60 Days! I've Been Locked Up For 60 Freaking Days!
I'm totally screwed by the Stroke Princess... No keys... so there's no easy way out unless I break Her cage, which I don't think I could make myself do... It just fully sunk in while I was wall-climbing this morning. Today it's difficult! 2 goddamned months! No wonder I'm nuts! And this is probably only gonna get worse and worse. Everything was pretty tolerable until I went past 50 days, but now....... UGHHHHHHH!
OK, I've gotta stop thinking about it... Got to try and stay out of Princess' blog for the rest of today... Get back to work and keep what's left of my mind occupied....
If I'm foolish enough to come to Midnight Madness tonight, can I maybe borrow a straightjacket from somebody?
Sorry about the vent... I'm hoping this will pass...
::Practices breadstick dance::
little bitchass
2007-10-16
2007-10-14
Breadsticks, Anyone?
I was browsing a bondage newsgroup over a cup of coffee this morning and a little series of pictures caught my attention. It's funny how seeing a particular pic can trigger memories of feelings I've had in the past, but had forgotten about. While the pics don't represent exactly the concept I'm gonna talk about, it doesn't take too much imagination to see the images in your heads the same way as I saw them this morning.
When I first saw the pics, of course I noticed the cute model and the yummy ballet outfit, but I didn't see them so much as a bondage predicament, but instead they made me remember some feelings I had in my early teen years. I saw in my head the image of the girl as a puppet on strings, being made to dance by an unseen Puppetmaster. I remembered seeing a few movies where this was done to a few unwilling girls, and I remembered how erotic the idea was to me at the time, and how much I wanted to be the girl being manipulated on the strings. Keep in mind that when I was feeling these feelings, I really had no idea what they represented, because it wasn't until much later that I started putting together why I felt the way I did about different things.
Now back to this morning... While I was thinking about the puppet concept, it occurred to me that this is just another manifestation of my need to give up control to my Mistress. Yes, I'm talking about the Stroke Princess, the Mindfucktress, the Cockteasing Bitch, the Keeper of the Keys, Ms Grace.
I was browsing a bondage newsgroup over a cup of coffee this morning and a little series of pictures caught my attention. It's funny how seeing a particular pic can trigger memories of feelings I've had in the past, but had forgotten about. While the pics don't represent exactly the concept I'm gonna talk about, it doesn't take too much imagination to see the images in your heads the same way as I saw them this morning.
When I first saw the pics, of course I noticed the cute model and the yummy ballet outfit, but I didn't see them so much as a bondage predicament, but instead they made me remember some feelings I had in my early teen years. I saw in my head the image of the girl as a puppet on strings, being made to dance by an unseen Puppetmaster. I remembered seeing a few movies where this was done to a few unwilling girls, and I remembered how erotic the idea was to me at the time, and how much I wanted to be the girl being manipulated on the strings. Keep in mind that when I was feeling these feelings, I really had no idea what they represented, because it wasn't until much later that I started putting together why I felt the way I did about different things.
Now back to this morning... While I was thinking about the puppet concept, it occurred to me that this is just another manifestation of my need to give up control to my Mistress. Yes, I'm talking about the Stroke Princess, the Mindfucktress, the Cockteasing Bitch, the Keeper of the Keys, Ms Grace.
In a lot of different ways, I feel like my D/s relationship with Princess Grace fits perfectly into the Puppetmaster/puppet concept. Of course, in this case it's "PuppetMistress". I have willingly held out my wrists and ankles to Her so that She could attach the strings that She pulls to make me dance for Her pleasure. She has only to manipulate a few of my strings, and I'm gonna do anything She wants. I can't resist the pull of the strings, not that I would want to anyway.
She's made me dance before. If you remember, it was Princess who made me dance the "Snap Like A Breadstick" dance. I'm not gonna rehash that in this post, but if you aren't familiar with that dance, look here.
I will say this much though... Today is my 58th day locked into the Stroke Princess' little pink cage, and I'm beginning to smell the breadsticks in the oven and I think they're getting pretty crispy. I was wondering why my lockdown this time was a little easier than the last few, but now that I've gone past my old record of 50 days, I'm in uncharted territory and the needing and wanting is getting much more intense again. I'm trying to hold out as long as You want me to, Princess, but I think I'll be dancing again soon.
Maybe some of you might think that thinking of myself as someone's puppet is a bad thing, but I don't feel that way at all. I love the idea that Princess is up there working my strings. The concept works perfectly for me, and even if the strings weren't there, I'd still be Her pet and doing whatever it is that She decides She wants me to do. If She's happy, then I'm happy.
It's kinda neat to have a whole blog post triggered by simply seeing a few pictures, and seeing the relationship between Ms Grace and I from this slightly different angle was a very yummy thing for me to think about. I'm glad I happened to do a little newsgroup browsing today.
I'm also glad to be Princess' pet, because as I think I've said once or twice before, I wuvs my Princess!
See you next time!
little bitchass
2007-10-12
Why Do I Put Myself Through This? Just Because...
There is torture, and then there is torture. I know when you hear the word, some if not most of you associate it with something bad. The torture I'm gonna talk about today took place last night in Princess Grace's Tease Time chat, and this type of torture is anything but bad.
The recipe goes like this:
1. Place assorted strokers and sissies in a chatroom (including 1 pet who has been in lockdown for 55 days).
2. Add in 1 helping of Ms Grace, the most Mindfuckingest, CockTeasingest Mistress ever... The Stroke Princess Herself, and mix thoroughly, allowing strokers and sissies to overheat and melt.
3. Stir well.
4. Let this mix sit and bubble for 1 hour.
5. Remove Stroke Princess.
6. Watch strokers and sissies want and need Ms Grace desperately for another week.
Easy, huh?
Well, there are some areas that were easier than others.
When Princess came into chat last night, She brought with Her a shiny new MP3 that She had just recorded that afternoon. What made this MP3 special was that this happened to be one of Princess' own personal fantasies! It was called appropriately, "Princess Grace's Fantasy" , and everyone in chat was encouraged to go listen to it. I've been through this exercise before and I knew that after listening to it I would be a basket case all over again, so I tried to wiggle out of listening to it by asking Princess if it might make me too squirmy again, and that maybe I should just wait. No dice..
"No... go listen!" ::giggles::
And so I did. This is where the torture part comes in, but even though Her voice and the visual images it created were driving me crazy, it was still the good kind of torture. This was one HOT fantasy! I'd do ANYTHING to be in the shoes of the person under Her desk! I'll bet all of the rest of you would too, if you don't lie! After I was done listening, I sorta poured myself back into the chatroom.
Once I came to my senses enough to be aware of things that were going on around me, I noticed that Shrimpington was wearing a heavy sweater. I thought that was kind of odd until he explained that it was the only way he could get a hug from Princess Grace. Seems She can't quite get past having those 147 pointy feet of his sticking into Her magnificently round, luscious, voluptuous, gorgeous, scrumptious, (Princess slaps jem) heaving breasts, and so She made the little shrimp cover his pointy feet with the sweater. It seemed to work, because he got a hug out of Her, which made everyone else jealous to the point of wanting to throw the shrimp on the barbie.
Princess then began working Tease Me For Cash. This probably kills him, and must create fallout with the rest of the chatters too. I know it does me, and I can't be the only one, because I find myself squirming while I keep crossing and uncrossing my legs just listening to Princess in Her relentless teasing of him.
Billybear was back from his trip, and he continued to lobby for Princess to keep me locked up forever, and he also can't wait to see Her start using that damn traffic cone as a part of my training.
Pantysue was in the room as well, and informed Princess that the first part of Her castle was just about ready. Pantysue is not only on Blue Pill Therapy, but also Ginger Therapy, and before Princess could get any ideas, I thought it best to tell Princess about my horribly painful ginger allergy. I think She bought into... ermmm... I mean... understood that this was a very serious medical condition that I have here.
The subject of vampires came up somehow, and Princess was telling us how much She enjoys reading those vampire novels of Hers. It's also a very yummy fantasy if you ask me. When Krissi asked Princess if She saw a particular vampire movie, Princess said that She didn't like the vampire movies that are bloody, but likes the ones better where the vampires are lusting after each other and everybody else during the whole movie. Go figure!
Well, that's all I can remember from the chat, but after Princess left the room, leaving me in my usual mumbling and drooling state, I actually did go to listen to Her new MP3 once more before I wandered off to bed. Yeah, I know.. why do I do it to myself? It's because I love being tortured and mindfucked by Her. I think you do too.
Remember, not all torture is bad!
I wuv's my Stroke Princess, bunches and bunches! Thanks for the wonderful evening, Mistress!
little bitchass
There is torture, and then there is torture. I know when you hear the word, some if not most of you associate it with something bad. The torture I'm gonna talk about today took place last night in Princess Grace's Tease Time chat, and this type of torture is anything but bad.
The recipe goes like this:
1. Place assorted strokers and sissies in a chatroom (including 1 pet who has been in lockdown for 55 days).
2. Add in 1 helping of Ms Grace, the most Mindfuckingest, CockTeasingest Mistress ever... The Stroke Princess Herself, and mix thoroughly, allowing strokers and sissies to overheat and melt.
