAO" and "LMAOOOOO".

This also gave her an idea for some homework, which she assigned to me before signing off of the IM. My assignment was to take some time last night and hook up with Anita to continue to get to know her better. Princess feels I should get to know her much, much better, and I sure don't disagree on that. You say you don't know who Anita is? Anita is my on again, off again companion, Anita Aneros.

I decided to do my assignment right before bedtime, and when the time came, picked up Anita, pinned a corsage on her, grabbed the bottle of lube, and we retired to the bedroom for some "special time" together.

My only worry was "What if it makes me cum? Am I allowed to?" I was pretty sure I was NOT supposed to, but I had neglected to think to ask Princess that beforehand. All she said was, "The cage stays on." So I went with my best guess, and remembered that she had said that she wanted me to use the time to try different positions and movements, and to just get more used to the feelings. So I didn't have any objectives beyond that, and since the assignment was to last 35 minutes, I decided to enjoy whatever pleasures Anita provided, and hope to hell I didn't cum.

I lubed Anita up pretty well and then I laid there for 5 or 10 minutes to just get used to the feeling that something was in my ass, but after that, I let Anita do her thing... mmmmm... she does provide a variety of different feelings, depending how you make her move. I tried lots of different positions and movements with her, some better than others. Early on, my clitty started to get excited in it's cage, but when it found out that it couldn't break polycarbonate bars, it told me, "fuck you asshole, I'm outta here", and since I couldn't touch it to help it to feel better, it went off and sulked for the rest of the session.

But just because it was sulking, that didn't mean that I didn't have an extreme amount of want and need to deal with. I desperately tried rubbing between the bars again, but all that did was to get me more and more frustrated, because I could only get a little tease of what it would feel like if I was out of the damn cage. Of course, Princess knows all this from having others wear the cage, and I'm sure that when she reads this, she'll have a big grin on her face, and there will be more than a few "awwwwww's" and "LMAOOOO's".... She told me before she locked me into this thing that I would love it and hate it, and I think that I hated it pretty badly when I needed to touch something.... ANYTHING.... and couldn't feel a damn thing. But when I think about it now, the part I love about it outweighs the parts I hate by far. And the part I love about it is the feeling of knowing that Princess Grace has TOTAL control, and she and ONLY she decides when this cage will come off.

Princess, thank you for the homework assignment! I enjoyed the hell out of it even though I got frustrated at times. As long as I know you are in control, it's all good. Looking forward to more sessions with Anita!

And everyone else, remember that tonight is Tease Time in the chatroom, so try to make it, and also, don't forget to vote for Princess to show how much you appreciate her efforts!

little bitchass

Mmmmmmmm.... yummy Tease Time with a side order of Lockdown!

The latest edition of Tease Time with Princess Grace turned out to be an awesome one for little bitchass! I'll fill you in.......

I entered the room just before Princess got there and noticed that there were about ten people in the room. I had just started to stump for Princess Votes, and got a few takers, when a few wiseguys there said a few things that they wouldn't have said in front of Princess. I was about to address the problem when Princess came into the room. It took me all of a second and a half to completely forget about the wiseguys and immerse myself in MsGrace.

It never ceases to amaze me that Princess commands so much attention when she enters a room, but I see it every time she enters the chatroom. Within a few minutes of her arrival, I looked at the room count and saw that there were already 37 chatters in the room! That is an almost unheard of number, folks. It may have gone higher, and it wouldn't surprise me, but I don't think I ever looked at the room count again, once Princess got rolling.

My good friend billybear managed to show up, surprising everybody because we all thought that he was out of town for the weekend. Billybear was on the road sitting in some fleabag motel, wanking away on his laptop. He didn't even know what town he was in, except to say something about how bland it was. Billybear started lining up voters and became Chief Assistant to Ms Grace. I always like it when billybear is around, because you can always count on a lot of laughs, and he also is very good about watching my back.