3. Stir well.
4. Let this mix sit and bubble for 1 hour.
5. Remove Stroke Princess.
6. Watch strokers and sissies want and need Ms Grace desperately for another week.
Easy, huh?
Well, there are some areas that were easier than others.
When Princess came into chat last night, She brought with Her a shiny new MP3 that She had just recorded that afternoon. What made this MP3 special was that this happened to be one of Princess' own personal fantasies! It was called appropriately, "Princess Grace's Fantasy" , and everyone in chat was encouraged to go listen to it. I've been through this exercise before and I knew that after listening to it I would be a basket case all over again, so I tried to wiggle out of listening to it by asking Princess if it might make me too squirmy again, and that maybe I should just wait. No dice..
"No... go listen!" ::giggles::
And so I did. This is where the torture part comes in, but even though Her voice and the visual images it created were driving me crazy, it was still the good kind of torture. This was one HOT fantasy! I'd do ANYTHING to be in the shoes of the person under Her desk! I'll bet all of the rest of you would too, if you don't lie! After I was done listening, I sorta poured myself back into the chatroom.
Once I came to my senses enough to be aware of things that were going on around me, I noticed that Shrimpington was wearing a heavy sweater. I thought that was kind of odd until he explained that it was the only way he could get a hug from Princess Grace. Seems She can't quite get past having those 147 pointy feet of his sticking into Her magnificently round, luscious, voluptuous, gorgeous, scrumptious, (Princess slaps jem) heaving breasts, and so She made the little shrimp cover his pointy feet with the sweater. It seemed to work, because he got a hug out of Her, which made everyone else jealous to the point of wanting to throw the shrimp on the barbie.
Princess then began working Tease Me For Cash. This probably kills him, and must create fallout with the rest of the chatters too. I know it does me, and I can't be the only one, because I find myself squirming while I keep crossing and uncrossing my legs just listening to Princess in Her relentless teasing of him.
Billybear was back from his trip, and he continued to lobby for Princess to keep me locked up forever, and he also can't wait to see Her start using that damn traffic cone as a part of my training.
Pantysue was in the room as well, and informed Princess that the first part of Her castle was just about ready. Pantysue is not only on Blue Pill Therapy, but also Ginger Therapy, and before Princess could get any ideas, I thought it best to tell Princess about my horribly painful ginger allergy. I think She bought into... ermmm... I mean... understood that this was a very serious medical condition that I have here.
The subject of vampires came up somehow, and Princess was telling us how much She enjoys reading those vampire novels of Hers. It's also a very yummy fantasy if you ask me. When Krissi asked Princess if She saw a particular vampire movie, Princess said that She didn't like the vampire movies that are bloody, but likes the ones better where the vampires are lusting after each other and everybody else during the whole movie. Go figure!
Well, that's all I can remember from the chat, but after Princess left the room, leaving me in my usual mumbling and drooling state, I actually did go to listen to Her new MP3 once more before I wandered off to bed. Yeah, I know.. why do I do it to myself? It's because I love being tortured and mindfucked by Her. I think you do too.
Remember, not all torture is bad!
I wuv's my Stroke Princess, bunches and bunches! Thanks for the wonderful evening, Mistress!
little bitchass
2007-10-11
Dis Is 4 Me 2 No, N 4 Me To Tell U About... Or... Wass Been Up Wit Me...
No, this is not an entry that delves into my deep seated hatred for netspeak. That can cum later. Maybe sometime after I finally do. No, this is merely a little update on some stuff that's happening in my world. I'll try to keep this brief.
First, a small vent... I got my poor widdle truck back from the bodyshop last week, and it looks good.. even got a really good washing in the deal. Problem is, because the asswipe who hit me had his insurance cancelled, I had to file the claim against the Uninsured Motorist coverage on my own policy. This was better than having to pay it all myself, but damn! I wasn't at fault here! I got hit in the ass while waiting at a red light, and it ends up costing me a $250 deductible and whatever amount my insurance premium is gonna increase for the next few years. Not to mention the pain in the ass of dealing with the rental car, and the time I spent on the phone with my insurance company and their adjusters. OK, vent over...on to Midnight Madness.
Tuesday night, I went to the regular Midnight Madness chat event hosted by Ms Grace and Ms Kate. Ms Kate didn't make it to chat Tuesday night (we're all hoping that You're OK, Ms Kate!), and so Stroke Princess Ms Grace did a solo hosting instead. Princess was a wee bit late getting in, because She was running overtime on torturing a boy on a phone call, but that gave me a chance to practice my Twirl Move a little more. After She arrived in the room, we all had a great free-form chat, and Princess dealt out plenty of teasy torment to everyone. I was a mess by the time the chat was over, and I can't see that changing much from now until the time She finally lets me out of Her widdle pink cage.
On Wednesday night, I was lucky ::ka-ching:: enough to get a phone call in with the Mindfucktress Princess. This was mainly just a case of me needing to hear Her voice in my ear, because there really isn't much else I can do during a call at this point except to laugh most of the time and suffer the rest of the time when She decides to push my buttons. So, a good portion of the call was getting caught up with each other and gossiping about things.
Another reason for the call was that I don't expect to get a key back from Princess for a little while longer, and didn't like the prospect of waiting until then to chat on the phone with "Her Teaseness". My want and need for Her has been going off the scale for the past week or so, and I couldn't wait any longer. Princess did assure me that She thinks that I will be getting out "soon". How soon that'll be is anybody's guess, and besides, She still has "Mistress Rights" to change Her mind any time She wants to, so I'll just have to wait and see. As of last night, I had been locked in Her cage for 54 days and today I'm still counting. At any rate, the Stroke Princess sure does know how to make me squirm in Her cage for Her, and I value every second that I can talk with Her, even when we're not playing!
Speaking of squirming, I think Princess has a little project going on with Pantysue that involves stuffing huge sugar beets into Pantysue's service entrance. Or maybe that was a ginger root. Either way, I'm sure Pantysue will be squirming. I offered to make a trip over to Giantess Island and bring back one of the giant mutant ginger roots that grows over there, but I thought better of it when I started to worry that the weight of it might capsize my canoe on the way back. Good luck on the project, Princess and Pantysue!
Well, I'm gonna stop here so I'll have enough letters and sentences left to use in a post about tonight's Tease Time Chat (10 Eastern in the Community Kink Chatroom). That will probably cum tomorrow, since I'm sure I won't.
See you next time! Don't forget to come to Tease Time tonight! Maybe you'll get lucky!
::ka-ching!::
Wuvs my Princess Grace!
little bitchass
No, this is not an entry that delves into my deep seated hatred for netspeak. That can cum later. Maybe sometime after I finally do. No, this is merely a little update on some stuff that's happening in my world. I'll try to keep this brief.
First, a small vent... I got my poor widdle truck back from the bodyshop last week, and it looks good.. even got a really good washing in the deal. Problem is, because the asswipe who hit me had his insurance cancelled, I had to file the claim against the Uninsured Motorist coverage on my own policy. This was better than having to pay it all myself, but damn! I wasn't at fault here! I got hit in the ass while waiting at a red light, and it ends up costing me a $250 deductible and whatever amount my insurance premium is gonna increase for the next few years. Not to mention the pain in the ass of dealing with the rental car, and the time I spent on the phone with my insurance company and their adjusters. OK, vent over...on to Midnight Madness.
Tuesday night, I went to the regular Midnight Madness chat event hosted by Ms Grace and Ms Kate. Ms Kate didn't make it to chat Tuesday night (we're all hoping that You're OK, Ms Kate!), and so Stroke Princess Ms Grace did a solo hosting instead. Princess was a wee bit late getting in, because She was running overtime on torturing a boy on a phone call, but that gave me a chance to practice my Twirl Move a little more. After She arrived in the room, we all had a great free-form chat, and Princess dealt out plenty of teasy torment to everyone. I was a mess by the time the chat was over, and I can't see that changing much from now until the time She finally lets me out of Her widdle pink cage.
On Wednesday night, I was lucky ::ka-ching:: enough to get a phone call in with the Mindfucktress Princess. This was mainly just a case of me needing to hear Her voice in my ear, because there really isn't much else I can do during a call at this point except to laugh most of the time and suffer the rest of the time when She decides to push my buttons. So, a good portion of the call was getting caught up with each other and gossiping about things.
Another reason for the call was that I don't expect to get a key back from Princess for a little while longer, and didn't like the prospect of waiting until then to chat on the phone with "Her Teaseness". My want and need for Her has been going off the scale for the past week or so, and I couldn't wait any longer. Princess did assure me that She thinks that I will be getting out "soon". How soon that'll be is anybody's guess, and besides, She still has "Mistress Rights" to change Her mind any time She wants to, so I'll just have to wait and see. As of last night, I had been locked in Her cage for 54 days and today I'm still counting. At any rate, the Stroke Princess sure does know how to make me squirm in Her cage for Her, and I value every second that I can talk with Her, even when we're not playing!