After all the hellos, introductions, and small talk were over with, Princess began the festivities by posting a new mp3 on her blog, and sending us to listen to it. But this was not before she asked me in front of the room, "jemmie? How is that cage feeling?"

"Feels pretty tight, Princess..."

"Well you can take it off!"

"EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! Thank you, Princess!"

A good number of people at that point seemed absolutely amazed that Princess would put me in a cage. They would not be so surprised if they knew just how much I want to please Princess, and since Princess does enjoy a "pet in a cage" every so often, (OK... maybe not every so often... more like A LOT!!!), I am more than happy to oblige! More on this later in the post.

Everybody got warmed up by listening to the new mp3 Princess had recorded, and when it was over, she posted another one that she had just recorded. People who were able to make it thru both mp3s without cumming began "trickling" back into the room, and the main course was served.

Princess had everybody take out their clitties and cocks and begin stroking or rubbing. She got everyone to bring themselves right to the edge, and she held us there with a stern "no cummies" command. We then had a repeat visitor from last week, the Orgasm Fairy, who I remembered as being the one who had sprinkled the "no touchies" dust on me.

Last week, Princess had me attend Tease Time wearing my cage, and proceeded to tease the hell out of her helpless little bitchass. If you want to see details of what happened last week, take a look here, but to make a long story short, Princess had let the rest of the room cum, while I sat trapped inside my cage.

This week it was different.... Princess announced that the Orgasm Fairy was here to give a gift to "a special girl". Still being a little suspicious about what happened last week, I started thinking.... "OMG.... more 'No touchies' dust on the way!" But no! Princess told everyone how I was made to wait last week while everybody else came, and that this week I was gonna get the "orgasm dust" from the Orgasm Fairy. So Princess made everyone stroke and rub to the very edge, the Orgasm Fairy sprinkled the dust, Princess told everyone else "No Cummies!" and then told MEEEEEEE, "jemmie, cum for Me!" And so I did. Soooo yummy! I do so wuv my Princess Grace! Thank you, thank you, thank you!

So now, it had gone full circle... last week the whole room loved me because I was the reason they got to cum, and now this week, the room had me to blame for not being allowed to cum. But I don't think too many hated me for it, since most of the people there are my friends anyway.

So that was Tease Time. But there was one other piece of business that Princess wanted to take care of before she left to field some calls. For the last week and a half, I had been getting used to the new CB-2000, and had been wearing it almost non-stop until Princess told me to remove it before the tease. I had not been officially "locked up" by Princess yet. So far the cage has only been locked on with a padlock, and I had the key.

Now, Princess told me,

"jemmie?"

"Yes Princess?"

"I want you to take your shower tonight without the cage on. But after the shower, the cage goes back on. And this time...... with the real lock......"

"Yes Princess, as you wish. Anything for you!" (Yes, I did use the "A" word.....)

I had just been officially put into lockdown by Princess Grace. I was already still deep in space from being allowed to cum, but this show of control by Princess in front of everyone in the room was awesome! I was soooo proud to be the subject of that control!

I'll be blogging more on the lockdown situation as it unfolds, so stay tuned to this blog!

Princess, you are one amazing Mistress, and the way you command Tease Time is an awesome sight to see from your pet's perspective. The whole night was wonderful for me, and I hope that I can someday give as much back to you as you have already given me. I do love being yours, Princess....

little bitchass

P.S. As always, please do me a big favor and show Princess how much you appreciate the great job she does at Tease Time by voting for her site. You can do it from her blog, or you can also get there by following the link under "Princess Links" on the right sidebar of this blog. Thanks a million!

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Tease Time With a Twist of Denial!

Last night's Tease Time was just as awesome as always, and was a new experience for little bitchass at the same time. At one point there were over 30 chatters in the room, all of them focused on the best cocktease on the planet, Princess Grace.