Speaking of squirming, I think Princess has a little project going on with Pantysue that involves stuffing huge sugar beets into Pantysue's service entrance. Or maybe that was a ginger root. Either way, I'm sure Pantysue will be squirming. I offered to make a trip over to Giantess Island and bring back one of the giant mutant ginger roots that grows over there, but I thought better of it when I started to worry that the weight of it might capsize my canoe on the way back. Good luck on the project, Princess and Pantysue!
Well, I'm gonna stop here so I'll have enough letters and sentences left to use in a post about tonight's Tease Time Chat (10 Eastern in the Community Kink Chatroom). That will probably cum tomorrow, since I'm sure I won't.
See you next time! Don't forget to come to Tease Time tonight! Maybe you'll get lucky!
::ka-ching!::
Wuvs my Princess Grace!
little bitchass
2007-10-05
Tease Time And OMFG...
OK, I'm going to apologize in advance, because I may have a lot of trouble remembering most of the stuff that happened last night when the Stroke Princess Ms Grace hosted Her weekly Tease Time chat in the Community Kink Chatroom. And I'm blaming it all on Princess Grace, because it was Her idea to post those 2 new MP3s on Her blog for us to listen to.
The first of the MP3s was titled, "Do it boy", and althought this one was awesome, the second one had me ripping at the padded walls of my bedroom by the time She finished Her first sentence. This MP3 was titled, "Locked Away Forever", and Princess said that She did that one especially for me to fuck with my head. Well, She is the Mindfucktress after all, so what else would you expect? This MP3 first mentioned 104 days locked up, then mentioned a year locked up, and finally, even mentioned being locked up forever. So, fuck with my head She did, and I was deep in subspace and gone for the night right after I heard 104 days mentioned. I was at 48 days last night, and the thought of going at least twice as long as that put me down for the count. Princess even told me that She almost put my key in the mail yesterday, but then She changed Her mind. I think She may have actually started thinking more about those long term numbers from the MP3, and that started to get me really really worried. I still AM worried!
After we listened to the MP3s, we all had a great chat, at least from what I recall. For comic relief, we had a repeater who kept changing his name and coming into the room to bug Princess by asking the same tired old questions, "Do you any think girls will like my 4 inch dick?" and "Do you think a 4 inch dick is small?" For God's sake, don't people ever get tired of asking those same damned questions over and over? C'mon people, give the Mistresses a break! Ask them something original if that's not too much trouble for your limited intelligence.
Ace came in the room late, probably had been stretching and warming up for the big "Awww.... Poor Baby" battle with yours truly. I figured I would be in trouble, because my mind was still in Locked Away Foreverland, and so I figured I'd better do something quick to catch him off guard to give myself a chance. And so, I came at him full bore with my secret weapon, deciding to go for the throat and not hold it in reserve. I unrolled a large, full color poster of Ms Kate in a bikini, and held it up in front of Ace, which caused his knees to buckle instantly. He fell to the floor making some strange gurgling sounds, and then he did a wonderful death scene that'll win an Oscar for sure. And so that's how I won the "Awww....Poor Baby" contest, although I'm not sure if winning it was a good thing or not, because I'm still locked away.....
While on the subject of Ms Kate and Ace, warmest congratulations go out to those two on their one-year anniversary! Ace was scheduled to call Ms Kate after the chat, and I think he's probably not gonna make 50 days in his cage now. That leaves me to whimper and whine on my own unless Princess starts recruiting more chastity slaves.
Let's seeee.... what else.... hmmmmm.... OH! Princess got a new toy! And She played and played and played and played with it until She wore some blisters on Her cute widdle fingers. She was gonna just put it away and not play anymore until She had the great idea to send it to Pantysue so she could wear blisters in a completely different part of Pantysue's anatomy.
BillyBear was on a trip out of town, but showed up about halfway through the chat, and was fighting with his dad at some fleabag motel to keep him from calling Princess Grace. DaddyBear had taken an instant liking to Princess on an earlier trip, especially when She was playing bouncy bouncy on his leg. So BillyBear spent most of last night trying to keep the phone out of his dad's reach while BillyBear chatted on the laptop.
The rest of the hour was spent with the Stroke Princess tormenting this boy and that boy, and doing what She does best, making everybody needy and wanty, and generally getting them all drooley and addicted to Her. I wish I could remember more about it, but I am still not fully back up to the surface from last night, especially since I listened to that MP3 again right before I went to bed. I woke up with my needywanty level through the roof again today... aaaarrrggghhhh...
Please Princess..... no locked away forever or even a year, OK? I'm begging! I don't think I could even come close to doing 104 days. But You did say that You don't let Your chastity slaves go past 60 days anyway, and if You do make me go that far, I think I could survive it, even if I am a basket case by then.
Well, that's about all my trashed brain can handle right now, but if I think of something I forgot, I'll add it to the post later.
Did I tell y'all that I wuvs my Princess Grace yet today? If not, I do!
little bitchass
OK, I'm going to apologize in advance, because I may have a lot of trouble remembering most of the stuff that happened last night when the Stroke Princess Ms Grace hosted Her weekly Tease Time chat in the Community Kink Chatroom. And I'm blaming it all on Princess Grace, because it was Her idea to post those 2 new MP3s on Her blog for us to listen to.
The first of the MP3s was titled, "Do it boy", and althought this one was awesome, the second one had me ripping at the padded walls of my bedroom by the time She finished Her first sentence. This MP3 was titled, "Locked Away Forever", and Princess said that She did that one especially for me to fuck with my head. Well, She is the Mindfucktress after all, so what else would you expect? This MP3 first mentioned 104 days locked up, then mentioned a year locked up, and finally, even mentioned being locked up forever. So, fuck with my head She did, and I was deep in subspace and gone for the night right after I heard 104 days mentioned. I was at 48 days last night, and the thought of going at least twice as long as that put me down for the count. Princess even told me that She almost put my key in the mail yesterday, but then She changed Her mind. I think She may have actually started thinking more about those long term numbers from the MP3, and that started to get me really really worried. I still AM worried!
After we listened to the MP3s, we all had a great chat, at least from what I recall. For comic relief, we had a repeater who kept changing his name and coming into the room to bug Princess by asking the same tired old questions, "Do you any think girls will like my 4 inch dick?" and "Do you think a 4 inch dick is small?" For God's sake, don't people ever get tired of asking those same damned questions over and over? C'mon people, give the Mistresses a break! Ask them something original if that's not too much trouble for your limited intelligence.
Ace came in the room late, probably had been stretching and warming up for the big "Awww.... Poor Baby" battle with yours truly. I figured I would be in trouble, because my mind was still in Locked Away Foreverland, and so I figured I'd better do something quick to catch him off guard to give myself a chance. And so, I came at him full bore with my secret weapon, deciding to go for the throat and not hold it in reserve. I unrolled a large, full color poster of Ms Kate in a bikini, and held it up in front of Ace, which caused his knees to buckle instantly. He fell to the floor making some strange gurgling sounds, and then he did a wonderful death scene that'll win an Oscar for sure. And so that's how I won the "Awww....Poor Baby" contest, although I'm not sure if winning it was a good thing or not, because I'm still locked away.....
While on the subject of Ms Kate and Ace, warmest congratulations go out to those two on their one-year anniversary! Ace was scheduled to call Ms Kate after the chat, and I think he's probably not gonna make 50 days in his cage now. That leaves me to whimper and whine on my own unless Princess starts recruiting more chastity slaves.
Let's seeee.... what else.... hmmmmm.... OH! Princess got a new toy! And She played and played and played and played with it until She wore some blisters on Her cute widdle fingers. She was gonna just put it away and not play anymore until She had the great idea to send it to Pantysue so she could wear blisters in a completely different part of Pantysue's anatomy.
BillyBear was on a trip out of town, but showed up about halfway through the chat, and was fighting with his dad at some fleabag motel to keep him from calling Princess Grace. DaddyBear had taken an instant liking to Princess on an earlier trip, especially when She was playing bouncy bouncy on his leg. So BillyBear spent most of last night trying to keep the phone out of his dad's reach while BillyBear chatted on the laptop.
The rest of the hour was spent with the Stroke Princess tormenting this boy and that boy, and doing what She does best, making everybody needy and wanty, and generally getting them all drooley and addicted to Her. I wish I could remember more about it, but I am still not fully back up to the surface from last night, especially since I listened to that MP3 again right before I went to bed. I woke up with my needywanty level through the roof again today... aaaarrrggghhhh...
Please Princess..... no locked away forever or even a year, OK? I'm begging! I don't think I could even come close to doing 104 days. But You did say that You don't let Your chastity slaves go past 60 days anyway, and if You do make me go that far, I think I could survive it, even if I am a basket case by then.
Well, that's about all my trashed brain can handle right now, but if I think of something I forgot, I'll add it to the post later.
Did I tell y'all that I wuvs my Princess Grace yet today? If not, I do!
little bitchass
2007-10-04
Princess Beat Me To It On This One...
Well, better than Her just beating me... Oh wait... maybe not...