Earlier in the day, I had the great privilege of a short chat with Princess, who had just returned from an amazing day of being pampered at her spa. She was in a wonderful mood, and if you'd like to get the details on that pampering extravaganza, read her blog entry for Thursday. I'm soooo jealous!

Because she was largely incapacitated by sheer bliss for most of the day, she told me that she didn't have time to make any new mp3s for Tease Time. Now I started to get worried at this point, because I knew that without mp3s, Tease Time was gonna be pure, vintage Princess, all live and all tease. Why was I worried? Because Princess has had me breaking in the new CB2000 she bought for me, and I knew I would have a really frustrating night if I was still stuck in it. Since Princess does not officially have me in lockdown yet, the lock on the CB2000 is still open, and so I took a chance and suggested that it might be best if I took off the cage for Tease Time. Her answer? "You WILL keep it on!" OK.... so much for that idea. Thanks Princess!

As the time drew near for Princess to arrive for the start of her session, billybear was busying himself setting up a refreshment stand for the nights festivities. There was plenty of Koolaid to be had, and it came in 3 flavors... Pink, Electric Pink, and Purple Snake Oil. The Electric Pink was my favorite, and it was a good idea to stay away from the Purple Snake Oil, because it had something dangerously wrong with it. There was also a good supply of Jello that somebody brought in.

Princess made her regal entrance into the room, accompanied by much ooohhing and aaahhing from the chatters. If you listened really close you could hear muffled "boings" from all parts of the room as cocks everywhere sprang to attention. Then we had the first sign of trouble. Billybear's carebear vision is not very good, and being all excited by the presence of MsGrace, he poured some of the Purple Snake Oil and drank a little before anybody could stop him. In a death scene that would've made William Shatner proud, poor billybear expired. Because he couldn't "bear" to leave Tease Time just because of a minor problem like dying, he hung around the room in ghost mode, and pitifully attempted to kiss Princess' newly painted piddies. Unfortunately, because ghosts aren't solid, he found his face going right through her feet and he ended up kissing the floor instead. Princess immediately saw that a ghost in the room would be a major worry for some of the more squeamish chatters, and so she did her Sleeping Beauty routine and brought him back to carebearhood. Princess can do anything.... (sigh). Then, she warmed herself up for the tease and worked up the foot fetish crowd by splashing her cute little feet in the Koolaid and squishing her toes in the Jello.

Then, the real tease began. Princess had everyone except me, ace, and footsie, take out their cocks and clitties and begin rubbing and stroking. Footsie was not allowed to cum, ace was not allowed to even stroke, and I could only touch plastic, which seemed to delight Princess, causing her to gleefully describe my predicament to the rest of the room every so often. What eventually saved me from going totally insane, was that since I couldn't do what everybody but ace was doing, Princess gave me a job. She told me to welcome the new people whenever they entered the room, freeing her up to do the heavy lifting, which consisted mainly of merciless teasing . Whenever things started to look bad for me, somebody would enter the room, and I would occupy my mind by sending out the welcome messages. The rest of the time my mind was squarely on Princess and "why was she being so mean to her little bitchass?"

As Princess got deeper and deeper into the tease, I started to lose track, because new people were coming in left and right, and I didn't want to get fired from my job, so I took care of the welcomes and missed a lot of what Princess was doing. My ears would perk up every so often when I would hear things like "awwwww.... poor jemmie" or "awwww jemmie, is the cage feeling tight?" But then somebody else would come in and back to work I'd go.

Eventually, Princess got everybody to the edge and held them there while we were treated by a visit from the Orgasm Fairy. Ace and footsie and me got sprinkled with pink dust as some kind of reward for not being allowed to cum. I still don't know what kind of effect the pink dust had on me. Maybe it was a tranquilizer. Maybe Princess will tell me someday...

After the Orgasm Fairy left to do his good deeds elsewhere, Princess got everybody's hopes up by hinting that just maybe she might let them cum.... all except for jemmie.... grrrrrrrrr...... And after a few more minutes, that's exactly what she did! Afterwards, Princess made up for being such a mean cockteasing bitch to me by telling everybody that the reason she let them all cum was because jemmie couldn't. Wasn't that good of her? She told everybody that they could thank me for them being allowed to cum, so at least I felt like some kind of humanitarian for being the sacrificial sissy, and it felt nice to hear everybody sucking up to Princess by thanking me. Princess is always so nice to me!

But I got the best gift of the day, when right before I was going to leave, Princess told me how good I had been, and that she was happy that I was hers. Now, those little words meant the world to me, and I realized right then and there, that being allowed to cum wasn't important, as long as I could still be hers.

You can read billybear's hilarious acid trip view of the evenings activities by going here.

Thank you so much for another great Tease Time, Princess! You rock!

Your little bitchass

The Adventures of Boxy in Wonderfulland, Part II.

Hi everybody! Back again after my homework assignments were completed! Sorta... one is still kinda ongoing, but will tell you why in a few minutes.

A few hours after our call was finished last night, I had the wonderful luck to catch a tired but still fiesty Princess in an IM. OMG was she in a great mood! It was wonderful to hear her like that after such a long day. She has more resilience than I can even imagine.

We chatted and joked for a little while, and then I asked her some dumb questions about using the new webcam she got me, since I'm still a virgin on those things, unlike my ass, which had it's virginity taken by Princess just hours before. Anyway, she answered all my questions and I got the thing going, so I asked her if I could invite her to watch, and see if the thing worked. Well, it did work, and Princess got to see her little bitchass, albeit in semi-boy mode, in real time.

Princess was so tired that she was ready to go to bed when I caught up with her, but for some reason, maybe the webcam, she seemed to get energized and what followed was one of the wildest and funniest IMs I have ever had with her! She had me almost falling out of my chair on more than one occasion! But I digress......

Princess sent me the link to the special mp3 she made for the Marathon... you know... the one where she... ummmmm... no..... may be a secret, so not gonna say. Princess was very good to her little bitchass by letting me cum during our call, but she was extra extra nice to me and told me that for homework, I could listen to her mp3 the next day, and was allowed to cum.... once... So, after writing the encyclopedia that was Part I of this entry, I sat down and did the first part of my homework. OMG! What an mp3!!!! If Princess wants to tell you what it was about, she can, but all I'm gonna say is YUUUUUUUUUUUUUMMMMMMMMMM!

Now, as you remember if you read Part I, Princess bought me a CB 2000, and the second part of my homework assignment was to play with it and try to get it fitted. Before I could do that, I had a few hair removal issues that I had to deal with because I am basically lazy and hate shaving, even though I love that smooth feeling. So, I had let things slide for awhile and had to take care of that first. After that disagreeable task was finished, I could get started on the real homework.

The CB 2000 comes with 5 different sizes of rings, to match the particular endowments of the vict.... errr.... wearer. I chose poorly on my first try but went a size larger on my next try, and managed to pull, squeeze, and stuff what I have through this ring, which BTW, when it was just an empty ring , looked huge. But try and cram a bunch of stuff through it and see how big it looks then. So, kinda tight, but not bad so far. If it becomes a problem, I'll try the next larger size.

Next comes the cage, but before you put that on, there's a bunch of little plastic spacers in the bag, along with a few pins in 2 extra sizes, and you have to pick the right combination of spacers and pins to get the fit you want. This took a little while, and it's real easy to pinch your skin in the damn thing if you're not careful, but I finally got it together so it fit pretty well. Right now, I'm sitting here and it's fairly comfortable, but we'll see how it goes tonight. If I have to adjust sizes, I will. I also need to make sure the inside of the ring I use doesn't have any rough spots to polish down, and there are two guide pins that need to be cut off flush with the ring, once I get all the sizes right. So, in a holding pattern right now, and once I'm comfortable that I have the sizes right, I'll finish off those tasks and try sleeping in it for a few nights. If there are no problems, I'll consider the homework assignment complete. And at that point, I'll tell Princess that the next move is hers.