I was checking out the chatrooms on Tuesday night to see what was happening, and at one point moseyed on in to the Humiliation Chatroom, and saw that Ms Elizabeth was there. I had just said hello, and before I knew what was happening, who comes into the room but Stroke Princess and Mistress o' mine, Ms Grace? Turns out that Princess Grace was guest hosting the Two Bitch Tuesday chat event with Ms Elizabeth! And as a special guest, Ms Ally was there as well! Take a look over at Princess' blog for Her account of what happened!
I had taken a freshly baked cookie given to me by Ms Elizabeth after coming into the room, and after eating it I started to feel kinda funny. I was so worried about Her drugged juiceboxes that I never thought She might put something in the cookies. But I wised up and stopped at one cookie and didn't end up having to buy a bunch of bigger bras this time.
Ms Elizabeth had Ms Grace over for tea earlier in the evening and had slipped a couple dozen mean pills into Princess' tea. The three Mistresses of Meanness then went and did a three-Mistress call with victim, who obviously was so shaken with what happened during the call that he had to sign out of the chatroom and sleep it off after the call was over. I'll bet he ate some of those cookies too, and didn't stop at one.
After the Mistresses returned, we all had a great free form chat, and Ms Grace and Ms Elizabeth had a great time toying with us "fuckstains" like mice being batted back and forth between two playful but bloodthirsty cats. For my part, I was teased pretty hard about being locked up, and threatened with a longer sentence, but for the most part I think I got away pretty lightly that night. I was even luckier ::ka-ching:: to escape without being punished after Ms Elizabeth ratted out pantysue and me to Princess for discussing possible combinations to my lockbox at a previous chat.
I had a great time during the chat, and I hope these two Mistresses will get together and do this again in the future!
Later that evening, I went into the main Kink Chatroom for Midnight Madness, and had another great time. I was sorry to see that Ms Kate wasn't there, because She and Princess make such a good team, and it's always a blast being teased by the two of them. But Princess carried on by Herself, and we still had a lot of fun during the chat! We had another wonderful free-form chat for the hour, and after it was over, I was needier and wantier than ever.
I tried to be on my best behavior for both of the chat events that night, because Princess was talking about doing to me what She did to toy, which was having me take the key to my lock and having me fling it out into my lawn. Luckily ::ka-ching:: for me, I got off the hook with that by reminding Princess that I didn't have a key to fling. I'm sure She's thinking of some devious way around that limitation and will hit me with something even more sinister during Tease Time tonight.
Speaking of Tease Time, I hear from reading BillyBear's blog that there is gonna be this season's premiere episode of "Awwww.... poor baby!" playing out during the chat. I hear ace and me are gonna be squaring off tonight, so stop on by the Community Kink Chatroom and see how it goes. It's always a blast when the Stroke Princess presides over Tease Time. Come see for yourself if you don't believe me!
See You tonight in the chatroom!
little bitchass
Well, better than Her just beating me... Oh wait... maybe not...
I was checking out the chatrooms on Tuesday night to see what was happening, and at one point moseyed on in to the Humiliation Chatroom, and saw that Ms Elizabeth was there. I had just said hello, and before I knew what was happening, who comes into the room but Stroke Princess and Mistress o' mine, Ms Grace? Turns out that Princess Grace was guest hosting the Two Bitch Tuesday chat event with Ms Elizabeth! And as a special guest, Ms Ally was there as well! Take a look over at Princess' blog for Her account of what happened!
I had taken a freshly baked cookie given to me by Ms Elizabeth after coming into the room, and after eating it I started to feel kinda funny. I was so worried about Her drugged juiceboxes that I never thought She might put something in the cookies. But I wised up and stopped at one cookie and didn't end up having to buy a bunch of bigger bras this time.
Ms Elizabeth had Ms Grace over for tea earlier in the evening and had slipped a couple dozen mean pills into Princess' tea. The three Mistresses of Meanness then went and did a three-Mistress call with victim, who obviously was so shaken with what happened during the call that he had to sign out of the chatroom and sleep it off after the call was over. I'll bet he ate some of those cookies too, and didn't stop at one.
After the Mistresses returned, we all had a great free form chat, and Ms Grace and Ms Elizabeth had a great time toying with us "fuckstains" like mice being batted back and forth between two playful but bloodthirsty cats. For my part, I was teased pretty hard about being locked up, and threatened with a longer sentence, but for the most part I think I got away pretty lightly that night. I was even luckier ::ka-ching:: to escape without being punished after Ms Elizabeth ratted out pantysue and me to Princess for discussing possible combinations to my lockbox at a previous chat.
I had a great time during the chat, and I hope these two Mistresses will get together and do this again in the future!
Later that evening, I went into the main Kink Chatroom for Midnight Madness, and had another great time. I was sorry to see that Ms Kate wasn't there, because She and Princess make such a good team, and it's always a blast being teased by the two of them. But Princess carried on by Herself, and we still had a lot of fun during the chat! We had another wonderful free-form chat for the hour, and after it was over, I was needier and wantier than ever.
I tried to be on my best behavior for both of the chat events that night, because Princess was talking about doing to me what She did to toy, which was having me take the key to my lock and having me fling it out into my lawn. Luckily ::ka-ching:: for me, I got off the hook with that by reminding Princess that I didn't have a key to fling. I'm sure She's thinking of some devious way around that limitation and will hit me with something even more sinister during Tease Time tonight.
Speaking of Tease Time, I hear from reading BillyBear's blog that there is gonna be this season's premiere episode of "Awwww.... poor baby!" playing out during the chat. I hear ace and me are gonna be squaring off tonight, so stop on by the Community Kink Chatroom and see how it goes. It's always a blast when the Stroke Princess presides over Tease Time. Come see for yourself if you don't believe me!
See You tonight in the chatroom!
little bitchass
2007-10-02
I Wasn't Gonna Post An Entry Today...
I was just gonna wait until after tonight's Midnight Madness chat in the Community Kink Chatroom. But ever since getting up this morning, I've been feeling so freakin' needy and wanty for Princess Grace, that I just had to write something to get it off my... uhhhh.. chest.
Today marks Day 46 for me in Her CB2000, rapidly approaching my personal longest lockdown time of 50 days. This latest lockdown has been for the most part easier than the last few times, and I haven't got a clue why that would be. But there are still days where I really REALLY want to touch and have an orgasm, and they have been happening more and are becoming much more intense, the closer I get to 50. I think that as I get closer and closer to that number, it's making me think more about when the Stroke Princess might let me out, and adding thoughts of Ms Grace into the picture makes the feelings that much more intense. And besides that, my pillow and my mattress have both started calling me "Honey" recently.
That said, I'm pretty sure that I don't have a snowball's chance in Hell that I'll be unlocked by Day 50 this time. That's a simple matter of logistics, because Princess Grace still has both of the keys to the lock in Her possession (which pretty much means that me and all my parts are in Her possession too), and there's really no way that a key could even get here by then even if She were to mail it today.
So, all I can do is wait. I don't have a clue as to what Her plan is for the length of my lockdown. She's mentioned Her boytoy's record a few times, and She also told me a few times that I was NEVER cumming again, but She backed off that last threat when we last talked and said that I would be cumming eventually,
But who knows when that will be... ::giggles::
What makes me wonder even more is the fact that She's asked me to find some online g-spot vibrators that could be used for milking exercises, and that's making me think I might not be getting out anytime soon.
So even though I'm having a "squirmy as Hell" day today, I'll take whatever plan Princess Grace has for me and roll with it. Even though the need and want for my Stroke Princess never goes away, the intense need to orgasm will eventually lessen to where I'm not leaving fingernail and toenail marks on my walls. But still, I know that it'll be back before very long. As long as Princess wants to do this, and She is getting something out of it, I'm right there and willing to do anything She wants.
And yes, I said anything, but I'm safe because me saying that word doesn't mean much to Princess anymore, because like I've said before, She already knows I'll do anything for Her whether I say the word or not.
Well, just wanted to vent a little about what I'm feeling, 46 days into lockdown. It kinda helps me get through it better if I talk about it.
Hope to see y'all at Midnight Madness tonight...
I still do wuvs my Princess Grace!
little bitchass
I was just gonna wait until after tonight's Midnight Madness chat in the Community Kink Chatroom. But ever since getting up this morning, I've been feeling so freakin' needy and wanty for Princess Grace, that I just had to write something to get it off my... uhhhh.. chest.
Today marks Day 46 for me in Her CB2000, rapidly approaching my personal longest lockdown time of 50 days. This latest lockdown has been for the most part easier than the last few times, and I haven't got a clue why that would be. But there are still days where I really REALLY want to touch and have an orgasm, and they have been happening more and are becoming much more intense, the closer I get to 50. I think that as I get closer and closer to that number, it's making me think more about when the Stroke Princess might let me out, and adding thoughts of Ms Grace into the picture makes the feelings that much more intense. And besides that, my pillow and my mattress have both started calling me "Honey" recently.
That said, I'm pretty sure that I don't have a snowball's chance in Hell that I'll be unlocked by Day 50 this time. That's a simple matter of logistics, because Princess Grace still has both of the keys to the lock in Her possession (which pretty much means that me and all my parts are in Her possession too), and there's really no way that a key could even get here by then even if She were to mail it today.
So, all I can do is wait. I don't have a clue as to what Her plan is for the length of my lockdown. She's mentioned Her boytoy's record a few times, and She also told me a few times that I was NEVER cumming again, but She backed off that last threat when we last talked and said that I would be cumming eventually,
But who knows when that will be... ::giggles::
What makes me wonder even more is the fact that She's asked me to find some online g-spot vibrators that could be used for milking exercises, and that's making me think I might not be getting out anytime soon.
So even though I'm having a "squirmy as Hell" day today, I'll take whatever plan Princess Grace has for me and roll with it. Even though the need and want for my Stroke Princess never goes away, the intense need to orgasm will eventually lessen to where I'm not leaving fingernail and toenail marks on my walls. But still, I know that it'll be back before very long. As long as Princess wants to do this, and She is getting something out of it, I'm right there and willing to do anything She wants.
And yes, I said anything, but I'm safe because me saying that word doesn't mean much to Princess anymore, because like I've said before, She already knows I'll do anything for Her whether I say the word or not.
Well, just wanted to vent a little about what I'm feeling, 46 days into lockdown. It kinda helps me get through it better if I talk about it.
Hope to see y'all at Midnight Madness tonight...
I still do wuvs my Princess Grace!
little bitchass
2007-09-29
Here's The Latest In My "Better Late Than Never" Tease Time Posts...
I arrived in the Community Kink Chatroom a few minutes early on Thursday night, and was pleasantly surprised to see that Stroke Princess Ms Grace was already in the room and warming up the crowd (which is very VERY easy for Her to do, BTW). I could tell from the start that we were all in for trouble, when Princess informed us that She was a "widdle bit tipsy" from tossing down Bloody Marys at the local church's bingo game. OK... I lied about the church bingo game part, but it sounded funny to me when I wrote it.
Of course, Her being there before me threatened to throw off my always meticulously planned "Twirl Maneuver", but I managed, with crackerjack timing and a resolve that surprised even myself, to twirl Princess around the room and even got Her trademark "WEEEEEEEEEEE" in response! Not bad, considering that on Thursday night I had been locked down by Princess for 41 days.
Ms Cassandra was in attendance, as well as Her pet, chaste4MsCass. The big bombshell that was dropped here was that chaste was not gonna be held in his cage for a whole year like I originally thought, but instead was gonna be let out soon. Of course, this was a huge disappointment to me, because I was just starting to enjoy being able to tease and laugh at chaste, who up until now was sure as hell gonna be locked down a lot longer than I would be. Now he's gonna be laughing at me instead. Oh well, I suppose that's the way the key bounces sometimes. ::sigh::
The chatroom filled up quickly, and while I was still able to pay attention to the room count, it reached 29 and stayed pretty constant for the rest of the chat event. It may have gone higher, but then the Stroke Princess brought out a new MP3 for all of us to listen to, and after that all bets were off as to my ability to function. Oh yeah, this MP3 is THAT GOOD! I went subterranean after just a few minutes of Princess' voice.
The MP3 that She posted in Her blog on Thursday night was the first of 3 parts, and was called "Working Lunch". Part 2 and Part 3 were gonna be posted in the Cockcontrol Sound Forum the following day. Because I've been so busy with getting my vehicle fixed and with working, I didn't get a chance to listen to Parts 2 & 3 until today, and I was a basket case of need and want by the time I finished listening. I thought I had been doing a pretty good job of dealing with being locked up this time, but the house of cards collapsed today with a loud crash. I was rubbing the CB2000 so much while I was listening that I think I could've had at least a ruined orgasm if I hadn't stopped. Why did I stop? Because I know Princess loves it when I get to this wall-climbing stage, and I didn't want to disappoint Her by having to tell Her I couldn't control myself.
Anyway, the rest of Tease Time was kind of a blur to me, and I think it was mainly free-form chatting, along with a healthy dose of teasing on Princess Grace's part. Maybe BillyBear or one of the other chatters present that night can fill you all in on any important stuff that I'm leaving out. I do know that it was over all too soon, but that I had a great time as always, even if I did find myself sitting there drooling and with a vacant look on my face after Princess left the room!
See you all at the next Chat Event!
I wuvs my Princess Grace!
little bitchass
I arrived in the Community Kink Chatroom a few minutes early on Thursday night, and was pleasantly surprised to see that Stroke Princess Ms Grace was already in the room and warming up the crowd (which is very VERY easy for Her to do, BTW). I could tell from the start that we were all in for trouble, when Princess informed us that She was a "widdle bit tipsy" from tossing down Bloody Marys at the local church's bingo game. OK... I lied about the church bingo game part, but it sounded funny to me when I wrote it.
Of course, Her being there before me threatened to throw off my always meticulously planned "Twirl Maneuver", but I managed, with crackerjack timing and a resolve that surprised even myself, to twirl Princess around the room and even got Her trademark "WEEEEEEEEEEE" in response! Not bad, considering that on Thursday night I had been locked down by Princess for 41 days.
Ms Cassandra was in attendance, as well as Her pet, chaste4MsCass. The big bombshell that was dropped here was that chaste was not gonna be held in his cage for a whole year like I originally thought, but instead was gonna be let out soon. Of course, this was a huge disappointment to me, because I was just starting to enjoy being able to tease and laugh at chaste, who up until now was sure as hell gonna be locked down a lot longer than I would be. Now he's gonna be laughing at me instead. Oh well, I suppose that's the way the key bounces sometimes. ::sigh::
The chatroom filled up quickly, and while I was still able to pay attention to the room count, it reached 29 and stayed pretty constant for the rest of the chat event. It may have gone higher, but then the Stroke Princess brought out a new MP3 for all of us to listen to, and after that all bets were off as to my ability to function. Oh yeah, this MP3 is THAT GOOD! I went subterranean after just a few minutes of Princess' voice.
The MP3 that She posted in Her blog on Thursday night was the first of 3 parts, and was called "Working Lunch". Part 2 and Part 3 were gonna be posted in the Cockcontrol Sound Forum the following day. Because I've been so busy with getting my vehicle fixed and with working, I didn't get a chance to listen to Parts 2 & 3 until today, and I was a basket case of need and want by the time I finished listening. I thought I had been doing a pretty good job of dealing with being locked up this time, but the house of cards collapsed today with a loud crash. I was rubbing the CB2000 so much while I was listening that I think I could've had at least a ruined orgasm if I hadn't stopped. Why did I stop? Because I know Princess loves it when I get to this wall-climbing stage, and I didn't want to disappoint Her by having to tell Her I couldn't control myself.
Anyway, the rest of Tease Time was kind of a blur to me, and I think it was mainly free-form chatting, along with a healthy dose of teasing on Princess Grace's part. Maybe BillyBear or one of the other chatters present that night can fill you all in on any important stuff that I'm leaving out. I do know that it was over all too soon, but that I had a great time as always, even if I did find myself sitting there drooling and with a vacant look on my face after Princess left the room!
See you all at the next Chat Event!
I wuvs my Princess Grace!
little bitchass
2007-09-23
Sunday 2 For 1 Special!
This week has been a busy one for yours truly, and I still have a lot to do this weekend, but I just had to blog about a few things that happened on Thursday and Saturday nights!
If you've been following my postings recently, then you know that besides going to the experimental Jem-ku format for the past week and getting rearended in my truck, this Thursday also happened to mark my one year anniversary with the Stroke Princess, Ms Grace.
As you also know, Thursday night is also the night that Princess Grace conducts Her hosted chat, Tease Time. There were congratulations and well wishes from lots of our friends, and those were most richly deserved by Princess, because honestly, I don't know how She was able to put up with me for a whole year without booting me to the curb for being too needy!
The chat went great, and Princess unveiled some new MP3s for our listening pleasure (or maybe I should say torment, because even the people who were able to touch themselves were still not allowed to cum).
The first two MP3s were written by Pantysue, "Worship Me" and "Helpless", and those were followed by 2 more written by Princess, "In Your Head" and "Stroke For Me" , which were both a new style MP3 from Stroke Princess Productions, with layers upon layers of Princess' voice, seducing, teasing, and hypnotic, all at the same time. I was listening in headphones, and I have to tell you that I went to bed that night with Her voice even more deeply embedded in my subconscious than it already was!
As more people came into the chatroom along the way, they were sent off to listen to the new MP3s by Princess, and when they returned after listening, you could tell even without physically seeing them, that they were kinda glazed over from the experience!
Miss Tara made a guest appearance in chat, which was deeply appreciated by me, because She has been a great friend during the past year, and was one of the first Mistresses at LDW who I met in what was then known as the "Women On Top" chatroom. Thank You for coming to the party, Miss Tara! I have to say that Miss Tara has left many a red paddle mark on my ass cheeks in the past year, and has one of the most endearing glares that you have ever seen!
I was hoping Ms Kate might stop in to visit, but She was busy with calls at the time and just couldn't make it. Ms Kate has been another longtime friend from LDW for the past year as well.