So, those were my homework assignments, and now it's time to do a few RealWorld tasks, and then relax a little before bedtime. Thanks to everybody for reading and supporting this blog, and congratulations to Princess on another Marathon well done!

Byeeeeeeeeeeeee

little bitchass

The Adventures of Boxy in Wonderfulland, Part I.

Last night was the night! The long awaited call to Princess Grace during the Marathon, and also the big reveal of what Boxy had in it's little insides. (For backstory on Boxy, you can read this and this and this).

The festivities began with an IM from Princess telling me that she was ready for me to call her. After 3 aborted dials due to shaking fingers, I finally got her on the phone and the fun started!

Our calls always involve a lot of catch-up chat at first, and this time was no different. I really enjoy this part of it, because I do sooo enjoy talking with Princess about stuff, and we tend to get silly and do a LOT of laughing during this part of the call. We got caught up with all the gossip, and things that have been going on with each of us, that we haven't had a chance to talk about since the last call. We do talk in IMs and emails between calls, but we both have RealWorld lives to live and Princess has tons of people to tend to, so we can't always get to everything.

After catching up and drying the tears of laughter, Princess asks, "Sooo.... is Boxy there? Your Precioussssss?" Well, I didn't tell her that Boxy had been sitting there all day long waiting for the chance to spill it's guts, but instead I tried to remain calm, and squeaked out a "yesssss".

Well, I'm not a doctor, but Boxy, without any anesthesia, bravely submitted to the quickest Caesarian on record. There was a loud hiss as the hermetic seal was broken, and a gust of Princess' Samsara perfume rushed out and made me swoon. After I recovered, I proceeded. But I didn't just dump the contents out. Princess had a plan where we could stretch out the process and it would be a lot more fun for both of us, and so she had me reach in and pick out one piece at a time. She would tell me to feel around until I felt what piece she was describing to me, and then take it out of the box.

First, Princess said, "Right on top, you should feel a couple of things wrapped in tissue paper. Take the small one out."

I felt around and made a quick size calculation in my head, and feeling pretty confident (actually it was easy to tell the difference... lol), took it out and looked at it. Hmmmm.... pink tissue paper... who woulda thought? I carefully unwrapped it, and there was a pair of pink panties!

"I know those are not the style you usually wear, but the reason for this style will be obvious later." (Princess can't resist a good tease whenever she has the chance, and she had plenty of chances while I went through the box.)

"OK... put the panties aside, and get out the other piece wrapped in tissue paper."

So like a magician pulling a rabbit out of a hat, I grab the only thing left that's in tissue paper. Mmmmm... it smelled so good... Princess had intentionally sprayed a little of her perfume on the panties and on this one too. I carefully unwrapped it, and there was the cutest little flowered nightie that you could imagine!

"Now this is from Me. That is My most favoritest nightie in the whole world, and I want you to have it".

Now, I know from talking to Princess that she rarely wears nighties while she is in bed cuddling with carebears, but for her to give me something that was this special to her was such a sweet thing to do, and if you haven't had the pleasure of getting to know Princess yet, this should show you what a special person she is. I will treasure this always, Princess. Thank you so much! I ended up wearing the nightie to bed last night. Then it was back into the box.

"Now you should feel a little bag made out of soft material. Get it out and open it."

This was easy too, since there was only one cloth bag left in the box. Out it came. A cute little drawstring bag with polkadots on it! To save time, I'm only gonna tell you that this bag contained lots and lots of little items like makeup and perfume samples. Yummy!

"OK, now feel a plastic zip-lock bag? That's next. Take it out."

I reached in and felt 2 plastic bags, so I grabbed the biggest of the two. Inside were bottles of facial masks, line reducers, supplements and moisturizers. Oh Princess... Your little bitchass NEEDS THIS!!!!! Thank youuuu!