Ace came in to wish us well, all adorned in Ms Kate's shiny new CB3000. Ace was also sent to listen to the new MP3s and he was so moved that he was almost in tears when he returned after listening. Ace is a very sentimental guy, you know. He makes a great chocolate chip cookie too, I might add.
There were lots of other friends in the chatroom that night, Billybear, Krissi, Pantysue, Chaste, and lots of others who if I try to name every one of them, I'm sure to leave some out and offend them, so even if I didn't name you, thanks so much for coming to the party that night! Even Lucky Pet sent his regards, even though he couldn't make it to the chat.
The rest of the hour was spent in free form chat, with lots of teasing and tormenting from the Stroke Princess, much of it directed at us poor unfortunates who were caged and couldn't touch. Princess Grace was in great form, and in a great mood, which always spells "FUN" for anyone in Her path!
Now on to Saturday!
I was able to finally do a call with Princess on Saturday night! It had been a bit over a month since I had talked to Her, but I wanted to try and make the call as close to our Anniversary date as possible.
I'm not gonna go into it in a lot of detail, but we spent some time getting caught up. We laughed harder than we ever have together on a lot of stuff, and then, as She usually does, She sunk me into subspace with just a few words, and from there, it was on!
One of the areas that I feel comfy telling you all about is that since Princess feels like if I'm gonna be locked up for awhile, it would be a good thing to be milked every so often. So, out came my friend Anita Aneros, and she got popped in place and stayed in place for the remainder of the call. I have yet to be able to have an anal orgasm from Anita, but she was sure making me feel pretty good about things, helped out by the fact that Princess let me drizzle some lube into Her cage and get as much rubbing in as I could manage between the bars. Sorry Ace, I know you can't do this... hee hee
Then, Princess took me on one little fantasy trip after another, pushing my hot buttons and generally driving me out of my mind. I was almost to the edge from rubbing the cage, but was never quite able to get there because of the limited contact. This made it all the more frustrating for me. She had me sunk so deep that there was no light down there for me to see anymore. But then, because Princess knew I had a timelimit for the call, She shook me out of my mindfucking by telling me that we were gonna have to stop.
What??? What just happened??? I haven't even cum yet!
Awwww... poor baby.... you forget I still have your keys..... ::giggles::
I've found that when you are on a call with Princess Grace, and even though Saturday night was my 36th day in the cage, the act of cumming is secondary to just being with Her and talking to Her. I'm sure lots will probably disagree, but hey, that's the way I see it at least. If I was that worried about cumming during the call, there wouldn't have even been a call in the first place, because She has the cage keys, and I knew for a fact that I wasn't going to be cumming before the call was even made.
After that, Princess gave me some homework assignments, one of which was to spend the next hour milking with the Aneros. After that I was to do some looking around online for a g-spot vibrator and send Her the links so She could look at them and tell me what type to buy, because we're gonna be using it in the near future for milking purposes. Because of that, it sounds to me like I may be staying locked for awhile, so Chaste and Ace..... look out! Here I come again!
The rest of the homework is between Princess and I, so neener neener neener, once again! Maybe someday I'll tell you all what that's about.
Princess, thank You for another wonderful evening spent in Your presence! I won't be waiting so long before the next call, I promise! I can hardly wait to find out how some of the plans for me that You talked about are gonna come about!
See you all at the next Chat Event!
I sure do wuvs my Princess Grace!
little bitchass
P.S. Before I forget, a big Thank You goes out to everybody who has visited my blog this past year and put me over the 10000 visitors mark on the exact same day as my anniversary with Princess! I started this blog at Her suggestion, and that just makes the date all the more special to me!
This week has been a busy one for yours truly, and I still have a lot to do this weekend, but I just had to blog about a few things that happened on Thursday and Saturday nights!
If you've been following my postings recently, then you know that besides going to the experimental Jem-ku format for the past week and getting rearended in my truck, this Thursday also happened to mark my one year anniversary with the Stroke Princess, Ms Grace.
As you also know, Thursday night is also the night that Princess Grace conducts Her hosted chat, Tease Time. There were congratulations and well wishes from lots of our friends, and those were most richly deserved by Princess, because honestly, I don't know how She was able to put up with me for a whole year without booting me to the curb for being too needy!
The chat went great, and Princess unveiled some new MP3s for our listening pleasure (or maybe I should say torment, because even the people who were able to touch themselves were still not allowed to cum).
The first two MP3s were written by Pantysue, "Worship Me" and "Helpless", and those were followed by 2 more written by Princess, "In Your Head" and "Stroke For Me" , which were both a new style MP3 from Stroke Princess Productions, with layers upon layers of Princess' voice, seducing, teasing, and hypnotic, all at the same time. I was listening in headphones, and I have to tell you that I went to bed that night with Her voice even more deeply embedded in my subconscious than it already was!
As more people came into the chatroom along the way, they were sent off to listen to the new MP3s by Princess, and when they returned after listening, you could tell even without physically seeing them, that they were kinda glazed over from the experience!
Miss Tara made a guest appearance in chat, which was deeply appreciated by me, because She has been a great friend during the past year, and was one of the first Mistresses at LDW who I met in what was then known as the "Women On Top" chatroom. Thank You for coming to the party, Miss Tara! I have to say that Miss Tara has left many a red paddle mark on my ass cheeks in the past year, and has one of the most endearing glares that you have ever seen!
I was hoping Ms Kate might stop in to visit, but She was busy with calls at the time and just couldn't make it. Ms Kate has been another longtime friend from LDW for the past year as well.
Ace came in to wish us well, all adorned in Ms Kate's shiny new CB3000. Ace was also sent to listen to the new MP3s and he was so moved that he was almost in tears when he returned after listening. Ace is a very sentimental guy, you know. He makes a great chocolate chip cookie too, I might add.
There were lots of other friends in the chatroom that night, Billybear, Krissi, Pantysue, Chaste, and lots of others who if I try to name every one of them, I'm sure to leave some out and offend them, so even if I didn't name you, thanks so much for coming to the party that night! Even Lucky Pet sent his regards, even though he couldn't make it to the chat.
The rest of the hour was spent in free form chat, with lots of teasing and tormenting from the Stroke Princess, much of it directed at us poor unfortunates who were caged and couldn't touch. Princess Grace was in great form, and in a great mood, which always spells "FUN" for anyone in Her path!
Now on to Saturday!
I was able to finally do a call with Princess on Saturday night! It had been a bit over a month since I had talked to Her, but I wanted to try and make the call as close to our Anniversary date as possible.
I'm not gonna go into it in a lot of detail, but we spent some time getting caught up. We laughed harder than we ever have together on a lot of stuff, and then, as She usually does, She sunk me into subspace with just a few words, and from there, it was on!
One of the areas that I feel comfy telling you all about is that since Princess feels like if I'm gonna be locked up for awhile, it would be a good thing to be milked every so often. So, out came my friend Anita Aneros, and she got popped in place and stayed in place for the remainder of the call. I have yet to be able to have an anal orgasm from Anita, but she was sure making me feel pretty good about things, helped out by the fact that Princess let me drizzle some lube into Her cage and get as much rubbing in as I could manage between the bars. Sorry Ace, I know you can't do this... hee hee
Then, Princess took me on one little fantasy trip after another, pushing my hot buttons and generally driving me out of my mind. I was almost to the edge from rubbing the cage, but was never quite able to get there because of the limited contact. This made it all the more frustrating for me. She had me sunk so deep that there was no light down there for me to see anymore. But then, because Princess knew I had a timelimit for the call, She shook me out of my mindfucking by telling me that we were gonna have to stop.
What??? What just happened??? I haven't even cum yet!
Awwww... poor baby.... you forget I still have your keys..... ::giggles::
I've found that when you are on a call with Princess Grace, and even though Saturday night was my 36th day in the cage, the act of cumming is secondary to just being with Her and talking to Her. I'm sure lots will probably disagree, but hey, that's the way I see it at least. If I was that worried about cumming during the call, there wouldn't have even been a call in the first place, because She has the cage keys, and I knew for a fact that I wasn't going to be cumming before the call was even made.
After that, Princess gave me some homework assignments, one of which was to spend the next hour milking with the Aneros. After that I was to do some looking around online for a g-spot vibrator and send Her the links so She could look at them and tell me what type to buy, because we're gonna be using it in the near future for milking purposes. Because of that, it sounds to me like I may be staying locked for awhile, so Chaste and Ace..... look out! Here I come again!
The rest of the homework is between Princess and I, so neener neener neener, once again! Maybe someday I'll tell you all what that's about.
Princess, thank You for another wonderful evening spent in Your presence! I won't be waiting so long before the next call, I promise! I can hardly wait to find out how some of the plans for me that You talked about are gonna come about!
See you all at the next Chat Event!
I sure do wuvs my Princess Grace!
little bitchass
P.S. Before I forget, a big Thank You goes out to everybody who has visited my blog this past year and put me over the 10000 visitors mark on the exact same day as my anniversary with Princess! I started this blog at Her suggestion, and that just makes the date all the more special to me!
2007-09-20
Happy Anniversary, Princess Grace...
It's been one whole year since You found me. You took my bedraggled ass in and let me be Yours. It's been a wild ride wearing Your collar, and now I'm ready to get back on the ride and go again for another year! Think You can stand another year of me? LOL
I hope that we will continue as Mistress/pet/and best friends for many years to cum!
Thank You for a great year, Princess.. Your bitchass wuvs You!
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!
little bitchass
It's been one whole year since You found me. You took my bedraggled ass in and let me be Yours. It's been a wild ride wearing Your collar, and now I'm ready to get back on the ride and go again for another year! Think You can stand another year of me? LOL
I hope that we will continue as Mistress/pet/and best friends for many years to cum!
Thank You for a great year, Princess.. Your bitchass wuvs You!
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!
little bitchass
2007-09-19
OK, The Haiku Was Fun, But Dayum...
Let's take a break from the Haiku and change things up again! Today is Day 33 in the cage for me, and I need a change of pace just like y'all do. How about a little review from last night's Midnight Madness?
Princess Grace and Ms Kate were both in awesome moods last night! That always means trouble for somebody in the room. Last night it happened to be Ace, who had come in to show everybody the brand new CB3000 that Ms Kate had him locked up in. The Cookie Master himself was begging for more cookies by the time Ms Kate finished working him over. I didn't really feel too sorry for Ace, because even though Ms Kate was doing an awesome tease on him, I was smiling from ear to ear because.... welll... misery loves company! Add to that all the comfort that Princess was providing, and you can imagine what kind of condition he was in by the end of the night.
Pantysue came in the room, ready to hammer in nails with her clitty, courtesy of a little blue pill that the Stroke Princess required her to take. At least Pantysue was out of Princess' cage last night, which was a good thing because she might have split the cage right down the middle. The pill must have made Pantysue a little nervous, because she started to get a little bit of an uppity attitude with Princess, who told Pantysue near the end of the chat to take another pill, and instead of letting Pantysue call Her, Princess said She was gonna go to bed right after the chat and let Pantysue suffer through a two-pill night of frustration. Yes, Princess was in SUCH a mood!
I didn't escape very far either. Princess was working me over by first by making me tell everybody how many times I had cum yesterday (yes, it was zero, which coincidently was the same number of times I had cum in the last 32 days). Then She took a poll of the room, asking everybody else how many times THEY had been cumming lately. I noticed that Ace was pretty quiet during the poll and I don't recall him giving an answer. After that, She worked me out for awhile about our upcoming call, set for this weekend. She reminded me that She still had the keys to the cage, and said that instead, I should have plenty of ice available during the call. She didn't tell me what She had in mind, but what really started worrying me was when She started talking about Icyhot and Q-Tips. I wonder if the Stroke Princess will still be in the same mood by the time I get to call Her?
Then, Princess and Ms Kate teamed up to do a teasy stroke session for all of the people in the room who were fortunate enought to be able to stroke. All of us in the cages were told to dump some lube into the cages and rub them the best we could. The lube helped, and I was actually starting to get some really good feelings from my fingertips rubbing through the bars. Poor Ace... he has that CB3000 that doesn't have the big openings in it that my CB2000 does, so he was pretty much feeling NOTHING! Sorry Ace, but even though the CB3000 is a little bigger, as you can see, it DOES have it's disadvantages!
The rubbing continued, and I was starting to think that if it kept up feeling like it did, I might actually be able to cum. But just then, Ms Kate and Princess both said, almost in unison, "Hands off!". OMG no! Not nowwwwwwww! I was about ready to cry as I struggled to pull my hand away with my other hand. The only comfort I got was knowing that Princess would not have let me cum anyway.
And so, Midnight Madness was a blast, as it usually is, and I was surprised when the hour was up so soon and Princess left to do some sort of torture on somebody. Maybe She was making Pantysue take a third pill before Princess went off to tease somebody else!
As for me, I'm really looking forward to Thursday night, which will mark the one-year anniversary of the day Princess took me in as Her pet. It's been a wild year, and I hope I'll be here saying the same thing at this time next year!
And, in an incredible coincidence, I may reach the 10,000 reader mark for this blog on our anniversary as well! How cool would that be??? Not sure if it will happen or not, but it should get pretty close! This blog has been great fun for me, and I love the opportunity to play in it with all my friends, but I especially love doing it for Princess Grace, who suggested that I start one in the first place!
So I'm hoping to see all of you in Tease Time on Thursday night in the Chatroom to help Princess and I celebrate our Anniversary!
Princess, as always, Your jemjem wuvs You!
little bitchass
Let's take a break from the Haiku and change things up again! Today is Day 33 in the cage for me, and I need a change of pace just like y'all do. How about a little review from last night's Midnight Madness?
Princess Grace and Ms Kate were both in awesome moods last night! That always means trouble for somebody in the room. Last night it happened to be Ace, who had come in to show everybody the brand new CB3000 that Ms Kate had him locked up in. The Cookie Master himself was begging for more cookies by the time Ms Kate finished working him over. I didn't really feel too sorry for Ace, because even though Ms Kate was doing an awesome tease on him, I was smiling from ear to ear because.... welll... misery loves company! Add to that all the comfort that Princess was providing, and you can imagine what kind of condition he was in by the end of the night.
Pantysue came in the room, ready to hammer in nails with her clitty, courtesy of a little blue pill that the Stroke Princess required her to take. At least Pantysue was out of Princess' cage last night, which was a good thing because she might have split the cage right down the middle. The pill must have made Pantysue a little nervous, because she started to get a little bit of an uppity attitude with Princess, who told Pantysue near the end of the chat to take another pill, and instead of letting Pantysue call Her, Princess said She was gonna go to bed right after the chat and let Pantysue suffer through a two-pill night of frustration. Yes, Princess was in SUCH a mood!
I didn't escape very far either. Princess was working me over by first by making me tell everybody how many times I had cum yesterday (yes, it was zero, which coincidently was the same number of times I had cum in the last 32 days). Then She took a poll of the room, asking everybody else how many times THEY had been cumming lately. I noticed that Ace was pretty quiet during the poll and I don't recall him giving an answer. After that, She worked me out for awhile about our upcoming call, set for this weekend. She reminded me that She still had the keys to the cage, and said that instead, I should have plenty of ice available during the call. She didn't tell me what She had in mind, but what really started worrying me was when She started talking about Icyhot and Q-Tips. I wonder if the Stroke Princess will still be in the same mood by the time I get to call Her?
Then, Princess and Ms Kate teamed up to do a teasy stroke session for all of the people in the room who were fortunate enought to be able to stroke. All of us in the cages were told to dump some lube into the cages and rub them the best we could. The lube helped, and I was actually starting to get some really good feelings from my fingertips rubbing through the bars. Poor Ace... he has that CB3000 that doesn't have the big openings in it that my CB2000 does, so he was pretty much feeling NOTHING! Sorry Ace, but even though the CB3000 is a little bigger, as you can see, it DOES have it's disadvantages!
The rubbing continued, and I was starting to think that if it kept up feeling like it did, I might actually be able to cum. But just then, Ms Kate and Princess both said, almost in unison, "Hands off!". OMG no! Not nowwwwwwww! I was about ready to cry as I struggled to pull my hand away with my other hand. The only comfort I got was knowing that Princess would not have let me cum anyway.
And so, Midnight Madness was a blast, as it usually is, and I was surprised when the hour was up so soon and Princess left to do some sort of torture on somebody. Maybe She was making Pantysue take a third pill before Princess went off to tease somebody else!
As for me, I'm really looking forward to Thursday night, which will mark the one-year anniversary of the day Princess took me in as Her pet. It's been a wild year, and I hope I'll be here saying the same thing at this time next year!
And, in an incredible coincidence, I may reach the 10,000 reader mark for this blog on our anniversary as well! How cool would that be??? Not sure if it will happen or not, but it should get pretty close! This blog has been great fun for me, and I love the opportunity to play in it with all my friends, but I especially love doing it for Princess Grace, who suggested that I start one in the first place!
So I'm hoping to see all of you in Tease Time on Thursday night in the Chatroom to help Princess and I celebrate our Anniversary!
Princess, as always, Your jemjem wuvs You!
little bitchass
2007-09-18
There's Madness Tonight...
There's Madness tonight
at midnight in the chatroom.
Grace and Kate hold court!
Poor Ace in distress,
a shrinking cage, no way out
unmerciful tease.
Ms Kate will enjoy
Ace all squirmy and moaning,
Princess will giggle.
Bitchass is all smiles,
"Your time will come", Grace snickers.
Jem shuts her piehole.
So visit tonight,
teased to mush by Mistresses.
No cummies likely.
little bitchass
There's Madness tonight
at midnight in the chatroom.
Grace and Kate hold court!
Poor Ace in distress,
a shrinking cage, no way out
unmerciful tease.
Ms Kate will enjoy
Ace all squirmy and moaning,
Princess will giggle.