"Now, feel for a small sized cardboard box. Get that out next." OK... felt around and felt a couple of boxes so grabbed the smaller of the two. A whole box of Crest teeth whitening strips! Princess knows I have been smoking, so she bought these for me! How thoughtful is that??? See what I mean about Princess?

"OK, what next? Hmmmm.... OK, there should be a pretty tall cardboard box there, so take it out next." OK... only 2 boxes left, so this was easy.... OMG! A webcam!

"Princess! When I guessed webcam the other night, you said you didn't get me one!"

"Well, I didn't at the time ::giggle::" And I have plans for that webcam, but for now, put it down and get to the rest. You should feel an odd-shaped plastic box. That's next."

Now my mind was racing about what she had in mind for the webcam, but had to get on with the business at hand. I felt the thing she was talking about, and took it out. EEEEEEK! There it is! The big conversation piece from the last few weeks! ANEROS!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!! Now, Billybear described it as small, but it didn't look so very small to meeeee! Yikes!

::giggle::

"Now! Last item!"

"But Princess, there's two items left."

"Hmmmm... should be a box, so what else?"

"Another plastic bag. Something shaped like a 20 foot dildo, only much smaller."

"OHHH! OK.... that's next. Out with it"

I took out the bag, and saw it was a bottle of Princess's favorite lube! The EROS stuff! How cool! The Aneros was smiling naughtily at me as I looked at the lube. Hmmmmmm......

"OK, now, one good-sized cardboard box left, right?"

"Yes Princess.. that's the last"

"Good! Get it out... ::giggle:: Now you'll know why I picked that style of panties... "

Now for some reason, Princess started giggling an awful lot here, and I started getting a funny feeling, but took out the box anyway.

(More big giggles)

"EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK!!!!!!! You didn't!!! You're gonna lock me up????"

::giggles::

Yes my friends, bitchass was looking at a box that said "CB 2000" on it...

"What's wrong, honey? ::giggles:: "That's why the different panties. You're gonna need them... ::giggles::"

Well my hands were shaking so much I could hardly open the box, but I managed it and inside was a PINK CB 2000! OMFG! Princess started explaining a lot of things here that I won't go into to save space, but you can pretty much guess what it was about. I'm sure I'll be blogging about this much more in the future. Double yikes!

"Oh... and you wondered about the webcam? Think about that CB 2000... I have sooooo many plans for you! ::giggle::"

As soon as I had regained consciousness, we got on with the play part of the call.

"OK... I want you to put everything away, except for the Aneros and the lube, and take the Aneros out of it's package."

I packed everything back into the box except for the items she said to leave out, and I glared suspiciously one last time at the CB 2000 as it went back into Boxy. Right now it was time to play!

"OK, take the lube and drizzle some out and put it on the Aneros. But like I told Billybear, don't gloop it all up!"

"OK... Princess"

"Just enough to make it all shiny."

"Hmmmm.. is there some kind of cover under the cap of this lube that I have to take off? I'm squeezing and it's not comi.... EEEEEEEK!"

"What happened????"

"Ummmmm... it came out... I was expecting something like KY Jelly, but this is thinner! Geesh.. This is definitely gloop material. I better get a towel, huh?"

I don't know what was so funny about that, but Princess about went into hysterics. As I was going to get a towel, the gloop started running down my arm, and I let out a little shriek in the hallway, which of course, Princess heard. When I came back, she was still laughing.

"Is it OK, baby? What happened?? ::giggle::"

"Oh nothing... just got surprised a little, that's all... OK.... Aneros is lubed... now what?"

"Now. Stand up, put the tip of the Aneros against your ass, and hold it so the bend goes towards the front. Now push SLOWLY until it starts going in, and at some point it will kinda pop in the rest of the way. OH! And don't put it in completely backwards, like Billybear did the first time!"