Bitchass is all smiles,
"Your time will come", Grace snickers.
Jem shuts her piehole.
So visit tonight,
teased to mush by Mistresses.
No cummies likely.
little bitchass
2007-09-17
2007-09-14
2007-09-12
2007-09-11
Twenty-five Days...
Twenty-five days now
Looking out through plastic bars
Held in cruel carress.
Hard cage unyielding
Never absent, I feel it
How long I wonder?
Good days and bad days
Long nights of sweet frustration
I need and I want.
Hating, but loving
Evil parasite in pink
I beg for release.
But if it's Your will
Cold embrace, I trudge onward
Submission is all.
little bitchass
Twenty-five days now
Looking out through plastic bars
Held in cruel carress.
Hard cage unyielding
Never absent, I feel it
How long I wonder?
Good days and bad days
Long nights of sweet frustration
I need and I want.
Hating, but loving
Evil parasite in pink
I beg for release.
But if it's Your will
Cold embrace, I trudge onward
Submission is all.
little bitchass
2007-09-10
My Blog Has Gotten Boring...
I was talking to billybear in an IM this morning, and I commented to him that my blog was becoming stale and boring. I think the major problem is that my posts are way too long, and people just don't have time to sit through all that, so I figure I need a way to shorten my posts and give them some flair so that more people might read them. Maybe it would help if I added lots of shiny pictures.
Billybear said that maybe I just needed a gimmick, and he suggested that I go with Haiku posts!
Genius!
What could be better than boiling a post down to 3 short lines of text? It would save me tons of time too. It would give me my "gimmick" and at the same time I wouldn't have to sit at the computer for hours composing blogposts that way!
Here's billybear's suggestion, using my last post as an example...
cage lock key dangles
open yes open no why
must I question it
See? Isn't that awesome? I think I'll try this out on my next post! Thanks, billybear!
If that doesn't help, I'll try the pictures...
little bitchass
I was talking to billybear in an IM this morning, and I commented to him that my blog was becoming stale and boring. I think the major problem is that my posts are way too long, and people just don't have time to sit through all that, so I figure I need a way to shorten my posts and give them some flair so that more people might read them. Maybe it would help if I added lots of shiny pictures.
Billybear said that maybe I just needed a gimmick, and he suggested that I go with Haiku posts!
Genius!
What could be better than boiling a post down to 3 short lines of text? It would save me tons of time too. It would give me my "gimmick" and at the same time I wouldn't have to sit at the computer for hours composing blogposts that way!
Here's billybear's suggestion, using my last post as an example...
cage lock key dangles
open yes open no why
must I question it
See? Isn't that awesome? I think I'll try this out on my next post! Thanks, billybear!
If that doesn't help, I'll try the pictures...
little bitchass
2007-09-09
OK, I Have Another One For Those Who've Been Locked Down... "In Or Out?"
I was writing a comment to a post in chaste4MsCass's blog earlier today, and while I was thinking how I was gonna word it, it gave me an idea for a new topic in my own blog. But first a little background...
Obviously, chaste is a chastity slave of Ms Cassandra's, and to be honest, I don't recall if he is being shared with Ms Sarah or not. The main topic of his post was that he was gonna be let out of the cage for some amount of time, and he was given some options. Chaste chose NOT to cum, and also chose not to be out of the cage for very long as well. He was a little concerned that people might not understand the reasons for his decision. To read chaste's original post, go here.
I understand his concerns, because I have some of the same concerns myself. I've been in two fairly extended lockdowns with The Stroke Princess, and each time Ms Grace and I are on a call and She's deciding what to do, She asks me flat out if I want to get out of the cage or if I want to stay locked up. This puts me in a quandary, because even though I may have been climbing the walls in desperation for weeks, wanting out of the cage in the worst way, when confronted with Her question, I'm not able to answer without going through a goddamn internal battle with myself.
She also has little variations to Her questions... like asking me if I think I'd rather cum once and then lock right back up, or if I'd like to just stroke a little and then lock back up without cumming. Or maybe have a ruined orgasm and then lock right back up. Again, these sound like easily answered questions, but after you have been locked up for awhile, being allowed to cum even once makes it more frustrating in the first week or two after getting locked back up. I think it's because you remember how good that one orgasm just felt and you want and want and want to feel it again. The jury is still out as far as I'm concerned on whether a ruined orgasm is worse than a full orgasm, because when it's ruined, you don't get the relief that a full orgasm provides.
The same battle goes on when She has had me out of the cage for a while. Even when I'm free of the cage, She does not let me cum at will. She maintains control and only lets me release when She tells me I can. After a week or two, I am badly missing the feeling of being in Her cage, and Princess knows it. The cage, even though it's inconvenient as hell most times, is a kind of security blanket for me, and I feel a definite void when I don't feel it between my legs. When Princess asks me if I want back in or not, I have another battle. I have one part of me telling me not to give in (remembering all the inconveniences and discomforts), while another part wants nothing more than to please Her and have that symbol of Her control locked onto me again.
And so what I think it all boils down to is a struggle between my primal side... the side that needs to feel the pleasure, and my subbie side, that wants to give my chastity to Princess Grace. As you can guess, my subbie side always wins this battle and I find myself begging Princess to please lock me back up. Is it crazy? To others it may seem to be, but I think I'm beginning to understand it a little better now, and I don't think it is.
OK.... now... let's get back to the original reason for my post today. I've just given you a glimpse of what I feel when asked point blank, "In or out?" I have a feeling that chaste feels similar internal battles going on. Maybe his thoughts are slightly different than mine, but it looks to me like he's been thinking hard about them.
So...... what I'm hoping by posting this is that some other chastised folks out there might weigh in on what they are feeling when asked the big question, "In or Out?" I'd like to see if these internal battles are happening with anybody else besides me. I'm not sure how many responses I'll get because I don't have a readership that includes large numbers of chastity boys and gurls, but we'll see....
Oh, did I tell you yet today that I wuvved my Stroke Princess? Well I do...
little bitchass
I was writing a comment to a post in chaste4MsCass's blog earlier today, and while I was thinking how I was gonna word it, it gave me an idea for a new topic in my own blog. But first a little background...
Obviously, chaste is a chastity slave of Ms Cassandra's, and to be honest, I don't recall if he is being shared with Ms Sarah or not. The main topic of his post was that he was gonna be let out of the cage for some amount of time, and he was given some options. Chaste chose NOT to cum, and also chose not to be out of the cage for very long as well. He was a little concerned that people might not understand the reasons for his decision. To read chaste's original post, go here.
I understand his concerns, because I have some of the same concerns myself. I've been in two fairly extended lockdowns with The Stroke Princess, and each time Ms Grace and I are on a call and She's deciding what to do, She asks me flat out if I want to get out of the cage or if I want to stay locked up. This puts me in a quandary, because even though I may have been climbing the walls in desperation for weeks, wanting out of the cage in the worst way, when confronted with Her question, I'm not able to answer without going through a goddamn internal battle with myself.
She also has little variations to Her questions... like asking me if I think I'd rather cum once and then lock right back up, or if I'd like to just stroke a little and then lock back up without cumming. Or maybe have a ruined orgasm and then lock right back up. Again, these sound like easily answered questions, but after you have been locked up for awhile, being allowed to cum even once makes it more frustrating in the first week or two after getting locked back up. I think it's because you remember how good that one orgasm just felt and you want and want and want to feel it again. The jury is still out as far as I'm concerned on whether a ruined orgasm is worse than a full orgasm, because when it's ruined, you don't get the relief that a full orgasm provides.
The same battle goes on when She has had me out of the cage for a while. Even when I'm free of the cage, She does not let me cum at will. She maintains control and only lets me release when She tells me I can. After a week or two, I am badly missing the feeling of being in Her cage, and Princess knows it. The cage, even though it's inconvenient as hell most times, is a kind of security blanket for me, and I feel a definite void when I don't feel it between my legs. When Princess asks me if I want back in or not, I have another battle. I have one part of me telling me not to give in (remembering all the inconveniences and discomforts), while another part wants nothing more than to please Her and have that symbol of Her control locked onto me again.
And so what I think it all boils down to is a struggle between my primal side... the side that needs to feel the pleasure, and my subbie side, that wants to give my chastity to Princess Grace. As you can guess, my subbie side always wins this battle and I find myself begging Princess to please lock me back up. Is it crazy? To others it may seem to be, but I think I'm beginning to understand it a little better now, and I don't think it is.
OK.... now... let's get back to the original reason for my post today. I've just given you a glimpse of what I feel when asked point blank, "In or out?" I have a feeling that chaste feels similar internal battles going on. Maybe his thoughts are slightly different than mine, but it looks to me like he's been thinking hard about them.
So...... what I'm hoping by posting this is that some other chastised folks out there might weigh in on what they are feeling when asked the big question, "In or Out?" I'd like to see if these internal battles are happening with anybody else besides me. I'm not sure how many responses I'll get because I don't have a readership that includes large numbers of chastity boys and gurls, but we'll see....
Oh, did I tell you yet today that I wuvved my Stroke Princess? Well I do...
little bitchass
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