"OK Princess, I'm pushing...... going in a little... real slow... "

"Take your time, honey.."

"It's going real slow, Princess.... I think it's stopping... it won't pop in... I think it's stu..... YEEEEEEP!"

"How does it feel, babycakes?"

"Uhhhhh.. it feels like I have something hanging out of my ass, Princess..."

(More hysterics from Princess)

"Ummm... OK Princess, it's in... now what?"

"OK... now sit down, VERY SLOWLY AND CAREFULLY! What kind of chair do you have there?"

"An office chair, Princess... I....... YEEEEEEEEP!"

"What was that???? You OK honey? ::giggle::"

"I just sat down, Princess... but feels kinda cramped, the chair has arms on it"

"Maybe we better move to the bed... It'll be better"

So we move to the bedroom... Well, this is it... I finally got Princess into my bedroom... I had a few issues related to using the unfamiliar cordless phone, which got Princess laughing again, but then we were ready to go again.

"OK, Princess, but this thing is making me want to pee!"

"OK honey, It'll do that... ::giggle:: go pee and come back.."

"OK, I'm back..."

"Now slowly and carefully lie down on your side, and do some clenches and thrusts with your hips... how does that feel?"

"I can feel the tip pressing into something inside and towards the front. Obxiously my prostate. It feels VERY pleasant, and the clenches are making it move around inside. Yummy!"

"OK, now grab the tail of the Aneros and move it around. How does that feel?"

"Mmmmm.. feels nice, Princess... Can feel it pushing against the front more."

"Now.. gloop some lube onto your non-phone hand and cup it over your clitty and rub slowly, while you keep up the clenches and thrusts..."

"Mmmmmmmmmmmmmm"

Princess started weaving a fantasy at this point and within seconds I was deep into that place she always takes me to. I'm a little fuzzy from here on out, but I can tell you one thing. Princess was right when she said the Aneros is different for everybody. I was getting closer and closer to cumming, and for me, the toy in my ass was giving me so many nice sensations that I think it was not wanting to give up my attention by letting me cum, so it seemed like it kept me on the edge for a very long time, but I just couldn't go over. It just sorta dominated my thoughts and I think it got in the way of what my brain had to do to pull the trigger on the orgasm. Princess saw right away what was happening, and she told me to stop. She said I was trying too hard, so stop and breathe. Then she started back up and told me to take it slow and easy. At one point around here, I experienced the glob of pre-cum and cum that sorta just blurbled out, just like Billybear said in his blog. Slowly but surely, Princess ramped it up and I came. Holy shit, did I cum! Never in my life have I made such a mess. And the orgasm.... oh my.... long and intense!

So after I finished, I sat up and had a nice conversation with Princess that was sorta the equivalent of an after sex cigarette, only much better. She told me to go ahead and take the Aneros out, but informed me that my ass might not want to let me take it out. She was right. The harder I pulled, the more my jealous anus pulled back. But I was stronger than it was and so it finally popped loose, which caused me to "YEEEEP!" again, and also caused more hysterics from Princess.

"You Yeeped when it went in and you Yeeped when it came out! ::giggle::"

So we wrapped it up and I reluctantly had to say goodnight, but the call was wonderful. The problem I had with cumming had a lot to do with me just not being used to the sensation it gave me, and the fact that laying on my side is not a familiar position for me to cum in. I think as I get more and more used to the Aneros, I won't have that problem.

Princess. I think it was harder to end it this time than ever before. You popped my ass cherry tonight, Princess, and the CB 2000 you bought me symbolizes very much your ownership and the control I like to give up to you. I'm nervous, happy, and excited to see where this all goes from here!

Well, before she said goodnight, Princess gave me homework, which I still need to do, but since this entry has become so long, I'm gonna go ahead and post it, and Part II, my report on my homework will follow a bit later.

Princess, you're amazing! Just awesome! Thank you sooooo much!

little bitchass